Mera naam Suman Saxena hai, mai 29 saal ki ek beauiful ladu hu, maine B.Tech kiya hai, mai Kanpur ki rehane wali hu.
Mari pehali job Delhi mai lagi thi aur mai wahi Delhi mai hostel mai rehkar apni job ke maaze le rahi thi ki meri life ek ladka Ravi aaya. Mai aur wo ek he com[any mai kaam karte the. Pehale toh haamari koi meeting nahihui thi par ek baar kaam ke silsile mai mujhe Ravi se help mangani padi thi.
Phir hum roz kisi na isi bahane se milne lage. Wo mujhe bahut accha lagta tha,agar ek din usko nahi dekhti thi toh pagal hone lagti thi. Aur aakhr kar humne shadi ka decision le liya.
Pehale toh hamare ghar wale naaraz hue par baad mai maan gaye, hamari shaadi ho gayi aur mai hostel se Ravi ghar shift ho gayi. Mere pati Ravi ko kai baar kaam ki wajah se ghar se bahar rehna padta tha.
Mer shaadi ko 5 saal ho gaye he par hume abhi tak koi baccha nahi hua tha. Mere saas-sasur aur patidev apni next generation ka badi bechani se wait kar rahe the.Aaye din mere saas sasur mujhse poochte ki ‘bau pote ka muh kab dikayogi?’
Mere passs koi jawab nahi tha, mai dukhi rehane lagi, mujhe aab apne shaadi ke decision par dukh hone laga.
Maine unki iccha ko respect karte hue khud ko doctor ko dikhana dhik samjha aur ek dinakei bina kisi ko bataye mai doctor ko dikhane chali gayi. Doctor ne kuch test karvaye aur 4 days baad aane ko kaha.
Mai 4 din baad bhi bina kisi ko bataye kaam ka bahana karke doctor ke pass clinic pahuchi.
Waha doctor ne bataya ki meri reports ek dum normal hai, mujhmai kisi tarah ki koi kami nahi hai.
Jab maine unse baccha na hone ka karan poocha toh unhone bataya- aapke pati ke bhi kuch test karne honge.
Mere pati unn dino gharse bahar the aur kuch din baad aane wale the.
Unke aane ke baad maine unse iss bare mai baat ki aur wo test ke liye ready ho gaye.
Mai next ay une lekar doctor ke pass pahuchi aur doctor ne unke test kava kar 4 din ke baad aane ko kaha.
Mere pati sirf 3 din ke liye ghar aayr the toh unhone kaha- Suman, tum reports le aana
4 din baad jab mai apne pati ki report lene pahuchi toh yeh sun kar mere pearo ke niche se zameen nikal gayi ki mere pati mujhe saantan-sukh nahi de sakte. Mai itni pareshaan ho gayi shayad apni zindagi mai kabhi bhi nahi hui thi aur na jaane mera dimaag uss samay kya-kya sochne laga, maine apna aur unka bahut treatment karaya lekin mai maa nahi baan saki. Mere maayke mai ek shaadi ke silsile mai mujhe apne ghar jana pada.
Waha mujhe apne bachpan ki sehali mili, maine apna saara dukh use bataya toh usne kaha- pareshaan mat ho, tum ek attachi rakh lo.
Mai uski iss baat ko samjhi nahi toh usne bataya ki Mahabharat mai raja Shantnu ki death ke baad unki badi raani Ambika ne apni saas Satyavati ke kehane par Maharishi Ved-Vyas se relation bana kar Dhritrashtra ko aur choti raani ne Pandu ko aur naukraani ne Vidur ko janam diya tha. Usi tarah tum apne kisi pass ke rishte se sex- relation bana kar baccha kar sakti ho.
Pehale toh mujhe kharab laga par soch ne ke baad mujhe sehali ki salah thi klagi.
Mujhe pata tha ki society hamesha essi situation mai aaurt to ko he balme karti hai. Mai apne husband se bahut pyaar karti hu kyun ki wo bahut accche insaan hai aur mujhe kisi baat par nahi rokte.
Yehi sab sochte-socte maine ek essa ladam utha liya. Shayad bacche ki chahat aur apne pati ki kami ko chupane ki koshish mai maine ek essa taarika socha ki jis par mai khud ko halat ke aage mazboor paati hu. Mere nandoi Pankaj jo Kanpur mai he rehate the, wo kaafi attractive personality ke maalik the aur meri shaadi wale din bhi baarat mai sabse jyada handsome aur mohak lag rahe the.
Shaadi ke baad kai baar unka hamare ghar aana jaana hua tha parantu wo kabhi bhi mere pati ke piche nahi aaye aur unki niyat mai mujhe kabhi koi khot nazar nahi aaya.
