Ami prothom tader dhakar barite berate gelam 1999 e bidesh theke ase. Somporke amarkhala hon kintu onek din dese na thakate temon jogagog silona. Basai jeye amarporichoi dilam, amake drawing room e boste dilo ekti soto meye, school e seshkoreni mone holo. Ektu porei ghore dhuklo amar khala r amake dekhe hau-mau korekede fele jorie dhorlo. Amio abege appluto hoe take buke jorie dhorlam.Kissukhon por prothom bujhte parlam khalar dudh amar buker niche peter uporchepe ase.
Ami darun shihorito holam. Ken jani hothat khalake aro jorebuker sathe chepe dhorlam r aste aste pithe hat bulate laglam. Kissukhon pithehat bulie tar mathai r gale o ador korte thaklam r se fupie fupie kadte thakloar onek kotha bolejete laglo. Kissukhon darie theke amar pa dhore ashsilo taiami take nea sofai boshlam, khala amar buke mukh guje fopate thaklo r amar bahat tar buker niche thakai prothom bar tar dudher akar onuman holo. Onek borodudh r besh norom.
Ami tar dukre other fake hat ta chit kore nilam jate dudherbotar ongsho ta hater talute pore. Ektu por shahosh kore hat ta alto vabe upordike chap dilam jen mone hoi tar dukre othar karonei chap legese. Evabe koekbarchap die shahos aro bere gelo, ami hat mutho korte laglam jate valo moto dudhechap pore. Kisukhon evabe dudh tipe sugug pea khalake koler upor upur korenilam, amar dhon to jeno pant fete berote chaise ami khalar bam dudh ta amar bahate nea dan hate tar pithe r dan dudher pase bulate thaklam.
Er kissukhon por ghore elo tar mejho meya. Amake jiggeskorlo ki kemon asen vaiya? Tokhoni hotath khala amake sere soja hoe bose bollo,jao taratari hat much dhue nao ami khabar sajassi. Ami Polar kase bathroom kondike jene nilam r bollam ekta tawel dite. Bathroom e dhuke taratari shower seshkorlam kintu tokhono pola tawel diejaini, tai aste kore dorjar baire matha berkore Polake daklam. Kintu kono sara sobdo pelam na. Room ta faka dekhe bairease waredrob khullam, dekhi tawel pai kin a, kintu nah, sob mone holo kono boromeyeder kapor.
R tokhoni khala ghore dhuklo, amake lengto dekhe hashtehashte bollo, ki? Akhono soto belar ovvash jaini? Ghore bou anar somoy holokintu ekhono bacha roe geso. Ami taratari ekta orna nea komore pechie fellam rbathroom e dhuke gelam. Khawar por besh kisukhon pola r rimir sathe golpokorlam oh! Pola mejho r rimi soto, borota tokhono basai fireni, or bandhobirbasai gese. Rat pray 10:30 er dike khala bollo jao ebar shute jao, pola k bollotomar room e O ghumabe, ja nea ja.
Ami polar sathe tomar room e gelam. Sundor kore bisana pata,room ta besh sundor kore gosano. Ami lungi pore sue ektu boi porar chestakorsi, emon somoi khala elo misti nea, table e rekhe amar pase thate bosebollo, rate khide pele kheo. Ami khalake jiggesh korlam, khala sotobelai ami kikhub dusto silam? Bollo, ha, onek r tader sobaike khub martam. Kamor ditam ragholei. Ami hese fellam. Amar mathai hat bulate bulate bollo, ami naki sotobelai ekbar tar dudh kamre deasilam, fidar dai ni bole.
Ami sune to vishon lojja pelam, tar por amar pase, kat hoehelan dea chule bili kat-te kat-te onek kotha jiggesh korte laglo, kemon asibideshe, ammu kemon ase ittadi. Onek kotha bolar majhe, nanur kotha othaihothat e abar kadte suru korlo, ami, ki korbo vebe na pea, khalake buker moddhejorie dhore thaklam, khala onek kotha bole bole fopate thaklo. Ami o pithematha theke nich porjonto hat bulate thaklam.
