GHALTI KA IHSAS [ Very Hot ]

Jeendagi bhi hamaare saath kayin baar ajeeb khel khelti hai. mere saath jeendagi ne ek ghinona majaak kiya hai. par dukh hai to bas ish baat ka ki kahin na kahin ish sab ke liye main khud zeemedaar hun. ye sab meri ek choti si bhool ka natiza hai.

Maine socha bhi nahi tha ki meri ek choti si bhool meri zeendagi mein ek toofaan ley aayegi. Ye 20 april 2008 ki baat hai.

Main karib 2 baje kitchen mein khaana bana rahi thi. Garmi bahut thi ishliye mai thodi thandi hava lene ke liye khidki par aa gayi.

Baahar se thandi hava ka jhonka mujhe taro taaja kar gaya. Tabhi mujhe khayaal aaya ki sanjay(mere pati) aaney wale hain aur main vaapis gas ki taraf mud gayi.

Sanjay se meri shaadi 2003 mein huyi thi aur unhone mujhe duniya ka har sukh diya tha. Sanjay ek doctor hai aur unka apna ek clinic hai. Hamaara 5 sal ka beta bhi hai jisko hum chintoo kah kar pukaarte hai.

khair main ush din phir se thandi hava lene ke liye khidki ki taraf gayi to baahar dekh kar hairaan rah gayi.

Hamaari khidki ke bilkul samne ek 18 ya 19 saal ka ladka khada tha. Ish se pahle ki main mud paati ush ladke ne mujhe ghoor kar dekha aur main foran vaha se hat gai. Mera dil dhak dhak karne laga, main thoda dar gayi thi. par kyonki mujhe lunch taiyar karna tha ishliye main sab bhul kar apne kaam mein lag gai, kyonki sanjay kishi bhi vakt khaana khane aa sakte the.

Tabhi door bell baji aur maine darvaaja khola to paya ki saamne sanjay khade the. unhone ander aa kar jhat se mujhe bahon me bhar liya aur kaha ki aaj shaam hum shaadi mein jaa rahe hain. Phir hum teeno ne khaana khaaya. main khidki wali baat bilkul bhul chuki thi.

Sanjay vaapis clinic chale gaye aur main chintoo ko sula kar nahane chali gayi. Shaam ko hum shaadi mein gaye aur hamne khub enjoy kiya.

Aate huve sanjay ne kaha, “ritu tum kal mere liye lunch mat banana kyonki main kal ek crucial surgery karne wala hun.

Maine kaha, “theek hai”

Agle din main roj ki tarah lunch bana rahi thi. Main thandi hava lene ko khidki ke paas gayi aur apne paseene ponchane lagi. Tabhi na jaane kaha se vaha ek ladka aa gaya aur toilet karne laga. main vaha se foran hat gayi. Maine kuch nahi dekha.

Tabhi mujhe khayaal aaya ki arey ye to vahi kal vala ladka hai, ishne kya yaha toilet bana liya hai. Par hamare ghar ke pheehe thoda shunsan tha aur peechli taraf koyi ghar nahi tha, tabhi shaayad log vaha toilet karne lage the, par maine ab tak kishi aur ko nahi dekha tha .

Hamaari kitchen ghar ke pheechli taraf hone ki vajah se ye samasya aan khadi huyi thi. Khair maine socha ki aage se main dhyan rakhungi aur kam se kam khidki ki taraf jaaungi.

Agle din sanjay ko lunch par aana tha ishliye main kuch jyada mehnet kar rahi thi. Garmi se pareshan ho kar main khidki ki taraf gayi to chain mila ki baahar koyi nahi hai aur main thandi hava ka aanand lene lagi.

par achaanak vahi ladka na jaane kaha se aa gaya aur jhat se apni zip khol kar khada ho gaya. ye sab itni jaldi huva ki na chaahte huve bhi mujhe sab kuch deekh gaya.Main jhat se vaha se hat gayi aur bhaag kar apne bedroom mein aa gayi.

par na chaahte huve bhi meri aankho mein khidki ke baahar ka nazaara ghum raha tha. pata nahi kya baat thi ush ladke mein ki rah rah kar vo meri nazro mein ghum raha tha.

Maine paseene ponch kar pani piya hi tha ki achanak pressure cooker ki siti baj uthi aur main hosh me aayi ki sanjay aane wale hain. Main kitchen me vaapis aakar apne kaam men lag gayi. Sanjay 3 baje aaye aur 4 baje khaana kha kar chale gaye. Main chintoo ko sula kar shone ke liye bedroom mein late gayi.

Par mujhe neend nahi aayi. Main soch rahi thi ki aakhir ye ladka kaun hai aur aksar yaha kyon aata hai, ye koyi itefaak hai ya fir vo ye jaanbujh kar, kar raha hai.

Maine faisla kiya ki main raat ko sanjay se baat karungi. Par raat ko main ish baare mein baat na kar saki kyonki sanjay sex ke mood me the aur hum sambhog karke sho gaye.

Khair agle din mujhe chintoo ke school jaana tha ishliye main sanjay ke jaane ke baad koyi 11 baje school ke liye nikli. School mein chintoo ki madam ne bataaya ki chintoo math me kamjor hai ishliye ish par dhyan dijiye. School ke baad main market gayi aur kuch kharidari ki. 2 kab baj gaye pata hi nahi chala.

Vaapis aate huve maine riksha ley liya aur ghar ki taraf chal di. Rikse wale ne short cut ke liye hamaare ghar ke peeche wali gali se riksha mod liya. Maine jo dekha vo dekh kar main seham gayi.

Vahi ladka aaj phir hamaare ghar ke peeche khada tha aur hamaari kitchen ki khidki ki taraf dekh raha tha. Vah ek cycle liye tha. Mujhe rikse par dekhte hi vo cycle khadi kar sidha khada huva aur ek haath se apni pant ke upar se hi apna ling sahlaane laga. Uske chehre par ajeeb si muskuraahat thi, jishe dekh kar mera rom-rom kaamp gaya. Vah meri taraf ek tak dekhta raha. Maine apni najre jhuka li aur dheere dheere riksa vaha se aage nikal gaya. Maine ghar pahunch kar riksa wale ko jhat se paise diye aur sidhi ghar ke ander chali gayi.

Main samajh chuki thi ki ye ladka ye sab jaanbujh kar hi kar raha hai. Maine ghar mein ghuste hi 100 no par phone lagaya par line busy hone ke kaaran phone nahi mila. Maine paani piya aur shocha ki aakhir ye ladka chaahta kya hai. Maine socha ki khidki se mera ye kya bigaad lega aur main kitchen ki khidki mein aa gayi.

Vah khidki ke samne hi khada tha. Dur-dur tak koyi nahi tha. Ish se pahle ki main kuch bol paati usne apni zip kholi aur apne ling ko hava mein jhula diya. Main ushki himmat par dang rah gayi.

Maine jor se aawaaj laga kar kaha, hey yaha se dafa ho jao, maine police ko phone kar diya hai, agar tum nahi gaye to tumhari khair nahi.

Ushne jhat se apni zip band ki aur vaha se chala gaya.

Maine chain ki saans li. Mai khus thi ki ye bala tal gai. Par main roj 2 baje ke aas pas khidki se jhank kar dekhti ki kahi vah phir se to nahi aa gaya.

Aksar aisa hota hai ki jeendagi ki buri ghatna ya buri baate baar baar hamaare man ko ghere rahti hain. Mere saath bhi kuch aisa hi ho raha tha. na chaahte huve bhi baar baar meri aankho ke saamne ush ladke ka chehra ghum jaata tha. vo deekhne mein smart tha aur bhola bhala lagta tha lekin ushki harkate ajeeb thi. mujhe ushke prati ek ajeeb sa kheenchaav mahsush ho raha tha. aisa kheenchaav maine apni jeendagi mein kishi ke bhi prati mahsush nahi kiya tha.

Main roj khidki se dekhti, par kayin dino tak vaha koyi nahi dikha.

Ek din roj ki tarah maine baahar dekha to vahi ladka khada tha. Pehle main ghabra gayi, par phir ushe dubara dekh kar, khusi bhi huyi.

Vah chup-chap khada huva khaamosi se mujhe ghurta raha, main bhi ushe dekhti rahi. Na jane mujhe kya ho gaya tha karib 2 minut tak hum apni- apni jagah khade huve ek dusre ko dekhte rahe. yahi meri choti si bhool thi, kyonki main jaane anjaane ushe ek moka de rahi thi. mujhe ush vakt nahi pata tha ki main kish aag se khel rahi hun.