Waise ek naari hone ke nate mera dil kai baar unke baare mai sochta tha par maine kabhi bhi apni hasrato ko poora karne ki koshish nahi ki.
Par pata nai aaj kya sochte hue maine unke pass phone kiya aur boli- Ravi kuch dino ke tour par hai. Mai akeli ek shaadi ke silsile mai aayi thi aur achanak raat mai meri tabiyat bigad gayi kya aap morning mai Govinpuri aa sakte hai?
Unhone haa kaha diya aur apni car se morning mai thik 7 baje Goidpuri pahuch kar mujhe phone kiya.
Maine unhe shaadi ka venue ka pata diya, wo 5 minute mai he mere pass pahuch gaye.
Mujhe lekar wo apne ghar chale aaye. Ghar pahuch kar maine paaya ki meri nanad jo teacher hai, apne school ko ja chuki thi, ghar par mai aur nandoi akele he the.
Ghar pahuchkar unhone doctor ke pass chalne ko kaha oh maine bahana banate hue kaha- kal he raat ko doctor ko dikha kar aayi hu, abhi meri tabiyat kuch thik lag rahi hai toh shaam ko doctor ke pass dubara chalenge.
Wo nature se thode se sharmile hone ke karan pehale thoda hichke par meri baat maan gaye. Mai unke liye chai banane ko uthne lagi toh wo bole- tum leti rahi, mai chai bana lata hu.
Wo jab chai lekar aaye toh maine kisi tarah chai apne upar gira li aur baathroom mai jaane lagi.
Baathroom mai pahuch kar maine apni saree utar di aur sirf bra aur penty mai rehkar saree par soap lagane lagi jaha chai giri thi. parantu mere dimaag mai toh kuch aur he daud raha tha, mai behoshi ka bahana banate hue chikhi aur dhadam se baathroom ke floor par gir padi. Pankaj bhagte hue aaye aur mujhe iss halat mai dekh kar ek baar toh sharma gaye par jaldi he usne kisi khatre ke baare mai sochte hue mujhe baaho mai uthaya aur palang par lita diya.
Usne mere gaalo ko thap-thapate hue mera naam lekar mujhe pukara jaise ki hosh mai laane ki koshish kar rahe ho.
Maine bhi thoda hosh mai aane ka natak karte hue unse bola- aab mai thik hu, mujhe thode aaram ki jarrorat hai.
Maine kaha- mere liye doctor ko bulane ki jarorrat nahi hai.
Yeh kaha kar mai sone ka natak karne lagi. Jaisa ki mujhe andaza tha, Pankaj mujhe iss rup mai dekh kar utejit ho gaye the, ho bhi kyu na, mere boobs ke ubhar meri transparent bra mai se saaf dikh rahe the aur mere body ki shape kuch kamal kar sakti hai ya nahi yeh toh pata nahi. Par wo baathroom mai gaye aur masturbation karne lage. Mai bhi unke piche baathroom mai aa gayi.
Unhone door khula rakha tha kyunki shayad unko laga mai nind mai hu.
Mai baathroom mai ghuste he ek nazar unke ling par daali.
Unka ling dekh kar mai utejna se bhar gayi par jald he khud ko sambhalte hue Pankaj se boli- Pankaj, tumse kabhi kuch nahi maanga par aaj aap ko meri khushi ke liye kuch dena hoga.
Pankaj jo ghabra gaye tha, bole- suman, mai tumhari baat samjha nahi?
toh maine reports ke baare mai sab bata diya aur use yakeen dilaya ki agar hum sambhog karte hai, to isme kuch bura nahi hoga. kyuki ye kaam hum mere pati ki bhalayi ke liye karenge.
mene unse shapath li, ki wah is baat ko kisi ko nahi batayenge.
jaldi hi utejna se bhare pankaj ji is baat se sahmat ho gye or bole – suman, jo bhi karna hai. tum hi kar lo. main tumhara pura saath dunga, par pahal nahi karunga.
Uski swikrti paate hi, main ullas se bhar gyi; parantu, use is baat ka ahsas nahi hone diya. Me us haath pakadkar apne bedroom me le aayi or dhire-dhire underwear chodkar uske saare saare wastr utaar diye. Phir mene apni bra khol di or apne urozo ko mukht kar diya. Mere waksh ki puri jhalak pakar Pankaj ji ki aankhe fati rah gyi or uski utejna ke badi hui hws ko mene uske underwear me se jhankte khde ling ko dekhkar mahsus kiya.
Mene holle se unke haatho ko pakad kar apne urozo par rakh diya or usne ek lambi gahri siskari li, jaese uska haath kisi garam tave se chu gya ho.