Ektu por pither shari sorie dea blawser upor dea hat bulatethaklam. Khala kotha bole bole fopate thaklo. Ami ki kheyal holo janina, khalarmukhta hotath upore tule tar kopale, gale r tar por thote chumu khelam. Khalakisu bollona. Matha tolate tar buk ta ektu upore uthesilo, ei fake ami tar bamdudh ta abar dhore fellam. Alto kore tipsi r khalar kotha sunsi, khala kedekede onek smritir kotha bolsilo. Shahos kore dudh take aste aste blawse r braer baire tene bar korlam, ah!
Ki mosrin dudh, aram kore tipte thaklam. Kisukhon por abarmuch tule take thote chumu khelam, ei fake dan dudh tao ber kore fellam. Donodudh amar khola buke chepe roilo. Khala kotha bolse r ami tar bisal dudh tatipte thaklam. Kisukhon por ami khalar sari ta o komor kheke agla kore dite thaklam,koek bar chesta kore sofol holam. Tar por hatu dea thele thele upore tultethaklam. Ran porjonto tola hole prothom bar onek shahosh kore tar shamar uporehat dilam, soto soto bale vora besh boro shama.
Lips duto vesh mota r bondho. Ami khala ke aste kore pashfirate firate amar balishe suiye dilam r ami tar buker pase lege roilam. Amardan hate tar ba dudh tipsi, emon somoi mone holo dethi blawse ta khola jainaki, omni kaje lege gelam, koekbar chesta tei khulte parlam. Bisal boro borodudh gulu amar samne mukto holo. Ami r nijke dhore rakhte parlam na, khalar bamdudh tar bota mukhe nilam. Khalar dudh duto besh sokto silo. Ammur dudher motona holeo, besh sokto sokto.
Ami pran vore tipte r chushte thaklam. Tar kisukhon porkhalake chit kore suie dilam r ami tar upore uthe gelam, se kintu golpo koreicholse. Ami aste aste tar kalo sarita komor porjonto tule fellam. Er moddhekhala koek bar bolese, ki eto nora chora koro keno? Ami aste aste amra lungikhule fellam, r dhone fluid makhate thaklam. Tar pork hub aste aste khalar paduto sorate chesta korlam, ekto fak hole amar dhoner mathata khub sabdhane tarshamar thoter khaje rakhlam. R chup kore chepe roilam ektupor aste aste chapbarate barate shamar vitore dhukate cheshta korlam.
Koek bar cheshta kore r enek shahosh nea hat dea tar shamatafak korlam. Tarpor jiboner shob shahosh ek kore prothom bar norar ovinoi koreekta jore chap dilam, dhonta kisudur khalar shamar vitore gelo. Voe, chup koreroilam, abar aste aste chap baralam, purota dhokar por ber korte thaklam, abardhokalam. Evabe, chudte thaklam, khala kotha bolte bolte ghumie gelo r ami pranvore khalake chudte thaklam. Onek rate amar ghum vanglo, dekhi khala pash fireghumasse.
Ami shahosh kore, khalake chit kore showalam, tarpor, amardhonta ektu hat dea mustarbation kore shokto korlam, tar por khalake abardhokalam. Ebar, besh jore jore aram kore chudlam. Dudh khelam tiplam r shama taamar komor narie narie chudlam. Dui bar e birjo khalar shamar moddhe sarlam.Onek shukh holo. Kokhon ghum elo janina, sokale ajan sune ghum theke jegedekhi, khala tokhono ghumasse, kintu amake jorie dhore ase. Amio, khalake dhoresue thaklam.
Onekkhon por hothat dorja thele room e elo pola, asei or make r amake lengto sue thakte dekhe taratari dorja bondho kore dilo. Onekkhonpor, hoi to ghonta hobe, ami tokhon khalake abaro chudsi, pola ghore dhuklo,ami or ammu ke chudsi dekhe kisukhon dorjar kase darie thaklo, tarpor ami sheshram thap dite dite birjo sere khalar buke sue asi, pola amar pithe ekta biratchimti dea bollo, vaiya othen, sokal hoe gese, rimi ase porbe. Ami khalar shamatheke dhon ber kore chit hoe chokh buje sue porlam. Tar por abar ghum thekeuthe dekhi khala nei. Ami o uthe bathroom e gelam. Baki ta porer bar bolbo