Dear all…A very warm welcome to all of u. To start, firstly let me introduce about myself. I am rajan, 33 yr old, happily married & having a kid. I am a fitness freak & don’t look more than 25 yr old. I am into a good respectable job which makes me visit different parts of country frequently. My sexcapades in life started early when i was around seventeen yrs old & since then I’ve enjoyed a lot. Till date I’ve had encounters with approx 19 girls/ladies with 08 of them being virgins & 04 of them being married. Apart from this i have a slight bisexual tinge also & have had some 5-6 experiences with same sex .This was all about myself.
But today what im writing is not about any of what I’ve mentioned above. Mine was a love marriage & all these episodes which i mentioned above took place before my marriage. Since my marriage six yrs back, I’ve been faithful to my wife. But something changed all this about two months back.
I had planned to purchase a new car about three months back. That time i was posted in Jammu. After finalizing nearly everything i met this girl(lets call her saloni) in a finance company. The first day i went to that office i met her & i was dumbstruck. She was so beautiful. She was absolutely fair, 5’6″ in height with hair flowing upto her waist & a fantastic figure. I was literally awestruck. After some formalities, i left their office & she gave me her contact number for any assistance required. On returning i immediately checked that her mobile number was not on whatsapp & i was slightly disappointed.
For next three days she was on my mind, i didnt know what to do. I was in a moral dilemma being married myself. On the fourth day i decided to give her a call on the pretext of taking a loan. She helped me out in that & we interacted a few times during this. She also gave me her second mobile number which was on whatsapp. This opened the floodgates for us to start chatting. Initially it was normal chat about ourselves, likings, disliking, etc. Slowly it graduated to more intimate talks. I expressed her that I’ve started liking her. She also admitted that she likes talking to me. During all this, i never hid from her that I am married & having a kid. I also came to know that she is nine yrs younger to me.
Suddenly one day i got mail from my office that I’ve been posted to dehradun & I’ve to move within a month. I told her the same thing. While giving her this news there was a heaviness in my heart & i was very sad. She herself also became upset on hearing this & was very angry. That was the moment we both realized that we had started loving each other and it was not lust which was involved. She was very upset & asked me to meet the same evening.
In the evening i picked her after her office in my new car. We went outside the city on the highway as she was not comfortable in the city. There she hugged me & started crying in the car. I stopped the car & she kissed me on my lips. We were like in other world while smooching but i had to break that because we were on the highway. I still remember the feeling of her soft lips over mine. Since then we kept on meeting nearly daily in the evenings for whatever time was left with me.
Once during such visits we became so intimate that i took my hands inside her t-shirt & pressed her boobs. Later she told me that they are 32b. I told her that i love her but cant leave my family because of social reasons. She replied that she fully understands & doesn’t demand anything from me in return. I asked her that i want to spend 24 hrs of my life with her. She agreed & asked me to plan.
Soon the day of my departure arrived. I was initially moving alone & my family was to follow me later. Hence, we both had planned that we will move together to Chandigarh, spend two days together & then she will fall back & i will move ahead to dehradun. But some family commitment in her family forced her to cancel the plan. I became so angry & fuming at the circumstances that i didn’t know what to do. In the end we decided that we will spend a day together in jammu before i leave.
So at the final day i picked up from her office. She took a day of leave that day. Since we had a full day with us, i had booked a guest room for us. It was not with the intention of lust or sex but since we had a full day(approx from 1000h – 1830h), so i booked that approx 20 kms from jammu. I told her the same & asked her if she is comfortable she can come with me to the room otherwise we can go somewhere else. After thinking for some time, she agreed to come to the room.
Initially in the room it was awkward for both of us. But slowly we became comfortable with each other and started talking a lot. During that time i lied down on the bed in a relaxing mode & she also lied down next to me in a comfortable position. After some time, while i was lying & she was sitting & watching tv, i opened my arms and asked her to give me a hug. She immediately w/o any hesitation came into my arms. I felt so complete after taking her into my arms. It was a different feeling of satisfaction. After remaining in each other arms for a long time i kissed her on her lips & she reciprocated. We kept smooching for the next 15 mins.
I turned her upside down & came on top of her. Again i started smooching her, kissed n licked her neck & shoulders. I wasn’t still sure of going down on her boobs so i kept kissing her from her lips to shoulders for a very long time.
Slowly i went down and started kissing, licking & softly biting her boobs over her top. She also started breathing heavy & said
She : “mera top geela ho ra hai”.
Me : ” to utaar du kya?”.
She didnt reply anything but i took it as a positive signal.
Me : “apne haath upar karo”.
She : “kyu”
Me : “karo to, phir batata hu”
She raised her hands & i removed her top. She resisted a bit but let me do it. She was wearing a black colored bra & had clean shaved armpits. The black color of her bra on her milky white skin was in total contrast and was looking amazing. I was mesmerized looking at her clean shaven armpits. I dived into her armpits & started licking them like crazy(i have a weakness for shaven armpits). She also started breathing heavily. I then removed her bra. Slowly i went towards her boobs & started licking them.