Phir vo achaanak khidki ke aur pas aa gaya aur bola ki police to nahi bulaaogi ?

meri gardan jhat se na ke ishaare mein hil gai.

Phir vo bola “ lund dekhogi” Agar haan karogi to hi baahar nikaalunga.

Main ajeeb si kasamkash mein pad gayi, aur kuch bhi bol paane ki haalat mein nahi thi. Usne meri aankho me dekha aur kaha, arey sharmaati hai tu to, apne pati ka nahi dekhti kya.

ye kah kar vo dheere se apni zip kholne laga.

Main sharam se laal ho gayi, aur mera dil jor-jor se dhadakne laga. main vaha se hat jaana chaahti thi, par pata nahi mujhe kya huva tha ki main vahi khidki mein hi khadi rahi.

phir maine himmat kar ke kaha, mere pati aane wale hain, tum yaha se chale jao.

vo bola, arey chup kar mujhe sab pata hai 3 baje se pahle nahi ayega vo. Chal ab bol, meri chain khuli hai, lund baahar nikalun kya.

Mai sharam se mari ja rahi thi. Mujhe yakin hi nahi ho raha tha ki ye sab mere sath ho raha hai. Ushne apna haath apni pant mein dala aur apne ling ko bahar nikal liya.

Mai na chaahte huve bhi hairaani se ek taktaki laga kar uske lambe kale ling ko dekhne lagi. Maine pahli bar itne gor se ushe dekha tha, ab tak to sirf jhalak hi dekhi thi.

Vo apne ling ko haath mein pakad kar hila raha tha. Ushne pucha kaisa laga mera loda ?

Mai kuch nahi boli, aur sharam se apni najre jhuka li.

Vo bola, tujhe pata hai teri figure kitni mast hai, maine aksar tujhe shaam ko market mein tere pati ke saath dekha hai.

Mai hairani se sab shun rahi thi.

Ushne aage kaha, tu jab chalti hai to teri gaand kya chalakti hai, sach tujhe matak matak kar chalte dekh kar, mera lund khada ho jaata hai aur man karta hai teri gaand ko dono haato se pakad kar, lund ghusa dun aur teri khub gaand maru.

Mai sharam se pani pani ho gayi, pehli baar kishi ne mere baare me aisi gandi baat kahi thi. Mai aakhir kyon ye bakwas shun rahi thi pata nahi, par mere sharir me ek ajeeb si halchal ho rahi thi ye sab shun aur dekh kar.

Vo aage bola teri chuchiya to ish sahar me sabse badi hai, shaayad hi kisi ki itni rasili chuchiya hongi, please ek baar dikha na.

maine ushe gardan hila kar saaf mana kar diya, ki mai aisa kuch nahi karungi.

Thoda maayus sa hokar vo bola, ek baat bata, tere pati ka bhi itna bada hai kya ?

Aur meri gardan apne aap na ke ishare me hil gayi. Tabhi mujhe kuch jalne ki badbu aayi mujhe khyaal aaya ohh meri sabji jal gayi aur mai jaldi se gas ki taraf bhagi, par nuksan ho chuka tha. Mai gas band kar ke vaapas khidki par aa gayi.

vo bola kya huva, mujhe jaane kya sujha maine kaha, tum yaha se chale jao aur dubara yaha mat aana. Yeh kah kar mujhe ajib sha sakun mila. Mujhe ahsaas ho raha tha ki jo kuch bhi ho raha hai galat hai.

Mai phir apne kaam me lag gayi, kyonki 3 bajne wale the, aur sanjay kishi bhi vakt aa sakte the, maine apna pura dhyan khana banane me laga diya. Maine koi 10 minut bad khidki se baahar dekha to vaha koyi nahi tha. Maine man hi man chain ki saans li. Par ush ladke ka kaha ek ek bol mere kaano mein gunj raha tha. Maine socha ki kya mai sach me itni sexy hu ki ye ladka mujh par phida ho gaya hai.

Ush din sanjay ke jaane ke baad, maine khud ko sheeshe mein gor se dekha . maine apni figure par najar dodayi. Maine ghum kar apne nitambo ko bhi dekha aur paya ki mai vakai me sundar hu. Pahli baar maine khud ko aise nazariye she dekha tha. Par achaanak mera apne parivaar par dhyaan gaya aur mujhe hosh aaya, ki mai ye kya kar rahi hun aur maine kapde pehne aur sho gayi.

Agle din maine faisla kiya ki mai khidki se baahar nahi jhankungi. Par man mein bar-bar ush ladke ke khyaal aa rahe the. Uska kaha ek ek bol mere man me mano bas gaya tha.

ushka ling to maano ek movie ki tarah mere dimaag mein ghum raha tha. Mai kab 2 bajne ka intejaar karne lagi pata hi nahi chala.

Maine thik 2 baje baahar dekha par baahar koyi nahi tha. Mai baar-baar aa kar dekhti rahi par koyi nahi dikha. 3 baj gaye aur mere pati ghar aa gaye. mai khana serve karne lagi. Sanjay ne khaana khaaya aur karib 3:30 baje vaapas chale gaye.

Mai bartan rakhne kitchen me aayi to dekha ki vah baahar khada tha. Mai jhat se khidki par aa gayi. Vo bhi jaldi se khidki ke paas aa gaya.

Ushne kaha, aaj meri cycle puncture ho gayi thi, ishliye 2 baje nahi aa paya. Maine kuch nahi kaha par mere sharir me ushe dekh kar ajeeb si halchal ho rahi thi.

Vo bola, pata hai kal maine ek ladki ki chut maari, bahut maja aaya, par ushki maarte huve mujhe tera hi khyaal aa raha tha, ma kasam kya body hai teri, mujhe aisa lag raha tha ki mai teri hi chut maar raha hun.

Maine sharam se apni najre jhuka li. Maine socha aakhir ye ladka aisi gandi baate kyo karta hai par ye sach tha ki ye sab shun kar meri yoni gili ho gayi thi. Pehli baar maine aisi baate suni thi.

Ushne pucha, tera naam kya hai ?

na jaane kyo maine kaha, ritu, ritu gupta.

Maine pucha, tumhara kya naam hai.

Ushne jawab diya ‘billu’ aur gidgidaate huve bola, please ek baar apni chuchi dikha do, mai bhi to tumhe apna lund dikhata hu.

Par mujh mein itni himmat nahi thi ki sanjay ke alaawa, kisi aur ko apne private parts dikha sakun aur mai khamosh khadi rahi.

Vo samajh gaya ki mai ushe apne ubhar nahi dheekhaungi.

Vo bola theek hai, mai late ho raha hun, mujhe kaam par jaana hai.

Maine pucha kaam par, kya tum padhte nahi ho ?.

ushne kaha, nahi mai electric shop par electrician hun, kabhi tumhare yaha bijli ki samashya ho to bataana.

Ye kah kar vo chala gaya aur mai bhi apne bedroom mein aakar late gayi.

Shaam ko sanjay ke aane ke baad mai beauty parlor chali gayi. Vaha thoda time lag gaya aur 8 baj gaye. Mai baahar aakar rikshe ka intejaar karne lagi. Achaanak ek riksha mere saamne aakar ruka. Par mai riksha vale ko dekh kar seham gayi.

Vo billu tha. Maine pucha, tumne jhut kaha tha ki tum electrician ho.

Vo bola, nahi, vo sach tha, mera vo kaam thoda manda hai ishliye kabhi-kabhi ye kiraye ka riksha bhi chala leta hun.

maine kuch nahi kaha aur hairaani se vaha khadi rahi.

Vo bola, chalo baith jao mai tumhe ghar par utaar dunga.

Mai ushe achaanak dekh kar seham gayi thi ishliye samajh nahi pa rahi thi ki kya karun.

phir maine socha ghar to jaana hi hai, mai late bhi ho rahi thi, aur mai darte darte uske rikshe mein baith hi gayi.

thodi der chalne ke baad Vo bola, maine tujhe shaam ko beauty parlor me jaate huve dekh liya tha.

Maine pucha, tum kya, mera har vakt picha karte ho.

Ushne jawaab diya, arey nahi mai yahin riksha stand par khada tha, shaayad tumne dhyaan nahi diya.

maine kaha, theek hai, riksha jara tej chalaao, mein late ho rahi hun.

Vo bola, aaj mausam kitna mast hai na.

Maine pucha kyon.

Vo bola, arey upar dekho baadal chaaye huve hai. Tujhe bhi aisa mausam achha lagta hoga na.

mai samajh gayi ki ye kya sun-na chahta hai aur mai chup rahi aur kuch nahi boli.

thodi der baad Maine kaha, mujhe ghar jaldi jaana hai, please thoda tej-tej chalao.

