Forgive Me, Shiroo – Part 1

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Shirooza Muhammad is a bachelors special degree holder in statistics. Sandhu, our main character is a masters degree holder in mathematics. They belonged to different student clans as students and even now, certain restrictions are enforced upon them which parted sandhu away from his hidden crush, shiroo. But since they were both adults, no matter about the religious grounds, there was no restriction for a formal friendship between them. This is how it was formed.

Shiroo was studying for an exam on a subject in mathematics, which sandhu was personally appointed to be the paper-marker. In such a situation, it was very good to keep sandhu at her company, one might say. All the other students never knew who the marker is so there was no chance of them to have company with sandhu as a support for their exam. And also, sandhu was not allowed to expose it to anyone either.

Sandhu later could check the list of names of students who sit for the exam, and he saw this name. Wow! He really cleaned his eyes and checked again to make sure he was not dreaming. Looks like it was a chance to make his great dream come true!

He met with one of his ex-batch mates, who knew her as well, to have a help.

“akki (elder sister), I need some help, regarding a colleague. But I also need 100% secrecy in this matter. It is no dangerous matter, I promise. Can you help me?”

“ok malli (younger brother), what is that about?”

“uh…you know Shiroo, right?”

“…yes, she is now working as a demonstrator in stat department. Why?”

“I am appointed to paper-mark an exam. Please do not tell this to anyone…” He lowered his voice “…she is also sitting for that!”

“wow! So what do you want me to do?”

“I guess she will be so happy to know about this, as she can be helped with the subject when she knows me. Can you introduce me to her?”

“well, looks like you are about to start a game, sandhu” she smiled a bit.

“no! No game, I just like her company. That is all”

“ok I will do that but be careful, malli. Her people are ruthless murderers. I want you safe and sound. And I know your hatred towards her people. Hope she does not know who you really are”

“oh c’mon akki, I do nit hate her people, I just hate their men! Will you do this…please?” I was almost begging her with both my hands together.

“ok malli, do not worry”

He was pretty satisfied. He thanked her and left as a happier guy.

“50% over it seems. lol” he thought with a smile.

“Shiroo, I will win you one way or another!”

As he went to the library, he was thinking how he shall get this done. But he had no idea how this can help him anyway. She had had friendships with even her own guys and none had ever been able to win her heart. How can a guy, who is a complete stranger to her, do it anyway? He believed he can but he had no idea. He closed the book he was reading, and went away.

Lets see how our two main characters look like physically. Sandhu, 6 feet tall, muscular, with some side burns and short hair. He is strong enough to take down a grown man using his strength and martial arts.

Shiroo, is about 5 feet 6 inches tall, and dresses just like most other their females so nobody knew how her body looks like but sandhu knew something. He had secretly felt her through her dress, twice and had a slight idea on how her figure should be. lol!

Sandhu wears usually a half-gentleman kit, trouser, long sleeves shirt, and black office shoes, never forgetting to wear a shirt of a dark color, mostly blue.

Shiroo wears her abaya of the pale brown color with a somewhat fancy hijab, and hides her body shape well. She uncovers only the frontal portion of her face and hands. She wears a loose denim under abaya to hide the shape of her legs. Sandhu had accidentally seen it earlier when they were still students. Up to this moment, he had had no luck with her whatsoever.

As he was in the library, he received a message from the other girl to come to mathematics department and they would be waiting for him. He happily but quickly walked towards the building.

There they were! Shiroo was looking fairer than ever. Her modesty was still as preserved as always but her face was looking more beautiful than ever, but with a beauty which was satisfyingly natural to Sandhu. He did not show much joy, but he slightly smiled at Shiroo. She smiled back but only for a while.

“hi akki, how are you?” Sandhu asked as he approached.

“doing well. Shiroo, this is your paper-marker, Sandhu. Please keep this a secret. You must give least trouble to him or we all will be in trouble. You must not tell this to everyone therefore. Deal?”

“ok akki, stat was the subject I was specialized in but i just cannot believe I find this subject this hard…so, Sandhu, right? Nice to meet you, Sandhu”

“nice to meet you too, Miss…” He pretended that he knew nothing of her name. She laughed slightly.

“oh please, no “miss”, just call me “Shirooza”, or “Shiroo” like others do”

“hmm…sounds okay with me” he said. He never tries to shake hands with her. She pointed at his right hand.

“I wonder why you never tries to shake hands with me. Most guys have tried it the 1st time, until I explained them about the religious restriction”

“oh Shiroo you do not know. He is very interested in your religion as well. He knows about your restrictions and allowances. Do not worry about that…I gotta go put a lecture. You guys can discuss, right?”

“yeah, thank you so much dear. Bye!” His “akki”, namely Hirany, went away. They both were looking down at the feet of each others for a while, smiling lightly. She finally broke the silence.

“eh” she laighed

“uh huh” he laughed as well.

She looked at his eyes smiling. He looked back at her eyes, with even a lighter smile.

“I do not know why Sandhu, but I really felt little shy at 1st to talk with you. I never felt that even as a student. I just…avoided that usually, because of religious restrictions. That was all”

“oh and I also felt a bit taken back at 1st and I do not know why as well. lol”

“really? Impossible! You are an anti-rag student. You must have gone through alot of girls by now”

“not really…due to religious grounds…”

“…wait!” She interrupted him.