Mene use bebas pate hue apne hoth unke hotho par rakh diye or khud ko unke upar gira diya. Mere waksh unke sine me gade ja rahe the or main uski badhi hui dhadkano ko mahsus kar sakti thi. Jaldi me, naa jaane usko kya hua or usne achanak se mujhe niche girate hue puri utejna me mujhe chumna shuru kar diya or apne dono haatho se mere stano ko maslane lage.
Mujhe bhi aesa anand pahli baar mila tha. Main bhi unke hotho ko apne hotho se or jor se kasne lagi. Mene uska ek haath pakadkar apni kacchi me daal diya, jo pahle hi utejana ke karan gili ho gyi thi.
Kuch der tak mere hotho or kabutaro ko chumne ke baad, pankaj ne apna muh meri penti par bahar se laga diya. Mere yoni ras ki khushbu ne aag me ghee ka kaam kiya or usne dono haatho se meri penti ko faad diya or buri tarike se meri yoni ko chatne lage. Unki tej sanse meri yoni se takra rahi thi or mere utejana ko or bhi badha rahi thi.
Mene kisi tarh uske pakad se khud ko azad karte hue, unhe dur dhakela or unke kacche ko utaar diya. Main unka ling haatho se jor-jor se hilane lagi. Mene unke ling ko kuch hi baar hilaya tha, ki ek bhuchal sa aa gya ho. Wo aape se bahar sa ho gya or usi ke saath unke ling ne mujh par viry ki barish si kar di. Mera pura badan unke viry se nha gya.
Swkhilt hone ke baad, wo kuch nidhal se ho gye. Parantu, mene unse kaha – ab mujhe saaf to kar do.
Main unhe apne saath bathroom me le gyi or khud ko sabun se saaf karne lke liye kaha. Usne sabun utaya or mere badan par malne lage. Pure shrir par sabun lagane ke baad, wo mere piche khde ho gye or apne dono haatho se mere urozo or yoni ko masalne lage. Wo mujhse sat kar khde the or sabun masal rahe the.
Kuch hi minto me, mene apne nitambh par unke phir se kde ho chuke ling ki dabish mahsus ki. Main uske tarf mudi or inke ling ko dekhkar muskurakar boli – chalo, kaam pura karte hai.
Hum dono ne ek dusre ko toliye se pocuha or phir se bedroom me chale gye. Is baar mene use niche lita diya or unke ling par baethne lagi. Unka mota ling maano andar jaano ko taeyaar hi nahi tha.
Kafi der ho jaane par, land par baethne ki koshish karte-karte kaam ban gya. Par fir bhi unka lamba ling puri tarh se ander nahi jaa raha tha or meri chut me unke lambe ling ki wajah se mita-mita dard bhi ho raha tha.
Phir bhi, mene utejana ke karan koshish ki or thodi si koshish ke baad, unka pura ling meri yoni me sama gya.
Main unke ling par baeth kar kudne lagi or kuch hi der me utejna ke karan swklit ho gyi. Paruntu, is baar unka lnd haar maanane ko taeyaar hi nahi tha. Mere jhd jaane ke baad bhi, unhone mujhe apni baaho me uthaye rakha or apne ling ko mere urozo ke bich me rakhkar masalne lage. Mene bhi unka is kaam me saath diya or unke ling ko apne komal stano se masalne lagi.
Kuch hi mint baad, main phir se taeyar ho gyi or bed ke sirhane jhuk gyi. Unhone piche se aakar meri yoni me apna land daal diya or haatho se meri kamar ko pakadkar jor-jor se jhatke maarne lage. Unke mote ling ki ragad se meri yoni me halke dard ke saath maza badhta ja raha tha or main kulmula rahi thi.
Karib 5 mint jhatke maarne ke baad, wo bhi jhd gye or meri yoni unke garam viry se bhar gyi.
Main bahut khush thi, kyuki ek to mujhe santaan sukh ki parpti ho sakegi or dusra itna maza shayad hi mujhe kabhi aaya ho. Pankaj bhi swklit hone ke baad nidhal se ho gye. Hum dono usi tarh ek saath lete rahe.
Phir, main uthi or bathroom me jakar apni saadi pahni or waps jaane ke taeyari karne lagi. Thodi der baad, wo mujhe wapis pahucha aaye.
Sobhagya se, mujhe ek hi sambhog se garbh thahar gya or nho mah baad, main ek bête ki maa bani. Mere pati, saas, nanand sabhi khush the. Mera maa banane ka sapna pura ho gya or ab mujhe koi banjh nahi kah sakta tha.