Ushne jaise kuch nahi suna, aur bola, mera to man aise mausam me tere jaisi mast item ki chut maarne ka karta hai.

mai ye shun kar dang rah gayi aur kuch nahi boli. mujhe aisa lag raha tha ki ushke rikshe mein baith kar meine jeendagi ki sabse badi bhul kar li hai

Ushne mujhe peeche mud kar dekha aur mujhe aankh maarte huve bola, kya karu tu cheej hi aisi hai.

maine bina kuch kahe apni najre jukha li, aur mai kar bhi kya sakti thi.

Maine ushe phir yaad dilaya , billu riksha tej chalao mujhe jaldi ghar jana hai.

Par vo dheere-dheere riksha chalaata raha, maano ushe kuch shuna hi na ho.

Vo bola, ek sharat lagaati ho,

maine na jaane kyo dheere se pucha, kya,

vo bola, aaj ki raat, tera pati teri jaroor lega, aise mausam mein kaun teri chut nahi maarega.

Mai kuch bhi bolne ki haalat mein nahi thi. Mujhe lag raha tha ki ye ladka kuch jyada hi bol raha hai aur saari sheemaye laangh raha hai. Par mai kar bhi kya sakti thi, kahi na kahi meri vajah se hi uski itni himmat badhi thi. Mujhe shaayad kitchen ki khidki band kar deni chahiye thi.

Vo phir piche mud kar bola, hey mujhpe taras kha, aaj mujhe bhi de, de, dekh na ish mausam mein tere kaaran mera lund khada ho gaya hai.

Mai kuch nahi boli aur chupchap ushki bakwaas shunti rahi. par Mere sharir ke rom-rom mein ek ajib shi halchal ho rahi thi.

Vo phir peeche muda aur bola, bata chalti hai kya, mere saath, mere ghar me koyi nahi hai.

Maine ish baar ushe saaf-saaf bol diya ki mujhe jaldi ghar jaana hai, tum riksha tej kyon nahi chalaate.

Ye shunte hi ushne rikshe ki speed badha di. Thodi der vo chup raha. Mai bhi khamosh baithi rahi.

Muje Yad A Rahe Hain,Muje Bhol Jane Wale

Mai kisi bhi halat me apni sheemaye nahi langh sakti thi.Akhir mera ek hansta, khelta parivar tha. Mai ye sab, soch hi rahi thi ki, riksha achanak ruk gaya. Maine pucha kya huva. Vo bola rikshe ki chain utar gayi hai. Aur vo chain chadhane ke liye, rikshe se niche utra aur rikshe ke piche aa gaya. Chain chadha kar vo bola, mai thoda pesab kar leta hu, aur samne ki jhadiyo me chala gaya.

Mai chup-chap baithi rahi. Mai soch rahi thi ki, bada hi sharareti ladka hai ye, pata nahi ab kya, karne wala hai. Maine samne ki jhadiyo me dekha to, dung rah gayi. Usne apna ling baher nikal rakha tha aur meri taraf, hila raha tha. Maine foran najre pher li. Koi bhi, ye najara dekh sakta tha. Mujhe ush par, gusha aa gaya.

Vo thodi der baad aaya aur bola, kaisa laga un jhadiyo me, mere lund ka najara. Maine ushe dantete huve kaha, tum pagal ho gaye ho kya? koi dekh leta to. Kam se kam, apni nahi to, meri ijjat ki to parvah karo. Vo thoda sakpaka gaya aur bola ‘oh sorry mujhe maf kar do’ mujhe ish baat ka bilkul dhyan nahi raha. Vo rikshe par chadha aur riksha chelane laga.

Kuch der tak vo chupchap riksha chalata raha.phir achank, phiche muda, aur bola, sabse jyada, tumhari galti hai. Maine gusse me pucha vo kaise. Vo bola, tum itni sundar jo ho, aur upar se, ye mausam, meri to bas jaan jane ko hai, please ek baar de do na. Mere muh se achanak nikal gaya kya ? aur mai man hi man me bahut pechtai ki, ye maine kya puch liya, mai to janti hi thi ki, ishe kya chahiye. Vo jhat se piche muda aur maine apni najre jhuka li, mai samajh gai thi ki, maine ishe gandi baate karne ka, moka de diya hai. Vo bola haye-haye kya sharmati hai tu, sunogi nahi ki, ek baar kya de do. Maine sharam se, na me gardan hila di. Vo bola, haye re teri ishi ada pe to mai mar mita hu, sach me teri chut lene ka maja hi kuch aur hoga. Mai kasam khata hu, mai kisi aur ki nahi marunga, bas ek baar tu mujhe apni de, de.

Mai sharam se lal ho gayi, ye soch kar ki, mai ye sab kya sun rahi thi. Achanak mera dhyan rikshe ke piche gaya, aur maine dekha ki, ek cycle wala hamare rikshe ke bilkul piche hai. Usne shayad sab sun liya tha. Jaise hi mai piche mudi meri ush se najre takrai, aur usne mujhe ankh maar di. Maine foran gardan mod li.

Vo bahut hi badsurat sa, kale rang ka, koi 34-35 saal ka aadmi tha. Mai ghabra gayi ki ab kya hoga. Vo rikshe ke bilkul sath-sath chalne laga aur mujhe ghurne laga.

Maine uski taraf bikul nahi dekha aur najre jhuka kar baithi rahi. vo bola, arey vah bhai, kya maal pataya hai chokre tune. Mai chup chap sunti rahi. vah meri taraf dekhte huve bola, mujhe bhi de de. Maine uski baat par dhyan nahi diya, par vo, phir bola, aaja ishi sadak par mera ghar hai, mere sath chal tujhe khus kar dunga, teri ache se lunga.Maine gusse me uski taraf dekha to, mujhe apni najre jhukani padi.

Vah sare aam, meri taraf dekh kar, cycle chalate huve, ek hath se, apna ling masal raha tha. Mai soch rahi thi ki dekho kaisi halat ho gayi hai meri, aise badsurat aadmi se mujhe, aisi gandi-gandi baate, sun-ni pad rahi hai. Par mai kar bhi kya sakti thi.

billu ne gusse me ushe bola, hey chal apna rasta pakad. Vo bola kyo sale, ye teri biwi hai kya. Aur billu foran bola ‘ha meri biwi hai’ chal nikal yaha se. mai chup chap sab sunti rahi. mai billu ki bahaduri par khus thi. Par usne mujhe apni biwi kyo kaha ? mujhe ye sab acha nahi lag raha tha.

Vo admi vaha se nahi hata, aur rikshe ke sath-sath chalta raha. Kitna ghinona, chehra tha uska. Ushe dekh kar hi, ulti aane ko ho rahi thi, aur aisa aadmi mere baare me aisi gandi baate kar raha tha, sab kuch bardast ke bahar tha. Ush aadmi ki himmat badhti hi ja rahi thi, vo meri taraf gande gande ishare karne laga.

Billu ne riksha rok liya, aur ush admi ko kaha, abe kya hai, yaha se jata hai ki nahi. Tabhi sadak par do char aur vahan dikhe aur vo aadmi sayad samajh gaya ki ab yaha rukna thic nahi aur sidha aage badh gaya.Par jate huve, usne piche mud kar, mujhe dekha aur maine apni gardan ghuma li, mai uske ghinone chehre ko nahi dekhna chahti thi.

Maine man hi man chain ki saans li ki chalo ye bala tal gai. Maine billu ko kaha, dekho tumne meri kitni, bejati kara di. Aaj tak kisi ne, mujhe aisi bate nahi boli thi, aur na hi kisi ne mujhe aisi najar se dekha tha. Maine billu ko kaha ki tum please riksa kisi dusre raste se le chalo, mai ush aadmi ko, dubara nahi dekhna chahti. Mujhe dar tha ki, kahi vo, dubara raste me mil jaye.

Aur billu ne chupchap riksha ghuma liya. Vo bola, madam shant ho jao, maine ushe bhagaya na. Maine kaha par tumhe aisi baate karne ki jarurat kya hai.

Vo meri taraf muda aur bola kya aapko meri baate achi nahi lagti ? aur mai chup ho gai, mere paas uske sawal ka koi jawab nahi tha. Mai soch me pad gayi ki kya vo, meri merji ke bina ye, baate kar sakta tha. Jawab mai janti thi. Kahi na kahi, meri galti se hi, ye sab, mere sath ho raha tha. Mujhe kya pata tha ki ,meri choti si bhool, bahut badi bhul, ban jayegi.