“religious grounds? I thought Buddhism is much freer than Islam. Most guys in my religion know do not take it that serious to deal with a girl”

“most guys do not practice Buddhism properly and I am also not supposed to be as misguided as they are” he said with a little serious but calm voice. Her smile disappeared. She knew that he was a bit angry now.

“sorry if I offended you, Sandhu”

“oh” he smiled “that is fine Shiroo, not your fault but theirs…not that, shall we talk about your academic matter now? Well, where we go, to the Wijay hall? You know I am not welcome in common room”

“nothing like that Sandhu. That law is for students only. You are not a student, so you can come…well, but it will be a little too crowded by now”

“okay, let us go to Wijay hall then”

They were walking towards the canteen and she was totally mesmerized to the way he was talking they had to do on a road, rock-stair case, then another road, and then the canteen hall. Suddenly,

“…that is how Shiroo, look out!” Sandhu held her with his right palm on her waist and left palm on her right arm, dragged her off the road and held her against a tree nearby as a car came very fast on their way and stopped right behind Sandhu. Our two people had their eyes and faces very very close right then, so close that they were seeing the veins in the eyes of each other.

They were looking at each others eyes for a while, as if they were looking at a damn wonder, with unbelievable feeling. A few seconds later, Shiroo said,

“Sandhu…” As she tried to push away his hands. He was muscular and very string so she could not really do that, but after another moment, he took away his hands.

“sorry for touching you Shiroo but there was no other way to save you against. Are you alright?” As he took a little away from him.

“that is okay Sandhu. Who saw that really?” He looked back as she also peeped behind him.

“hey dude! Oh I am seeing something” it was his friend Ami.

“hey asshole! You almost killed us!” Sandhu shouted with a fake anger, moving his hands around. Ami smiled and went away.

“what a…Shiroo, shall we?”

They went inside the hall and sat on a bank close to each other. Shiroo seemed a little irritated.

“Sandhu, I feel irritated. I have never been with a guy as close as I am with you right now. Maybe people are thinking we are a couple”

Sandhu smiled wide at this “ah hah! Yeah I also thought so. But when you are ragged, you are taught not to care about that, right? Oh I forgot, you guys do not get ragged really, right?”

“sh…” She silenced him. “our seniors do not rag us really. Not that, what are we gonna discuss here?”

“about your problem. Why is this subject a problem to you? What part of it, is so hard for you?”

They went on discussing. Since a few months were. Left for the exam, he promised her to prepare her well.

Like this, they met in that hall to discuss academic matter. He was very good at talking girls once he had opportunity to start it. “once my slave, forever my slave” he always told himself.

Sometime later, by now they even had the mobile numbers of each other. Shiroo always avoided allowing her mobile number to guys of other faiths…excwpt for Sandhu. But she made him promise something.

“you cannot let anyone else know my number. Please, or I will be in trouble” he agreed to this, knowing that this trouble means what comes at her from her own people and since they were really barbaric and ruthless murderers, yeah, that would definitely mean trouble.

Anyway, still he knew something. What is Hijas thinking about his relationship with her?

Hijas was a batch mate of Sandhu who was then working as a physics demonstrator after his special degree. He decided to make him calm on this matter so that he would mean no problem to his work. But is that even possible? Anyway he met with Hijas.

“Hijas! Salaamu alaykum dude! Kayfa haluka?” He greeted him like a friend seen after years. They hugged each other and wished each other.

“all good, bro. So what is that you wanna discuss with me?”

“something I can discuss with only you…”

Hijas knew that means something Islamic. He interrupted.

“…oh come on man! You still cannot leave us alone” he looked disappointed.

“oh come on man! When was the last time I persecuted you guys or offended you? This is about one of your girls I am talking with these days”

“is she from this fac?”

“no” sandhu lied.

“well, a student?”

“no, not really…hey stop cross-questioning. She is talking to me about recovering some subject matter. Is that anyway wrong?”

“well, not as long as you keep it formal and official” as he got a little closer to sandhu.

“dude, I know you. I know you are good and all but you are still a guy, just like any other. Will you promise to keep it formal, as it should be?”

“hm…” He squeezed his own shoulders in “sure” he lied again.

“that is my friend”

Sometime later, he decided to make the next step. By now, shiroo and sandhu were closer friends and one could call another even without a proper reason to talk about. It was almost like a dating but he still did not go that far. He taught her in the Wijay hall only. But one day,

His mobile rang and it was her. He ignored and called her back. Yeah, that was how she liked it.

“salaam shiroo, what is up?”

“wa salaam sandhu, eh, well…”

Just like always she had nothing special to talk. She was talking the call, without her family knowing it, just to avoid trouble.

“heh…not that shiroo, shall we…educate ourselves today, in somewhere other than the hall?”

“sounds good…where?”

“uhm…a garden around here…on a bench…? Well, what do you say?”

“hmm…I guess it will mean no trouble, if you know what I mean”

“uh I know. Do not worry about that. I have beard”

“oh yes you do! Okay then…”

They agreed to meet at 11.30 am.

As usual, in the beginning, she was somewhat hesitant but his kindness made her be okay and happy about his company. They met like that and discussed academic and non-academic material. She once said,

“I know you are my colleague sandhu, but i am sure now, that no girl is happy with a guy, as happy as I am with you. You are great”

“thank you shiroo. And your support in the procedure is really appreciated…wow! You made my cheeks glow red!”

“hahaha!” She laughed.

They spent hours like that, together and they never wasted that, being involved in educational matter.