I started revolving my tongue around her nipples. She had comparatively big nipples which were completely erect. I just kept nibbling at them like crazy. I was as if hooked on to them & kept licking them & softly biting them. Her hands were in my hair and she was making hissing sounds & taking my name. This was encouraging me. I went down and started licking her flat tummy & deep navel. I tried opening her jeans but she resisted.
Me : kyu rok ri ho? Nahi kholu?
She : im not clean
Me : what ‘not clean’?
She : means im not waxed.
Me : dont worry. I prefer it the natural way
She : agar pehle bataya hota to i would have waxed
Me : i had not planned that we would come here. It was just one of the options.
She : but still, i feel shy..I am not waxed
I told her to relax and not to worry. Slowly she relaxed and still with lot of resistance she let me remove her jeans. All this time i was clothed. I told her to do something herself & remove my clothes. But she was feeling shy and asked me to remove them myself. So i removed them and only left my frenchie on. She was only in her panties. I started sucking her boobs and went down to her panties. I started licking her pussy above her panties & she started moaning. I tried removing her panty but she again resisted saying that she is not waxed. After lot of persuasion she allowed me to remove it but while covering herself with blanket. If i wanted, i would have forced her but i dont do anything without the consent of my partner. I respect my partner’s wish to the fullest. So in the end i was able to remove her panty.
I touched her pussy and she moaned loudly. I went down to lick her. She was resisting a lot but i managed to lick her pussy. She tasted a bit pungent bit i enjoyed the taste and kept on licking her pussy. Later she also relaxed and started enjoying. She started moaning & writhing like a fish out of water. I then asked her to turn back. She asked why? I told her that im fond of her ass & want to lick her asshole. Initially she was like “yukk” but then she agreed. So, i tuned her and started licking her asshole. I literally relished licking her asshole but during this entire time she wasn’t comfortable with me licking her asshole. Then i turned her back, gave her a tight hug and thanked her for letting me lick her asshole. I then asked her to do something in return.
Me : tum bhi kuch karo naa
She : kya karu?
Me : tumko nahi pata kya? Maine pucha tha kya kuch karne se pehle? Tum bhi karo
She : tum bolo kya karu & i will do it
Me : ok. Suck my cock
She : ok. Remove your underwear
Me : u do it
She removed my frenchie & took my cock in her mouth. I felt like in heaven. She was doing it very slowly and the feeling was amazing. I asked her that i also want to join. We came in 69 position. She was sucking my cock & i was licking her pussy. We kept engaged in that position for more than 20 mins. We both were at the peak of our ecstasy. During that time, she asked me ” do u want to have sex?” i said yes. She said ” agar mujhe pain hua to?” i asked her ” u decide. I will be comfortable with anything you say”
She said ” ok, u try. Agar bahot pain hua to bata dungi”
We came in missionary position & i tried entering her. The tip of my cock went inside & she literally shouted in pain. She was very tight & it was then that i realised that she was actually a virgin. I pushed a bit more inside her & there were tears flowing out of her eyes. She started requesting me to stop. I told her that it is now very difficult for me to stop. I asked her to relax & promised her that i would go easy. But she kept on crying and saying plz plz plz stop, i cant bear the pain. Plz take it out. We remained in that position for a long time. I tried to console her but she kept on crying. So finally i decided not to force myself in as im not a rapist and i pulled out.
I had to relieve myself by my hands(of course with her help too). She kept apologizing for that but i asked her not to worry, i still love her and im not with her for physical pleasure alone.
Later, in the evening i dropped her back & then resumed my journey to ddun. After i reached here, we have been talking on mobile. I have to go back to jammu to get my family to ddun. She has asked me to tell her about me coming in advance. She plans to come half way to chandigarh & spend 2-3 days with me.
This was my story regarding falling in love with her. Some of u maybe laughing on me that i took my cock out after inserting it inside. But i have no regrets because firstly i really love her, im not with her for only physical pleasure alone & secondly i wont do anything with a female without her will and consent.
But im also confused about certain things. One, that mine was a love marriage. I also love her. Can somebody fall in love twice? If not, then what is this..
Secondly…,she still apologies for stopping me that day. She says that she wasn’t prepared that day & got a bit frightened with the progress of events. She also says that now she is ready and wants to do complete sex with me and loose her virginity to me.
Now im in a bit dilemma whether to have sex with her because talks about her marriage are going on. She may get married by this year end. So will it be correct for me to still have sex with her because ours is still a male dominated society and all males want their wives to be virgins at the time of their marriage. And i dont want any trouble in her life because of me..
Mine was not actually a sex story, but then i didnt know where else to post my story so i posted it here. Thanks for patiently going through my story. Your comments/suggestions are most welcome at
Journey Of My Life – In Love Again