Khair thodi der me, mai shant ho gayi, aur socha mujhe ush aadmi se kya lena dena, aur chup chap mausam ka maja lene lagi. maine upar sar utha kar dekha, to ghane badal chaye the. Aisa lagta tha ki, kisi bhi vakt barish ho sakti hai.

Usne mujhe badlo ko ghurte huve dekh liya aur jhat se bola, sach bata, kya aise mausam me, tera man, kisi ko apni… dene ko nahi karta?. Mai jhat se boli, kisi ko kya matlab, mai shadi, shuda hu. Mujhe sayad chup rahna chahiye tha. Ushe mano, ek moka aur mil gaya, gandi baate karne ka, aur bola, acha to tera man sirf, apne pati ko dene ka karta hai. Ish baar mai chup rahi.

vo aage bola, arey bhai ish billu ka, kya hoga, jo din raat teri lene ke sapne dekhta rahta hai. Maine ab kuch bhi bolna sahi nahi samjha. Uski baate aur jyada gandi hoti ja rahi thi par mai khud par hairan thi, kyonki uski baate sun sun kar meri yoni tarbatar ho gayi thi.

Tabhi billu ne piche mud kar dekha, aur bola ki abhi kuch mat bolna, koi piche se cycle par a raha hai, maine pucha, hi ram, kahi vahi aadmi to nahi. billu bola, kaisi baat karti hai, ushe to maine bhaga diya na, ab vo nahi ayega. Mai vakai me billu se khush thi ki usne ush ghinoni surat vale aadmi ko bhaga diya tha. Aur mujhe ye bhi acha laga ki ab vo rikshe ke piche dhyan rakh raha tha.

Thodi dur ja kar, ek ice-cream wale ke samne, usne riksha rok diya. Mai boli, ye kya kar rahe ho, mai late ho rahi hu, aur mausam bhi khrab hai. Usne do ice-cream li aur ek mujhe pakda di. Vo bola ice-cream khao aur man ko thanda karo. Vo riksha chalate-chalate ice-cream khane laga. Mai man hi man soch rahi thi ki, bechara kitni koshish kar raha hai mujhe, patane ki. Mujhe ush par daya aa rahi thi ki, ushe mujh se kuch nahi milega. Ye meri majboori thi.

Achanak mujhe khyal aya ki mai late ho rahi hu. jab mai ghar se chali thi, to sanjay shone ja rahe the. Pichli raat, unhone puri raat clinic me operate karte huve bitayi thi. ishliye vo shayad hi uthey honge. Par chintoo to mausi ko pareshan kar raha hoga (mai chintoo ko padosh me apni ek mausi ke yaha chod aayi thi). maine billu ko kaha, riksha thoda tej chalao, mujhe ghar ja kar khana banana hai.

Ye sunte hi, usne riksha ek dhabe ke bahar rok diya. vo bola mai ek minut me aaya. Usne kuch khana pack karaya aur mijhe thama diya, aur bola ye lo khane ki chinta khatam,Ye yaha ka sabse acha dhaba hai. Maine pucha, ye sab kyo kar rahe ho, ghar to mujhe jana hi hai. Usne kaha, ghar to mai tujhe le ja hi raha hu, ye khana ishliye hai ki tu tej-tej chalne ki baat na kare, akhir pehli baar tere se mulakat hui hai, aur vo bhi aise mausam me. Khidki se dekne me aur aise tere sath rikshe me farak hai, mai aj bahut khus hu.

Mai sochne lagi ki, bechara kitna tadap raha hai mere liye. Billu piche muda aur meri najro me jhank kar bola, sach bata, tujhe kaisa laga tha, jab maine ush aadmi ko kaha tha ki ‘ha meri biwi hai’. Maine pucha kaha kya matlab ? Vo bola, matlab ki mujhe to, bahut acha laga, ye bol kar ki, tu meri biwi hai, tere jaisi biwi ho to mai din raat ghar par hi rahu, aur din raat teri leta rahu. Usne phir se mujhe sharmane par majbur kar diya aur maine bina kuch kahe najre jhuka li.

Vo bola, bata na, tujhe kaisa lagta, agar mai tere pati hota to, kya tu roj raat ko, mera bada lund jhel pati. Vo aise, sawal puch raha tha, jinke ki, koi bhi bhale ghar ki aurat, jawab nahi de sakti thi. mai ek aise parivar me pali, badhi thi jaha par aurat ko bahut maryadao ka path padhaya jata hai. Aur mai, apni maryadao ka, aadar bhi karti hu. Maine aisi baate, na suni thi, aur na hi kisi se kahi thi. Ishliye, mere paas, uske kisi sawal ka, jawab nahi tha. Ush bechare ko, kya pata tha ki, vo ek haari hui, baaji khel raha hai.

Mai kisi bhi halat me, apne asulo ko, nahi bhula sakti thi. aur mera sabse bada asul tha, apne parivar ke prati imandaari. Aap log bhi ye sab dekh hi rahe honge ki kis tarah burai, ham par hawi hone ki kosis karti hai aur kish tarah hamari paramparye, aur hamari maryadaye, hame bachate hai. Khair mujhe khud par, viswas tha ki, mai khud ki maryadao ka palan karti rahungi.

Par mai soch rahi thi ki ish shararti ladke ka kya karu. Ye to har haal me meri……… par aatur hai. Achanak aasman me, bijli kondhi aur mai dar gai. Maine billu ko kaha, billu ab to jaldi karo, tufan aane ko hai. Vo piche muda aur bola ish se bada tufan to aa hi chuka hai, ish se kyo darti ho.

Mai sochne lagi ki, vakai me billu sach bol raha tha. Uska to pata nahi, par meri jindagi jarur ek tufan me fans gai thi. aur ye tufan mere rom-rom me mujhe mehsus ho raha tha. Mai jaanti thi ki, mai billu ko, kuch nahi dungi, par na jane kyo meri yoni ras ki nadiya baha rahi thi. Aisa mere sath, kyo ho raha tha, pata nahi. Maine andaja lagaya ki shayad pehli baar itni erotic baate shun kar aisa ho gaya hai. Billu piche muda aur meri ankho me dekha. Mujhe, uski ankho me, dekh kar aisa laga, mano vo kah raho ho ki, mai har hal me teri……rahunga. Par shayad, ushne bhi meri ankho me, dekh liya hoga ki, mai kishi bhi halat me ushe apni nahi dungi.

Mai soch rahi thi ki kahi ye koi chalaki to nahi kar raha. Maine ushe aawaj lagai aur boli ki, tum jo mujh se chahte ho vo mai tumhe nahi de sakti, tum bekar me apna vakt barbaad kar rahe ho.

Vo piche muda, aur bola ki tere upar to mai, vakt kya, apna sab kuch barbaad kar sakta hu. Mai soch me pad gai ki, aakhir ye kya mushibat hai.

Samne se, ek khali risha aata huva dikhayi diya to, maine socha, acha moka hai, ish billu ke changul se, nikalne ka, aur maine ushe aawaj lagai, bhaiya jara rukna. Maine billu ko kaha ki tum mujhe yahi chod do, mai ab aur tumhare sath nahi chal sakti.

Ushne riksha nahi roka aur chalta raha. Maine gusse me kaha billu rok riksha mujhe utarna hai. Aur ushne riksha rok diya. dusre riksha wala hamare rikse ke paas aaya, aur bola ki madam koi pareshani hai kya. Billu bola hey, chal tu apna kam kar, yaha koi pareshani nahi hai.

Mai rikse se utarne lagi to billu bola, ritu ji please ruk jao, mai ab koi galti nahi karunga. Mai apko abhi teji se ghar pahuncha dunga. Ye sun kar, maine apne kadam rok liye. mai hairan thi ki, usne pahli baar, shabhya bhasa ka ishtemaal kiye tha.

Mai vapas rikse me baith gayi, aur usne riksa aage badha diya.

hava ki teji badhti ja rahi thi, aur ab charo taraf ghan-ghor andhera cha gaya tha. Kuch der tak, sab thic raha, aur vo, chupchap, riksa chalata raha.

Par, achanak usne aisi harkat ki, jishe dekh kar mai phir ghabra gayi. Usne teji se riksa ek sunsaan gali me mod diya. mai pareshan ho gai. Charo taraf tanhai thi. shayad mausam ke karan log gharo me baithe the. Mere deemag me chintao ke badal chaa gaye. Mujhe tarah tarah ke bure kheyal aane lage.
Aise me, na jaane kaha se, mujhe achanak, mere college ke dino ki ek khaufnak ghatna yaad aa gayi. Ush din bhi mai aise hi dar gai thi.