He knew one thing for sure. If he makes one wrong move, he will have to start from scratch so he prayed everyday, that his work may succeed in the name of Dhamma, and its revelation, Gothama Buddha.

Sometime later, he took the next move. He called her.

She answered.

“yeah?”

“hi shiroo, are you coming today to the…academic activities, eh?”

“hmm…okay…you sound like you have something in your mind?”

“uh well…but how did you know?”

“we are females, sandhu. We can sense you before you make the move. Eh heh!”

“haha! That is good though. I was thinking…shall we meet outside the university premises and…talk freely for a while…? How is that?”

“well…okay, but…why outside?”

“well, just for a change and…go somewhere and have dinner as well…”

“….wait!” She interrupted.

“what? Sandhu no offense but…” She hesitated to say it. Sandhu used his abilities.

“oh come on shiroo, I know about your religious restrictions really, and you know I really respect them as well. Listen we are not planning on a date! Just…meet outside and talk. That is it. We are just being adult friends…please…?” His voice was breaking. He was almost pleading.

“hmm…okay but only for this time, okay?”

“okay…”

“and do not ask me to wear any immodest clothing, okay?”

“okay…” His voice was ready to accept defeat.

“do not be sad sandhu, I know you mean no trouble to me. Okay, so shall we meet by…6.30?”

“deal. We shall meet at The Chef”

Call ended. He was sure about one thing. Now, the girl was getting excited! She dropped the call soon so she could hide her excitement but he had already sensed that. He was happy.

“just like clockwork, the plan perfectly works. Shiroo, there is no turning back now. I will make you mine”

It was 6.00. He had already ordered dinner and was waiting. He ordered two separate vegetarian and meat meals. When the waiter asked,

“sir, you on a date?”

“uh…not really”

“have a great day, sir”

“wish you the same, bro”

The waiter looked happy and satisfied. He later paid him some tip as well.

“wow! This gentleman looks unnaturally kind” surely he had thought.

By 6.30, dinner arrived. He was thinking where she was. Still not arrived.

“shiroo, are you kidding me?” He murmured as he was angry as well.

Within seconds, he saw that she appeared at the entrance, with another female colleague. He was much disappointed but she called her colleague off so he was okay again.

“whoa! I almost died” he thought.

She walked to him, smiling. She had worn a black abaya with a red hijab. She was looking really attractive. Her smile was passionate as well. But as usual, it did not exist for longer than a moment.

He stood up, to welcome her. The place was almost empty by then.

“hi shiroo, thank you for coming. Come, sit here” he showed her the seat in front. She came and sat there.

“hmm…so?” She asked, with her hands crossing the fingers of each other, elbows on the table and her face on her hands.

He also positioning himself, responded,

“so…how are you today?”

“oh I am good as always, thanks. How about you? Going good with lectures? Your students say you re the funniest yet biggest lecturer they know. Heh!” She laughed silently. He smiled in return.

“well, I do nit believe we have to be tough towards them as tough as your mentors were, towards us. How about you?”

“well, though I said fine, you know how that is. I am a demonstrator. We are supposed to work closer with students and…It is harder though…am I ruining your mood?”

“no, if course not, heh! Not that, is my dress good?”

“hmm…well, black shirt, black trouser, black coat…” She bent to see his shoes “black shoes with black socks…” She came up again “with a black ribbon! Wow! Hope you are still visible to vehicles. Eh!”

“well they still see my teeth anyway! Hahaha!”

“ahaha!” She covered her mouth with a hand. Later, she put her hand away but she was still smiling.

“well, how is my dress? I know this looks odd but you know about my religious restrictions?”

“no!”

“no what?” She looked astonished. He smiled.

“I mean…no, they do not look odd. They look good, really”

This conversation went on. They later received the meals.

“have some beef, sandhu”

“sorry shiroo, but I am vegetarian, completely”

“wow! Never knew such muscular and big guys can be vegetarian too. Good of you”

“thank you”

“but…what makes you vegetarian? For how long have you been this way?”

“well…it was my personal thought to move to a more conservative life rather than being secular. Since anything that supports taking a life is nit allowed in Buddhism, I decided to stop…I have been vegetarian since…I was 18, maybe”

“that means for years…hmm…great”

The conversation and the meal was going very good. He was very careful when talking. He never wanted to mess it up. He was so heart-touching that though she surely wanted to go home before it got too dark, she never looked at her mobile.

It was about 8.30 by then. She looked at her watch.

“oh no!”

“why? What is wrong?”

“I was hoping to leave at 7.30. The last bus was at 8.00. Damn! I am gonna be in real trouble now. What shall I do?”

This was chance to win her trust. He said like this.

“well, I have quarters nearby and if you wish, you can stay for tonight there” he said normally. Her mood changed.

“what? To stay in your quarters for a night!? To be alone in a strange house with you? That is…that is…” She did not finish. He responded.

“well, I know it sounds odd and you have never been like that before but, it is completely safe, and right now, you have no choice available, right?”

He was right. All buses gone, not even meter-taxies available then and most importantly, it was dangerous for a girl to travel by foot in that darkness, though this was not a secular country and the area around was predominantly religious as well.

She thought for a while “well…how many bedrooms are there?”

“3?”

“and stories?”

“1”

“…what?”

“this is quarters, shiroo”

“right…is that too far away from here?”

“not really…just walking distance…for me!”