Exam ke dino ka vakt tha. Mai college ki, library me exam ke liye, kuch notes bana rahi thi. padhte, padhte, sham ho gayi, aur maine dekha ki, library me sirf mai hi padh rahi hu.

Mujhe laga, mujhe ab chalna chahiye. Maine apna beg uthaya, aur bahar aa gayi. Mujhe achanak pani ki pyas lagi. Maine din bhar se, pani nahi piya tha. Par pani ka cooler, jaha mai khadi thi, uske upar vale floor par tha. Mai pani, pine ke liye upar aa gayi.

Vaha gilaas nahi tha, ishliye mai jhuk kar hath se pani pine lagi. Achanak, mujhe apne nitambo par halka sa dabav mahsus huva, aur maine ushi position me, piche mud kar, dekha. Maine jo dekha, ushe dekh kar, mere hosh ud gaye.

Hamare collega ka peon, Ashok, mere piche khada tha, aur usne apne shari ka vo hisha, jaha aadmi ka ling hota hai, mere nitambo se sata rakha tha. koi agar, dur se dekhta, to ushe aisa lagta ki, vo mere sath ish position me kuch kar raha hai.
Mai pani, peena bhul kar foran sidhi khadi ho gayi. Par vo badi besharmi se vahi khada raha.

Maine dekha ki uski pant me uska ling tana huva tha. Maine gusse me pucha ki ye kya bad-tamiji hai. Vo bola, maidam kuch nahi, mai to yaha pani peene aaya tha, aap pani pee, rahi thi, ishliye mai apke piche, line me khada ho gaya.

Ashok deekhne me, bahut hi badsurat tha, uski naak bahut ghinoni thi, aur chehra ek dam kala tha. par maine, uske bare me, sun rakha tha ki, vah ish college ki, kai ladkiyo ko, pata kar, unki, le chuka hai. Mujhe pura yakin tha ki, aaj vah mujh par dore dal raha hai, aur ushne ye sab mere sath jan-bujh kar kiya hai. Uski pant me, tana ling, bhi yahi gavahi, de raha tha. mujhe bahut, gandi feeling ho rahi thi ki, aise aadmi ne mere sath aisi harkat ki hai. Mai bardast nahi kar pa rahi thi. vo vaha khade, khade mujhe ghur raha tha.

Mai ghabra gai, aur seham gai ki, yaha aas paas koi bhi nahi hai, aur ye badmas aisi, ashlil halat me mere samne khada hai.

Vah meri parvah kiye bagar, apne ling par hath pherte huve bola, madam ji, apko koi galat fahmi ho rahi hai. Aur maine apni najre dusri aur ghuma li.
Mai ushe kaise kehti ki, kya ye tumhari pant me tana huva ling, meri galat fahmi hai.
Maine kuch bhi kahna , munasib nahi samjha, aur chupchap vaha se chal padi.
Mai sheedhiyo se utar kar, foran niche a gayi aur teji se college ke gate ki aur chal di. Tabhi maine dekha ki vo jish raste par mai ja rahi thi, ushi rastre me, aage khada hai. Shayad vo kisi aur raste se vaha pahunch gaya tha.

Maine foran apna rasta badla aur bhagna suru kar diya aur 2 minut me college ke bahar aa gayi.
Bahar aa kar, maine foran ek auto pakda, aur sidhi ghar aa gayi. Ghar pahunch kar maine apne papa ko puri baat bata di. Mere papa jane-mane advocate hai aur unke ache khase connections hai. Unhone apne connections ka ishtemaal kar ke ushe college se nikalwa diya.

Vo ek din, mujhe college ke bahar mila, aur request karne laga ki, madam mujhe maf kar do. Meri naukri, ka sawal hai, mera ek chota beta hai, ek beti hai, unki ma bhi nahi hai, mai kaise naukri ke bina unko palunga.

Maine ushe kaha, yaha se dafa ho jao, aisi ghinoni harkat karne se pahle, tumhe sochna chahiye tha.
Maine kaha mujhe sab pata hai tum ladkiyo ko fansa kar unke sath kya karte ho. Usne meri ankho me jhank kar pucha, kya karta hu madam.

Aur maine najre pher li, aur ushe dantete huve kaha, chup kar, aur yaha se dafa ho ja. Vo vaha se hila nahi, aur bola madam aap mujhe achi lagti ho, aap bahut sundar ho, ish liye mera man fisal gaya, maine jab apko vaha jhuke huve dekha to, na jane mujhe kya ho gaya, aur mai aapke piche sat kar, khada ho gaya, mujhe maf kar do mai dobara aisa nahi karunga.

Uske muh se ye sab shun kar mera man khrab ho gaya, mai sochne lagi ki ye badsurat mere baare me kaisi baate kar raha hai. Iski himmat kaise hui ye sab sochne ki aur kahne ki.

Maine kaha, chup kar ye apni bakwas, aur ek auto vale ko roka aur ghar chali aayi. Usko college se nikale jane par sabhi ladkiya khush thi.

Uske baad, maine ushe college ke aas paas bhi nahi dekha aur maine chain se college ki degree hansil ki. Thode dino baad, meri shadi sanjay se ho gayi aur mai ish sehar me aa gayi.

Ye ghatna, mujhe ishliye yaad aayi, kyonki aaj bhi, mujhe dar lag raha tha ki, kahi ye, billu mere sath koi, galat harkat na kar de. Mujhe apni aur apne parivar ki ijjat ki chinta ho rahi thi.

par aaj sab kuch meri apni galti ke karan ho raha tha. agar mai, khidki wala kisha, aage na badhne dati, to mai aaj ish musibat me na hoti.

Mai pachata rahi thi ki mujhe ush billu ki baat nahi sun-ni chahiye thi, aur ush dusre rikse me ghar chalna chahiye tha.

Tej hava chal rahi thi aur barish kabhi bhi aa sakti thi. maine pucha ye kon sa rasta hai. Vo bola, tujhe ghar jana hai na, mai tujhe ghar hi le ja raha hu, ye shortcut hai.

Achanak mujhe, apne ghar ke piche ka bhag deekha aur meri jaan me jaan aayi.
Ushne riksha, sidhe meri kitchen ki, khidki ke paas laa kar, rok diya, aur mai saham gayi ki, ab kya hoga.

Charo taraf andhera tha, aur dur-dur tak koi nahi tha. Vaha to, din me hi koi nahi hota tha, raat me to kisi ke hone ka, sawal hi nahi tha. Yehi karan tha ki, mai ghabra rahi thi.

par mujhe ye bhi sekun tha ki ab mai apne ghar ke paas to hu. Mai rikshe se utar gai. Vo bhi utar kar mere paas aa gaya aur bola ki lo tumhara ghar aa gaya.
Maine ush se pucha ki kitne paise huve. Vo bola mujhe tere paise nahi chahiye. Mai jaldi se jaldi, vaha se, chal dena chahti thi. maine 50 rupye nikale aur kaha ye rakh lo, par usne nahi liye. maine socha yaha khade rahna thic nahi hai aur, mai apne ghar ki taraf chal di.

Charo taraf ghaas, phus aur lambi jhadiya thi, jo ki andhare ke karan aur bhi bhyanak lag rahi thi.

Achanak, usne aage badh kar, mera hath pakad liya aur bola ki, kya tu thodi der ruk sakti hai.
Maine kaha nahi, aur usne mera hath chod diya, aur bola aaram se ja, mai yahi khada hu, koi darne ki jarurat nahi hai.
Mai jhadiyo se nikal kar, apne ghar ke samne aa gayi, aur apne ghar ka darwaja khol kar, andar aa gayi.

Maine ghar ke andar aa kar chain ki saans li. Maine socha hey bhagwan mai aaj bal-bal bach gayi.
Mujhe ish baat ka, sekun tha ki, billu ne vaha andheri jhadiyo me, mere sath koi galat harkat nahi ki, aur mujhe chupchap ghar aane diya.

Maine pani piya, aur sidhe hamare bedroom me, aa gayi. Maine dekha ki, sanjay soye huve hai. Maine kapde change kiye aur kitchen me khana banane lag gai.
Tabhi mujhe chintoo ka khyal aaya. Maine socha aram se khana banane ke baad mai chintoo ko mausi ke yaha se le aaungi.

Maine billu ka diya khana, jan-bujh kar, uske rikshe me hi, chod diya tha. Maine, rikse me baithe, baithe hi ye soch liya tha ki, ye kisha aj yahi khatam kar dungi.

Mujhe bahut hi, guilty feeling ho rahi thi ki, mai kaise ish ladke ki gandi harkate, aur gandi baate, bardast kar rahi thi. mujhe chulu bhar pani me, dub jana, chahiye tha.
Maine ushe ek baar bhi ye ahsas nahi karaya tha ki mai uske sath kuch karungi ya ushe kuch dungi. Vo khud hi bekar ki ashlil batey kar raha tha. ye sab sochte-sochte khana ban gaya, par sanjay abhi, sho hi rahe the. Maine unhe uthana, sahi nahi samjha.

Mai fresh hone ke liye, nahane chali gayi. Mai naha kar, bahar ayi to mujhe barish ki aawaj sunai di, maine man hi man, chain ki saans li ki, suker hai barish pehle nahi aayi, varna vo billu pagal ho jata. mai barish ka najara lene ke liye kitchen ki khidki me aa gayi.

Maine bahar dekha to, hairan rah gai ki, billu abhi bhi, khidki ke paas khada hai. mujhe dekh kar, vo khidki ke, aur paas aa gaya. Maine pucha, kya huva ? tum abhi tak gaye kyo nahi.

Vo bola, aise mausam me, mai ghar ja kar, kya karunga, ghar ja kar bhi, baar-baar teri yaad aayegi, aur mai muth maar kar sho ja-unga, ishe acha hai mai yahi khada rahu.

Bahar andhera bahut tha, par mai ushe halka halka dekh paa rahi thi. Maine kaha pagal mat bano, yaha se chale jao.
Vo bola, nahi aaj mai yahi riksha par sho
ja-unga.

Mai asmanjas me pad gai ki kya karu. Agar kishi ne ishe yaha dekh liya to kya hoga.
Ye sach tha ki, vaha peeche koi nahi aata jata, par agar, by chance kisi ne, ushe yaha meri khidki par, najar gadaye dekh liya to, meri badnami hogi.
Mujhe ush par bhi, taras aa raha tha ki bechara yaha mere liye, yaha barish me bheeg raha hai. Maine socha ishe peeche jaa kar samjhati hu.

Mai bedroom me gai, dekha sanjay abhi bhi soye huve hai. Maine socha, mai jaldi se ushe, yaha se bhej kar, vapas aa sakti hu. Mai chupchap chata le kar ghar se bahar aayi, to paya ki barish aur tej ho gayi thi.

Ye ek tarah se acha hi huva, ab mujhe koi ghar ke peeche jate huve, nahi dekh sakta tha, kyonki sabhi log gharo me the.
Koi 2 minut chalne ke baad, jhadiyo se hote huve, mai apne ghar ke, peeche aa gayi. Mujhe yakin tha ki, mujhe kisi ne nahi dekha.

Maine dekha ki, billu ek ped ke niche khade huve, mere kitchen ki taraf dekh raha hai.
Mujhe dekhte hi vo khil utha. Vo bhag kar mere paas aya, aur bola arey mai to, tujhe kab se, khidki me bula raha tha, aur tum yaha aa gayi.

Maine kaha, ye kya pagal pan hai ? Vo bola, aao pehle ush ped ke niche chalo. Mai uske piche,piche ush ped ke niche aa gayi jaha vo pehle khada tha.

Maine kaha, mere paas jyada vakt nahi hai, mere pati kisi bhi vakt uth sakte hai, tum please yaha se chale jao.

Maine kaha, dekho kitni tej barish ho rahi hai, aisi barish me koi bahar rahta hai kya.
Vo bola, mai tere jaisi mast item ko yaha chod kar ghar par kya karunga.
Maine kaha, dekho ab majak band karo. Mai shadi, shuda hu, aur mai, apne parivar me khus hu. Mera ek chota beta hai. Meri kuch maryadaye hai, jo mai nahi langh sakti. tum mujh par, vakt barbad mat karo, aur kisi apni umar ki, ladki se dosti karlo.

Vo bola, ye kya maryadao ki baat karti hai, tu kish jamane me jee rahi hai, sex me koi maryada nahi hoti.
Maine kaha, sex me maryada ho, ya na ho, par meri jindagi me maryada hai.
Vo bola, agar tujhe maryadaye, itni hi pyari thi, to tu roj khidki me aa kar, mera lund kyo dekhti thi, aur kyo, meri sexy baate sun-ti thi. mai kuch bhi na kah saki, aur sharmindagi se, ankhe jhuka li.

Maine himmat juta kar kaha, mai bhi ek inshan hu, mujhse galti ho gai, par ab mai apni galti sudharna chahti hu.
Maine ushe kaha, mai aaj ke baad tumhe nahi meelungi aur naa hi khidki par se tumhe dekhne aaungi, ye mera vada hai. Tum bhi ab, sahi raste par aa jao. Agar tumhe sex ki, itni hi bhuk hai, to jaldi se kisi ladki se shadi kar lo.
Vo turant bola, arey meri umar abhi shadi ki nahi hai, aur rahi baat ladkiyo ki maine bahut ladkiyo ko thoka hai, mujhe sex ki nahi tumhari bhuk hai.

Maine kaha, to phir mujhe afsos hai ki, tumhari ye bhuk, kabhi nahi bujhegi. Thodi der vaha shanti cha gai, aur hum dono kuch nahi bole, maine socha shayad vo meri baat samajh raha hai.

Par mai galat thi, usne achanak apna daya haat mere nitambo par rakh diya aur unhe masalne laga. Mere sharir me bijli si kondh gayi.

Maine uska haat, vaha se foran hata diya, aur boli, please aisa mat karo. Mai tumhe yaha samjhane aayi hu, na ki ye sab, badtamiji jhelne, aayi hu. Dubara aisa mat karna, varna mai chali ja-ungi.

Par ush par, mano koi asar nahi huva, aur mere nitambo par phir se hath tika diya aur unhe masalne laga. Pehli baar kisi gair mard ke hath mere nitambo par the, aur mai khud par sharminda ho rahi thi.

Mere nitambo ko, masalte-masalte, vo bola, tu mujhe, kuch mat de, par kam se kam, teri body ko chu kar, mahsus to kar lene de. Mai phir yaha nahi aa-unga. Bas please ek baar mujhe tere sharir ko ache se mahsus kar lene de.

Mai kuch nahi bol payi, aur najre jhuka kar, kahdi ho gayi.
Mai soch me pad gayi ki, kya karu ish ladke ka, ye yaha se jane ko taiyar hi nahi hai. Aur mai har haal me ushe vaha se dafa karna chahti thi.

Maine socha, ye mere nitambo par phida hai, chalo ishe, unhe chu lene do. Ye kahani agar, nitambo se, khatam hoti hai to, haraj hi kya hai, iske baad, mujhe man ki shanti to milegi.

Maine uska hath, apne nitambo se hataya, aur boli ki, yaha chune se pahle, tum vada karo ki tum, mere nitambo ko chune, ke baad yaha se chale jaa-oge, aur phir yaha nahi aa-oge.

Vo meri anhko me dekh kar bola, pacca vada, mai teri gaand ko, ache se, mehsus karke, yaha se chala ja-unga, aur dubara yaha nahi aa-unga.

Ye sab sun kar, mera rom-rom kamp utha. Mai asmanjas me thi ki kahi mai galat to nahi kar rahi. maine apne faisle ko, sahi thahrane ke liye, tarak diya ki meri, choti si bhool ki, shayad yehi saja hai.

Mai soch rahi thi ki, mujhe, kuch na kuch kimat to chukani hi padegi.
Vo bola, mai aram se, teri gaand dabo-chunga, koi jaldi-jaldi mat karna. maine sharam aur guilt se apni najre jhuka li aur chup-chap khadi rahi.

Vo mere peeche aa kar, khada ho gaya aur apne dono haato me, mere nitambo ka ek-ek bhag tham liya aur bola, kab se tammana thi teri gaand par hath phirane ki, kasam se teri gaand badi katil hai saali, jab bhi tujhe market me, dekhta tha, yehi tammana hoti thi ki, teri gaand ko haato me tham kar, dekhu ki, kaisi mulayam hai teri gaand. mai teri gaand chune ko, tarasta rahta tha, aur tu apni gaand chalkati hui chalti jati thi. tu bahut kamini cheejh hai.

Maine ushe kaha please kuch mat bolo mujhe sharam aati hai, bas chup-chap chute raho. Par usne meri baat nahi maani. vo tarah tarah se mere nitambo ko choo raha tha aur gandi-gandi baate bol raha tha.