“what do you mean, for you?”

“it means about 2km…well, not that far I guess”

“oh god!” She face-palmed with her both hands. Later, moved them to cover her mouth.

“that does not sound like walking distance to me, sandhu”

“sorry about that shiroo but we cannot take any vehicle in this time?”

“well, what to do then? When shall we leave?”

“as soon as we finish dinner but what about your parents?”

“I will tell them I am gonna spend night at a place of a friend”

Later, they walked towards his quarters. Unlike most quarters, it was situated in somewhat like woods, and though he said 2km, with the path added from the quarters to the main road, it was more than that.

As soon as they entered, he closed the door behind and locked. She was looking scared.

“look shiroo, it will be dangerous if a thief enters. That is possible, though has never happened before”

“well…whatever. What shall I dress for tonight?”

“well, I have only male dresses. Can you manage with a long-sleeve t-shirt, a denim and your hijab? Just for tonight?”

“well…what else to do? Who washes 1st?”

“I think I will. You wait here”

After they both were washed, he was sitting on a sofa, as she also came near with hijab, t-shirt and denim. She was wearing a pair of slippers she found somewhere.

He smiled at her.

“I know I look ridiculous right now, sandhu”

“no. You look good”

“you always say I look good no matter how i dress”

“because you really do! Come on, tomorrow is free day, right?”

“yeah…?” She said as she sat on a chair.

“come sit on this sofa, shiroo”

She hesitantly agreed but sat on the far left seat, not the middle one.

As soon as she did, sandhu jumped to the middle seat. Now they were sitting very close.

“sandhu we cannot sit this close” she said as she stood up to walk away but he held her by her waist and pulled her back.

“sandhu…uh! Leave me alone…uh! You cannot do this!” She said struggling to get away from him but he would not allow. As stated earlier, he was a very strong person. An ordinary gal could have never resisted him that easy.

She struggled while he held her hands by her wrists and pushed her against the sofa. She tried to kick his nuts but he got her leg blocked by his other leg, and got her both legs locked on the sofa, using his. Then, with his barefoot, he made both her slippers fall off of her legs.

She struggled alot, like a tiger trapped, even tried to bite him. After realizing that there was no option available but to submit to him, tears started dripping off her eyes.

“sandhu…why are you doing this…? I trusted you…respected you…did all you asked me to…you are gonna destroy everything I have earned…my future, my chastity, my family…probably my life too! Please do not do this sandhu! I am begging you!” She shut her eyes and started crying.

“listen shiroo, it is true I am gonna use you. I am sorry but I cannot control myself. I have never been alone with a girl before and my body is not obeying my heart. But listen, I am not gonna deflower you. I promise”

That was a little but of hope to her. She almost stopped crying, but was still looking at him with her desperate, sad eyes.

“then what are you gonna do? I am starting to feel your male porting hardening against me” she then looked at his cock in his pants. He was in her so it was pressed against her vaginal area and now hardening.

“it matters not. I will not deflower you, I promise. But let us do things other than that, and I will not tell anyone, trust me? Okay?”

She nodded her head. He sat by and straightened her as well. Then he hugged her with his right hand on her waist and left hand on her right cheek.

He looked into her eyes. They were still wet with tears but she was no longer crying. She tries to smile and talk.

“so…was this your plan from beginning? Make me trust you so that you can catch me off guard, and use me?…but why me…?”

“come on honey, do not make me sad. You will not like it anyway. Lemme do something”

He held her cheek-bone and tried to kiss her lips. She moved her mouth away. He turned it back towards him and said,

“just do not make me whom I never wanna be”

She remained almost motionless. He kissed her lips and moved his tongue inside her mouth and against her tongue, repeatedly kissing her lips. She was apparently not enjoying it after all.

But after a while, when he also started rubbing her skin by putting his hand into her top, she also stated responding by holding his head by right hand, his left han in her top by her left hand, and kissing him back. They went for a while like that.

When he finally released her lips, her tears were almost dried off. He smiled and she also smiled back at him.

“see? I told you. If I wanted to deflower you, I would have done it by now. Come with me” he stood up, holding her hand. With senseless feelings about her life and future, she followed him.

Once they were inside the room, he locked the door, held her by her shoulders and pressed against the door. He took his face so close to hers that their nose tips were touching each other. She closed her eyes, as he slowly put his hands through that of hers, held her each hand by his and pressed against the wall.

She had already closed her eyes. His cock was poking into her pussy as he was that close to her. Also, he was feeling her breast on his chest after sometime, for the 2nd time. 1st was when he unnoticeably did that when she collided with him mistakenly.

He was going very slow with her, as this was something completely new to her, and to him as well, not to mention. He kissed her lips and the started French kissing each other for a while. She was not that good in that but he was almost an expert. After a while, he stopped and looked into her eyes. He saw her raging lust now.

“kiss me the way I do, darling. So that we both can enjoy, okay?”

She just nodded her head.

He started again. This time, she was kissing him back as well. He felt a little smile appearing on her lips for a while and he stopped right then and looked into her eyes again.

“did you just smile?”

“I am sorry if I did wrong, sandhu but…” She stopped. Sandhu smiled at her, keeping her both palms on the sides of her neck and lifting her face up, as she kept her hands on his forearms.

“no, I like it when you smile. That is how it has to be. Do you want more?”