Mai ye sab sun kar sharam se lal ho gayi , aur chup-chap najre jhukaye vaha khadi rahi taki vo mere nitambo se khel kar, khus ho kar, apna jee bhar kar, vaha se hamesa ke liye chala jaye.

Usne achanak, bade jor se mere nitambo ko dabo-cha aur mere muh se achanak nikal gaya, aayi… aram se dabo-cho, dard hota hai.

Mai vaha chupchap, sharmindagi se, najre jhukaye khadi rahi, aur vo badi besharmi se mere, nitambo se khelta raha.

Charo taraf andhera tha, jish se mujhe bahut dar lag raha tha. sukar hai, mai apne kitchen ki, light jala kar chod aayi thi. khidki se rosni jaha hum khade the vaha tak pahunch rahi thi. jyada to nahi thi, par mera dar kam karne ko kafi thi.

Achanak mai cheenkh padi ‘aayiiiiiii’, ye kya kiya. Badmaas billu ne, mere nitambo key daye bhag par kaat khaya tha. maine kaha, billu dubara aisa mat karna. vo bola, sorry, galti se daant lag gaye.

Achanak apne samne mujhe, jhadiya heelti huyi deekhayi dee. Mera ye soch kar, bura haal ho gaya ki, kahi koyi, yaha aa to nahi raha.

Par maine socha ish barish me yaha jhadiyo me kisi ka kya kaam. Maine billu ko kaha, billu ruk jao, vaha jhadiyo me koyi hai.

Barish ki aawaj mey shayad ushey kuch nahi shuna. Tabhi ek kutta, jhadiyo se ubhara, aur hame vaha dekh kar ruk gaya.

Mujhe kuttey ko dekh kar, chain mila ki sukar hai vaha koyi aur nahi tha, par mujhe hansi aa gayi ki kutta samne khada hai aur ye billu khud kuttey ki tarah mujhe kaat raha hai.
vah kutta, humey ghurtey huvey, vaha se aagey gujar gaya. Mai dar rahi thi ki kahi vo hamari taraf naa, aa jaye.

Billu apne kaam me laga huva tha. achanak vah ruk gaya, aur maine mahsus kiya ki, uske hath mere nitambo par nahi hai. Maine socha chalo kaam khatam huva, ab mai ghar jaa sakti hu.

Par maine, peeche mud kar dekha to, chonk gayi. Billu apne dono haato se, apne pant kee, zip khol raha tha.

Jaisey hi, maine peeche dekha, usne meri taraf bade hi, vahasi tareekey, se dekha. Mai seham gayi, aur ish se pahle ki, mujhe uska ling deekhayi de, maine apni gardan vapas samne ghuma lee.

Mai uska ling nahi dekhna chahti thi. ushe dekhney ke karan hi to mai ish museebat me pad gayi thi.
Mujhe khud par, sharam aa rahi thi ki, mai apne hi ghar ke peeche, yaha jhadiyo me, ish ladke ke haato ka khilona baney khadi thi. par mujhe santos tha ki aaj ye kahani yahi khatam hogi.

Maine billu ko kaha, billu dekho, ab bahut ho gaya. Mai kafi der se yaha khadi hu. Mai ghar se eetni der tak, bahar nahi rah sakti, mere pati uth gaye to kya sochenge.
Par vo kuch nahi bola. Ek minut ho gaya, aur mujhe apne nitambo par, kuch mahsus nahi huva. Maine peeche mud kar dekha, to vo abhi bhi apni pant kee zip kholne me laga tha.

Uski zip shayad atak gayi thi. mai soch rahi thi kee chalo acha huva.

Vo bola, meri madad karo naa, dekhna ye atak gayi hai. Vah pareshan deekh raha tha. maine koyi jawab nahi deeya.

Maine kaha billu, ab mai jaa rahi hu, aur vo bola ek minut-ek minut, bas khul gayi. Maine turant apni gardan aage ghuma lee.
Maine billu se kaha, please ishe, pant ke andar hee rakho.
Ushne phir se, dono haato se, mere nitambo ko thama, aur mere nitambo ke beech apna ling laga kar dhake marne laga.

Maine kaha, billu ye galat baat hai, baat sirf haato se
Chune kee huyi thi, apne ling ko mujh se dur rakho.

Par vo nahi ruka aur dhake lagata raha. Uska ling, mere nitambo me, chubata huva mahsus ho raha tha.

Vah bola, tu bhi kya baat karti hai, gaand ko kya, lund ke beena, koyi mahsus kar sakta hai. Ye kah kar, usne mere nitambo se, apne hath hata kar, mujhe peeche se, baaho me bhar liya, aur nitambo par ling laga kar dhake marne laga. Vo bola, Mai tujhe ache se, mahsus kar ke hi, yaha se jaaunga.

Mai ye sun kar pani, pani ho gayi. Meri yoni se pani ki nadiya bah neekli.

Pheer usne, achanak apne dono haato se, mera nada tham liya, aur ushe kholne laga, maine ushe daant diya, billu sirf kapdo ke upar-upar sey karo, aur uske hath apney naadey se dur jhatak deeye.

Maine socha, ye ladka kitna chalak hai, aage hi aage badhta jaa raha hai. Mai ab uski baho me thi aur vo peeche se dhake mare ja raha tha.

Maine socha, eetna bahut hai. Balki mujhe ahsaas ho raha tha kee, ye kuch jyada hi, ho raha hai, aur mujhe ab ishey dafa kar ke, apne parivar me lot jana chahiye. Maine ushe ab yahi, rokne ka faisla keeya aur boli, bas billu ruk jao, mai ab jaa rahi hu.

Vo bola, arey ruko naa, abhi to, maja aana, shuru huva hai.
Maine kaha, bas chup ho jao ,chodo mujhe aur jaane do.
Vah bola kya tumhe maja nahi aa raha.
Maine ushe kaha, apne hath hatao, mai yaha apne majey key liye nahi khadi hu.

Vo bola, par phir bhi tujhe maja to aa raha hoga. Maine kaha, agar tumney, ek aur gandi baat boli, to mai pathar utha kar tumhara sar phod dungi.

Ushne mujhe chod diya aur bola aa phod de sar.
Mai thodi shant huyi, aur vo phir se, mere nitambo par ling masalne laga.
Mai ghumi, aur boli ki mai ab jaa rahi hu. Ghumte hee, meri najar ushke ling par gayi, vah pura tana huva tha, aur eetney karib se, aur bhi jyada bada lag raha tha. aisa lag raha tha jaise koyi kala naag meri taraf fan uthaye khada hai, mai ushe eetney karib se dekh kar dar gayi.

Ushne mujhe, uske ling ko ghurte huve, dekh liya aur bola, acha lagta hai na tujhe ye.
Maine sharam se, najre jhuka lee, aur kuch nahi boli.

Ushne mera hath pakda, aur apne ling kee taraf kheenchte huve bola, ley, pakad ley, sharmati kyo hai, ye pura ka pura, tera hi hai. Maine turant apna haath vapas kheench liya.
Mere rom-rom me beejli ki leher daud gayi.

Mai soch rahi thi ki, aakhir iska, eetna mota aur lamba kyo hai.
Ab tak maine sirf apne pati ka hi dekha tha, aur aaj ushe eetney karib se dekh kar lag raha tha kee sanjay ka shayad ish se aadha hee hoga.
Maine socha, mai sanjay se, ling ke size ke baarey mey baat karungi, vo doctor hai, unhe kuch jarur pata hoga.
Mai soch me, dubee huyi thi, aur billu kab mere najdeek aa gaya mujhe pata hi nahi chala.

Uska ling, meri yoni se, takraney hee wala tha ki, mai turant peeche hat gayi.
Maine khud ko, kosa kee hey bhagwan, mai ye kaisi baate soch rahi thi. mujhe laga ishka ling baar baar mujhe phasa deta hai.

Maine ab billu ki taraf dekha aur boli, billu ab bahut ho gaya. Please ab ishe pant me vapas daal lo mujhe kuch-kuch hota hai. Vo bola kya hota hai.
Maine ushe dantetey huve kaha, tum nahi samajh saktey. Maine apni khidki kee aur dekha aur ushe kosne lagi.
Mai mud kar chalne lagi, par ushne, aage badh kar mera hath tham liya. Vo bola ek minut ruk to.

Maine kaha theek hai, pehle ushe pant me dalo.
Ushne apna ling pant me vapas daal leeya aur bola, mai bahut khus hu, mujhe bahut-bahut maja aaya. Eetna maja to kisi ladki kee chut ley kar bhi nahi aaya tha, jitna maja teri gaand se khel kar aa gaya.