Though she did not know what that exactly meant, she hesitantly nodded “yes”. Then, he started kissing her passionately again, rubbing her down, her shoulders, then arms, then waist, till he reached her ass where he repeatedly groped a few times, while she put her hands around his neck and pulled him closer.

Sometime later, still kissing her, he took off her hijab slowly and put it on the bed. Then he kissed all over her face, neck, ears and back to lips, as he was slowly lifting up her top. She, half outta her senses now, held her forearms but her heart would not allow her to resist his move. She slightly pressed his forearms down as a final bid of resistance but to no avail as he was strong enough to overcome such a resistance easily. He moved her top up, uncovering her bra. He stopped kissing her for a while and looked at it.

She was wearing a black bra, in which her tan boobs were like ready to tear out of. Her each boob was a little too large for him to hold single handedly. They were pressed hard against each other as well. He touched the tip of the bra and started lifting it off. She suddenly held his hands tight before he could uncover her nipples. He looked at her eyes. She said,

“sandhu, what are you doing?”

“I am gonna please your two beautiful mammary glands, honey” saying this, he lifted up her bra, completely exposing her breast. She was still trying to stop him though she had already understood it would not work. She started breathing little heavier.

“sandhu…no!”

“no? Yes!” As he squeezed them for once. She almost moaned.

Her hands were on his arms, trying to push them away. He was groping her boobs softly. They were really soft so he was very careful when touching them.

On the other hand, though he regularly exercised, he had very soft hands as well. She felt her strength melting away. She could no longer resist his move. She put her hands down, after leaving his arms and just showing desperation by moving each of them to each side.

He kept playing, massaging, grabbing, groping, squeezing, kneading and mauling her boobs. . After a while, he took hold of her nipples as she moaned like “aah!” And started playing with them, pinching, pulling, pressing, rounding them. He looked at her eyes. They signified that she was totally outta her senses now.

“sandhu…I cannot keep standing any longer, darling” she said after a while. He, held her by her waist and upper back, lifted her, took her closer to the bed and laid her on it. Then, he placed himself over her and started playing with her boobs again.

After a while, he firmly placed his each hand over her each boob, bent himself towards her face, kissed her forehead, her lips, her neck…all the way to her cleavage. Then, kept kissing, licking and sucking there for a while. He ended it by alternatively kissing her nipples a repeated few times.

Then he placed his mouth over her right nipple, holding her left one with her right index and thumb fingers. He started playing with her both nipples alternatively, kissing, licking, sucking and biting one and doing as he did earlier, to the other. As she lost her senses completely, she started moaning, repeatedly. Her hands were sliding all over the bed sheet.

While this, he rubbed her right side with his left hand down to her waist, slid his hand into her denim and her panty, and started groping her bare right ass cheek. Moment by moment, she was losing control, as her right hand fingers were now going over his short hair.

He took the green light and sped his action a bit. As he was also losing his concentration by little, he stopped sensing the bad odors of her body fluids. They were starting to sense a way he liked.

As he now slid his hand to the frontal portion of her panty and started rubbing over her erected clit, she was moaning”ww…” As she bit her lower lip to lower her moaning. Her back bone was bending back, lifting her up and giving him easier access to her boobs. Then, he stopped everything else and took her top, then her bra, completely off her, as she turned her arms up to support it. Then he straightened his back, took over his upper body clothing and again laid on her. This sensation of his not so hairy chest and muscular upper body, must have been something she was dreaming to receive from her hubby one day.

He embraced her, with her left are over her shoulders, and her right arm around her waist. They were lying on the bed with him on her. He started kissing, licking and sucking the right side of her neck, while rubbing her right arm with his left, and then he held her right thigh, and put it against his left thing. Holding it like that, he started kissing her lips again, rubbing her left arm down to her left thigh with his right arm and then he put her left leg against his right thigh.

Now, her pussy was much open but still covered by her lower garments. She seemed a bit scared but was so lifeless to say anything against it.

Then, massaging her boobs, he kissed her repeatedly, all the way down to her naval. The he rubbed her down to her waist, living inside her naval. Her fingers were on his head. Some of her pubic hair was also exposed by now.

After sometime, he held both her denim and her panty at the same time with both his hands and slowly pulled them down, exposing her pussy. It had been shaven a few days ago, as her pubic hair was no longer than a few mm. He repeatedly kissed on it, which was much wet by now, licked it a few times, exposed her clit a bit and started sucking her pussy, as her moaning intensified. He sucked all her juice, every time she came into his mouth. She had lost her mind. All she could now do was moaning.

He then stood up, pushed down his lower garments and exposed his now hardened cock. He placed its tip against her pussy. She at once held his arms and resisted.

“no sandhu! You promised me” she had started half crying.

“I promised only that I would not deflower you…never promised not to do anything with this!”

“oh no! What are you gonna do now?”

“see for yourself, honey”

He started rubbing penis tip against her clit. The sensation was immense, so she started struggling on the bed sheet, misplacing it almost completely.

“oh god! God forgive me. I cannot take it! I cannot! No…!” She even screamed. He held her waist tight to reduce her struggling.

“no sandhu! Stop now! You are throwing me off the limits! I cannot take it anymore…oh god no!” She started crying very loud. But he continues doing it senselessly.

She lost a lot of her fluids, and the world started blurring in front of her eyes. It was sensational but it was too much for her. Lastly, she heard his calm and lovely voice say,

“shiroo, I will not make you mine. I will make you make me yours, darling…” Then it went dark.

By the time he stopped it, she had come multiple times and the bed sheet was very wet with her cum. He then laid by her and embraced her almost lifeless body.

“I am not quite done, honey. Wait for me” he murmured into her ear and went to the kitchen. He was gonna oil his cock, to anal fuck her. There was no way she could resist, even if he would go beyond that. She was that weak and lifeless.

He came back, laid by her, turned her back towards him, positioned his cock on her ass-hole, bent both her legs upwards to have better access into it, held her upper body and her legs between his arms and slowly started penetrating her ass. Since it was well oiled, it went in after a few tries. Her ass was very tight and his cock was completely erected and fat. She moaned in pleasure and pain also, when he did that.

He slowly started pleasing her nipples, to drive her attention away from the pain.

“you know honey, even though I am literally penetrating you right now, I am not deflowering you anyway. You will not regret this, I promise” he then kissed on her neck. She was still being lifeless and passed out.

Little by little, he sped up, and after sometime, she was moaning in the rhythm he was fucking her, like “ah! Ah!”

While this, she slowly turned back and looked at his eyes, but there was nothing she could say, or do. He was smiling at her passionately. That must have relieved her a bit, at least.

“you are having a good time, are you not, honey?” He asked, still ramming her.

“oh…yeah…sandhu” she said in his rhythm.

After sometime, he changed from fast to hard and repeated slowly out and at once back in. She moaned in the rhythm. Then, after few times, he “deposited his earnings in her account” in her ass.

“oh yeah, what a relief” he said. He saw she started crying again.

“what did you just do, sandhu?”

“oh please do not cry honey” as he turned her around and hugged her, and kissed her forehead. He pressed her cheek against his chest.

They slept in the tight embraces of each other.

Sandhu could not sleep. There was not a single square inch of her that he had not observed by then but he was not satisfied as he had no chance to penetrate her, as she was a virgin and he did not want to darken her future. He would love to accept her as his wife but religious restrictions existed against it. He never wanted to leave Buddhism, and he knew, not a girl from her people would convert to Buddhism. That was nothing wrong with Buddhism or Buddhist people, though.

He woke up, left her body, get a few inches away from her and looked at her body. He thought for a while. Wow! What a beauty! Whoever would own that body in the future, would be a winner, a lucky guy for sure.

With her light-brownish complexion, thinner eyebrows, blue eyes, dark hazelnut hair, small ears, pointed but not much sharp nose, fleshy but a little narrow lips, undivided chin, wrinkle-less cheeks, slim neck, trunk-shaped shoulders, cylinder-shaped arms, breasts spread to the sides at best, and up till the collar bones ad down to the upper end of belly, almost touching each other in the middle, and standing high even when she was laying down, belly-button in the right middle, lightly visible ribs, much shaven pussy, pussy lips tightly closed, like a pure virgin who has never even masturbated, fleshy thighs and calf muscles as well. She has pointed and long but slim fingers, with cute looking toes. He turned her other side.

Her upper back was somewhat fleshy, with her lower back slim, with big ass cheeks, with a now lightly open ass. Wow!

He hugged her tightly and started kissing all over her like crazy. She woke up soon.

He has kissed down to her belly when he heard a slight weep. He looked at her eyes, to see them weeping.

“still do not wanna leave me alone, sandhu? after assaulting me all night?” her voice was breaking. He stopped kissing her and hugged her head against his chest, kissing her forehead.

“oh sweetheart, do not cry. Do you wanna know why I really did this?”

she stopped weeping for a while and looked at his eyes, still cuddles to him among his limbs. he kissed her lips passionately, but once.

“I wanted you always, Shiroo, not to deflower you and leave away, but to keep as my beloved wife, always” she started crying.

“sandhu…I always believed you were a good person…you were my best friend, and still are…if you were of my religion, I would have readily accepted you as my beloved husband…but I cannot do that, and you know why, right?”

“I know, because I am not your religion, right?”

“yeah…I can never have approval…from the moment I saw smiling at me, I always thought oh god, why not sent him to me as my brother-in religion…” Her voice was much broken by now. He also was starting to weep silently.

“sandhu, are you crying too?”

“you keep crying and never listen to me…what else am I supposed to do?” Her voice was also breaking. They hugged each other, pressing their faces against the necks of each other. Shiroo even kissed sandhu once.

“we can never be together, not in this duniyya, sandhu. Let us hope, at least in jannah, we will be together…I will never get married. Can you promise me to look forward for me then?”

“of course sweetheart” he kissed her forehead again.

“I will never marry either…my life is empty without you. But I cannot leave Buddhism either, and you know why…yes, we will come together in there”

They cried for a little longer. Then they got up to get back clean again.

“shiroo, happy now, honey?”

“mh! Yeah” she smiled. He kissed her lips, again and again, till he slowly pushed him away,

“hey! I gotta leave now. When is the time now?”

He looked at the clock.

“6.30 am. Is it not too early?”

“it is never too early. I gotta go home soon. So…may I go and have a wash now?”

“we may, nit you may” her face changed at this.

“sandhu…i guess it will go too far this time”

“oh come on! If it can go too far, it would have last night…it did not. See? No blood on your genitalia”

She at once looked at there. Her look changed into an inexplicable satisfaction.

“oh thank god you did not do it…i would die with pain if you did”

“true men never hurt the women they love, do they?”

When in bathroom, they soaped each other and even made out while having bathe.

“mm…you smell amazing, shiroo” he kisses her several times where he smelt.

“that is not me. That is the soap. Ahaha!” She also kisses him back. The bath was heaven for both. But he never touched her or his genital areas, just not to ruin the moment.

She once tried to rub her finger against her clit, into her pussy. He at once pulled her hand out.

“do not do that”

“why sandhu?”

“you might deflower yourself and I will be the one responsible”

“oh! That will be too serious. Ok then, thanks for making me know”

After the bath, they dried themselves and even dressed themselves. Then, between the arms of each other, they French kissed each other for a while. Then she said,

“I gotta go sandhu”

“may I come with you?”

She thought for a while. In reality, she very badly wanted him to come with her but she was afraid that her parents would see it.

“mm…okay, but you cannot come near our house, okay? You need to turn back when I ask you to”

“deal”

They departed. They traveled by bus. Throughout the journey, they were secretly feeling each other. It was a pleasure for them.

After they got off, after walking for a while, she said,

“sandhu, you should go back now. Remember what I said?”

“okay…bye then” he turned and walked away. But as soon as he was away from her sight, he hid near a bush. He started following her through the bushes, grown by the street.

“there she is” he saw her. He was sure that she was thinking that he went back. He followed her all the way to her house, and waited watching till she entered and an elderly woman closed the door…probably her mom.

“yeah baby, I know your home now”

He went back, as secretly as he came.

Like this, they kept coming together and sleeping together almost every night possible. Also, he set up assignments and she was performing very well.

One day, he followed her like he did earlier. This time, he saw that she opened the door herself and when she went in, he saw that there was nobody to take her in. Hmm…is she alone?

He called her. She answered at once.

“yes sandhu, what is up?”

“well…where are you now?”

“I am on the way home. Wait…mom opened the door. Sorry sandhu, bye!” She dropped it at once.

He knew she lied but why? He was sure she was alone inside. He went around the house and reached the backdoor.

“well, shiroo you made a big mistake, lying to me! I will know what this is!” He knocked on the door and got away from the lock. He silenced his mobile at once as well.

He saw that she was calling now. He did not answer. He let her know that he was not around there.

As soon as she opened the door, he slammed in, pushing her away and closing the door behind.

“sandhu! What are you doing here?”

“I wanna know why you lied to me! You are alone, are you not?”

“look, I am sorry sandhu, but i was afraid you would ask to come here and that would cause me trouble so I lied to you…oh god!” She face palmed.

“now I am in trouble anyway. I suggest you leave here soon, sandhu”

“wait! You are alone, right?”

“yeah”

“for how long?”

“till next morning. Why?”

“I do nit think it is safe to be here alone like this?”

“do not be afraid. I am not a baby girl”

“but I am worried about you…is there anyway we can spent tonight together…please?”

She came towards him, and put her hands around his neck, as he held her hip and pulled her closer.

“I know you always want me close. Okay then, I will call them and tell I am gonna leave”

After a few minutes, they were in his place. They entered the place, and he closed and locked the door behind.

“so…sandhu?”

“so what?”

“why staying idle? Why not grab me and start your stuff?”

“well… I was thinking if that is not okay with you. I mean, if you are tired or something?”

“well…of course I am. You really worry about me”

That night, they did not have much fun as she was tired. But they both got naked and slept together anyway.

Months passed like this. The exam day.

“I hope I am ready. Sandhu, will I do good?” She asked hesitantly.

“yeah sure, or anyway, worry not. I am the paper-marker” he winked at her. She happily went for the exam.

He was checking the papers later. She had done well. Though she deserved not more than an A-, he gave an A+, as gratitude for what she offered for him.

On the day before the releasing of results, they got together like before in his quarters.

As soon as he locked the door, she herself came into her arms, held his neck and kissed him for a while.

“had I done well, Sandhu?” She asked once she broke the kiss.

“yeah, it was an A-, but I gave you A+”

“oh thank you sandhu!” He hugged him tightly.

“so, what shall I offer you in return?”

“well, you have offered me enough honey…more than enough, honestly. Well…shall we do it again?”

This time, after turning her on like before, he oiled his cock and was ready for anal sex.

“sandhu…you are not gonna deflower me, are you?”

“Of course I am!”

“What!?” Her eyes got bigger. She was really scared this time.

“Hahaha! You are scared, are you not?” He pulled her into him. She was smiling now but still looking a bit scared.

“Whoa! Heh! Yeah I was scared. You know why. So…do it now”

He laid her on the bed, lifted her legs up and exposed her ass well.

“Hold your legs honey” he said as she obeyed.

He then started fucking her ass, while laying on her and kissing her lips and groping her boobs. Sometimes, he stopped fucking for a while, just to bend and lick around her nipple, suck it repeatedly and lightly bite it.

He sped and sped, until he finally came in her and lifelessly fell on her.

She looked into his eyes. Her eyes were full of love and that love was reserved for him.

“Once we are in jannah, you can please me to all eternity, sandhu. You like it?”

“More than anything” his head was on her breast. That sensation was immense for him. She kissed his forehead.

“I love you sandhu”

“I love you too shiroo”

“We can never be together, sandhu. So let us be together like this whenever possible. Once I get married, we can have better pleasure. I am sure you have plans for my sealed box as well, eh!”

“Oh yeah I do. But as long as we are not married, I will never deflower you…” He then took his head towards hers.

“And I know I can never marry you as well”

“It really breaks my heart, sandhu”

“Mine too, shiroo”

Next morning, by the time she woke up, he had been ready to leave and had even prepared even breakfast. When she woke up, he was there with a cup of tea.

“Good morning my princess. Have some tea”

“Oh thank you sandhu” and she started drinking the tea.

“Well, it is 7.00 am. Gotta depart foe university soon. I will post results by…12.00”

He had not broken his promise. He had given the A+.

She thought a while “wow! I cannot believe this! He did not ask for my virginity but offered me this result? How good is he? I love him forever”

But things changed unnecessarily. One night, as usual they got together. After all, he laid down but he seemed puzzled.

“Why sandhu? You seem puzzled”

“I gotta fly abroad for a few months shiroo. I am very badly gonna miss you”

“I am gonna miss you too” she started silently weeping. He wiped away her tears.

“Do not be sorry, my love. My heart is reserved for you until you get married. I will never be with another woman while I am abroad…smile please”

She smiled. But there was no secret that she was so sorry.

“Good if I can marry while you are away. So that when you come back, you can please my vagina. I am sick of not having you in there”

“Oh yeah, I am also sick not being in there but trust me, I will keep it reserved, just for you”

He kissed her lips. She kissed him back. Later, they departed.

When he was abroad, he was always thinking about her. Will she be married? Pregnant too? Will my life be messed up for nothing good?

He had lied to his mother that he had no relationship whatsoever, as she had banned him from being with a girl. She was afraid that such a relationship could make trouble to him.

When he came back, he met Hirany before anyone.

“Hi akki, how are you? How is everyone?” He smiled at her.

She seemed a little puzzled.

“Akki you do not seem very okay. What happened?”

“I do not know how to tell you this, Malli. Something is with shiroo”

He knew this would be the case. He was ready to hear it.

“Oh… I knew this would have happened by now. I will miss her hereafter”

Her mood changed, hearing this. She looked at him smiling.

“What are you talking about, Malli?”

“She married, left university, and went away, or abroad, right? That is the case, right? No more contact available…nothing…”

“… No no!” She interrupted “haha! She is still here. Not married, and all contact still available. But she recently moved to a hostel for women. And she always looks sad as well. She rarely comes around common room, except for meals. She sits on a bench in the garden near the lovers lane and looks alone and sad…sometimes even weeps, with her head down… Malli, I guess this is not about you?”

“No, sure not. Heh! But I should meet her soon” he walked away

He tried to call her. Someone answered.

“Hello?”

“Hello, I am sandhu”

“Sandhu!” It was shiroo. She sounded overjoyed. He was happy about it.

“I wanna see you soon. Where can I meet you?”

“Come to the bench in the garden where we used to talk. I will be there”

“When?”

“Right now!” The call dropped. He hurried there.

When he saw the bench, he saw something odd.

There was a woman, but in a black burka, completely covered, even her eyes…not sure if that was a woman after all. He hurried towards there anyway.

As he got closer, she stood up, and waved at him. He knew that was her but, why the weird suit?

When he was close enough to her, she put her hands around his neck and hugged him before he could do anything. He hugged her back, and she said,

“I missed you so badly, sandhu”

“I missed you too, shiroo. Hirany akki said you had some problem. What happened?”

She was looking at his eyes with her eyes filled with tears. Then she suddenly broke into tears.

“I lost everyone I had sandhu. They abandoned me! They kicked me outta my house. I am all alone and myself now” she started crying again.

“Wait! Calm down…tell me what actually happened. Why did they abandon you?”

“I deflowered myself… and I could not…keep hiding it for long…so I told them…they abandoned me!”

As she explained, she had been so obsessed without him around, so one day, when her obsession was at max, she had masturbated violently, thus getting herself deflowered.

“Oh no!” He face palmed. They were now sitting on the bench. She was still crying.

“I do not blame you sandhu…you were very careful with me…but I was not enough careful…ih ih!”

He put his right hand on her shoulder, hugged her and put her face against his chest, with rubbing her hair with his left hand.

“You lost everyone you had from the beginning, right?” She nodded.

“But guess what, you got someone new, who will never leave you ever again!” He put her a little away, held her face in his hands and looked into her eyes.

“What are you talking about sandhu?”

“I have something for you shiroo. I bought this when I was abroad…” He put out a little box outta his back pocket. He opened it in front of her. There was a beautiful ring, with a blue gem on it.

“Shiroo, will you marry me?” He asked, kneeling down in front of her. She was crying, but this time with happiness. He pulled him upwards, and kissed his lips for a while.

“Whoa! Mm…” He was speechless. She then broke her kiss, put her forehead against his, closed her eyes and said,

“I will. I am no longer bound by religion so I will” she hugged him again.

They later celebrated their engagement officially in front of their close relatives, but he was careful to involve some faithful Buddhists only. That day, she said to him,

“This is the happiest day of my life, sandhu! I love you so much”

“Same mine as well, shiroo. And you know, I love you more”

“Kiss her, dude!” His friends were screaming at him and even punching his back. He face palmed and said,

“Oh no! Not again”

That evening, they went to his quarters, after leaving her new hostel.

Once they were in, he locked the door behind and held her by her waist, close to himself, with their foreheads against that of each other. She smiled.

“Shiroo, as you are no longer a sealed woman, shall we test what we missed, today?”

She, still smiling, nodded her head…

End of part 1. Be ready for part 2. Bye!

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