Mai sharama uthee, aur najre jhuka kar boli, please aisi baatey mat karo. Par vo bola, nahi par ye sach hai.
Maine kaha, mai chalti hu, tum ab yaha se chale jao, aur apna vada mat bhulna kee, tum ab yaha nahi aa-oge.
Vah bola, theech hai, mai jaa raha hu, tere yaha ab nahu aaunga, par agar tujhe kabhi meri jarurat pade to, madan electronics ki, shop par chali aana, vo tere beauty parlor ke bilkul sath me hi hai.
Maine kaha, mujhe tumhari koyi jarurat nahi hai, mai apne pati ke sath khus hu. Vo bola, par tu abhi, mera lund to, aise dekh rahi thi jaise ki, tujhe koyi kami ho.

Mai boli, billu chup kar, mujhe apni jindagi me koyi kami nahi hai, tum ab chale jao aur baate mat banao.

Vo bola, theech hai mai ab chalta hu. Vah mere kaano key paas, apna muh lakar bola, thankyou ritu, teri gaand mujhe hamesha yaad rahegi.

Mujhe ab gussa aa gaya, aur boli ki tum ab jaate ho ya nahi. vah bola sorry baba, mai jaa raha hu. Vah apne, rikshe ki aur, badh gaya aur mai chata utha kar apne ghar ki aur chal di.

Mai puri tarah bheeg gayi thi. maine socha, agar sanjay dekhenge, to puchenge ki, chata hote huve bhi kaise bheeg gayi. Mai darte, darte, jhadiyo ko, paar karke, apne ghar me aa gayi.

Maine chupke se, bedroom me jhank kar dekha to, paya ki, sanjay abhi bhi sho rahey they. Maine foran, geele kapde utare, aur nahane chali gayi. maine un kapdo ko akhbaar me lapete kar kudedaan me daal diya. mai aaj ke din ki koyi yaad apne sath nahi rakhna chahti thi.

Mai nahane ke, baad kitchen me akar, dinner serve karne ki taiyari karne lagi. achanak mujhe, apne nitambo par, hath ki chuvan mahsus huyi, aur mere honto tak turant aaya billu, par maine khud ko ye bolne se rok liya, kyoki mai samajh gayi thi ki sanjay mere peeche khade hai, aur unka hath mere nitambo par hai.

Maine pucha, aap kab uthey, vo bale, bas abhi utha hu, aur meri gardan ko chum liya. Mai pathta rahi thi ki kaas aaj ka din meri jindagi me naa hota.

Sanjay bole, kab aayi parlor se, maine darte, darte jawab diya yahi , yahi koyi ek ghanta pahle. Unhone pucha chintoo kaha hai, maine kaha mausi ke yaha hai, hum abhi ushe lene chalenge.

Hum dono chata lekar, chintoo ko lene nikal pade. Sanjay bole aaj mauasam bahut badhiya hai naa, maine badi mayusi se, jawab diya ha hai to sahi.

Ghar vapas aa kar, hamne khana khaya aur mai sab kaam kar ke shone ke liye late gayi. Sanjay bahar barish ka maja le rahe the.

Achanak vo kamrey me aaye, aur mujh se lipat gaye, aur mujhe betahasa chumne lage. vo bole, aaj mausam eetna acha hai, aur tum sho rahi ho. Maine man hi man kaha ye, mausam kya aaj meri jaan lega.
Unhone jaldi jaldi mere kapde utare aur mujhe yaha vaha chumne lage. Unhone mujhe ulta ghumaya aur meri pith se lekar tango tak chumne lagey.

Achanak vo bole, arey ye tumharey chutad par laal nishan kyo hai. Mere to, par ke niche se jameen nikal gayi. Maine apne kapde to, phenk diye, par ye bhul gayi ki, billu ne mere nitambo par kaata tha. mujhe dhyaan hi, nahi raha ki vaha, uskey kaate ka nisaan bhi ho sakta hai.

Maine man hi man me, kaha, kutta kahi ka aur sochne lagi ki vo badmaas ladka chala to gaya par jatey-jatey mere nitambo par apna nishan chod gaya.

Mai soch rahi thi ki kya jawab du sanjay ko. Mujhe khamos dekh kar vo phir se bole ki batao naa ye nishan kaisa hai.
Maine darte darte kaha k..k…kuch nahi, mai aaj bathroom me phidsal gayi thi, sayad uska nishan hoga.

Unhone kaha ki, mujhe batana tha na, aur aage badh kar ush nishan ko chum liya aur bole ye ab thik ho jayega.

Vo ushi position me, mujhe taiyar karne lage, aur meri yoni ko chu kar bole, arey aaj tum kuch jyada hi gili ho. Mere paas iska koyi jawab nahi tha.

Vo mujh me, sama gaye aur mai khoti chali gayi. Jaisey hi vo mujh me samaye, mere kaano me billu ke vo bol gunj gaye ki, aaj tera pati teri jarur lega. Mai hairan thi ki vo badmaas mere deemag me bhi apni chaap chod gaya hai. Phir maine sab kuch bhula deeya aur sanjay ke pyar me dub gayi.

aur mai uth kar apne bed par baith jati hu.

sanjay ne, turant uth kar, mere kandho par hath rakha, aur pucha, koyi bura sapna dekha kya.

Maine kaha, ha bahut hi bura aur bhyanak sapna tha. Usne pucha, kya tha sapne me. Aur mai chup ho gayi. Batati bhi, to kya batati.

Maine hosh sambhala, aur kaha ab kuch yaad nahi aa raha. Maine ghadi me, vakt dekha, abhi bas raat ke 1:30 hi baje the. Maine chain ki saans lee ki, sukar hai, ye sapna sach nahi hoga, kyoki subah ke sapney hi sach hotey hai.

Mai pani pee kar vapas late gayi aur sanjay ko kaha, sho jao, koyi chinta ki baat nahi hai.

Par mai soch me thi ki, ye billu kya, meri jeendagi ka itna bada hissa ban gaya hai ki ab mujhe uskey sapne bhi aaney lagey hai.

Mai dhyan se sapne ka analysis karney lagi. Sapne wali jagah pata nahi kon si jagah thi. Charo taraf jhadiya aur ped (tree) the, lagta tha ki kisi jangal ka drishya hai.

Mai ye janena chahti thi ki ye sapna mujhe kyo aaya. Par kuch nateeja nahi nikal paya. Achanak maine apni panty me hath daal kar dekha to paya ki mai vaha par gili thi. Mai hairan rah gayi aur khud par sharminda ho gayi.

Mai soch rahi thi ki, vo kamina billu, mujhe ye kaisi ajeeb shi pareshani de gaya hai. Pahle usne, mere nitambo par apne daanto ke nishan chod diye, jishe sanjay ne dekh liya, aur mai baal-baal bachi.
phir uski kahi baatey mere deemag me ghum rahi thi, aur ab mujhey ye itna ganda sapna aa gaya.
Ye billu aakhir meri jeendagi se dafa kyo nahi hota. Maine socha taja,taja baat hai. Shayad dheerey, dheerey sab theek ho jayega.

Mai subah 7 bajey uthi, aur chain ki saans lee ki chalo kal ka bhyanak din ab beet gaya, aaj ek naya din hai aur ek nayi suruvaat hai.

Sanjay clinic chale gaye aur chintoo school chala gaya. Mai ghar ke kaam me lag gayi.

Subah ke 11 baj chuke the. Jab mai kitchen me pahunchi to socha ki ab ish khidki ko alvida bol deti hu aur maine faisla kiya ki mai kam se kam khidki ki aur jaaungi.

2 kab baj gaye pata hi nahi chala. Mujhe khyal aaya ki mujhe bahar dekhna to chahiye ki, vah ab aata hai ki nahi, aur yaha na aane ka, apna vada, nibhata hai ki nahi.
mai khidki me aa gayi aur charo taraf najre ghuma kar dekha, par vaha koyi nahi tha.
mere man ko tasalli mili ki sukar hai, ye kahani yahi khatam huyi.

mai vapas apne kaam me lag gayi, par baar baar bahar dekhne ke liye khidki ki aur aaney lagi. par mujhe koyi nahi dikha.
Maine gehari saans li aur socha, theek hi to hai, ye sab yahi khatam hona chahiye tha aur mai sochne lagi ki billu ne apna vaada nibhaya hai.

Kayi din beet gaye aur mujhe yakin ho gaya ki vo ab dubara yaha nahi ayega.

Ab mai, khidki se jhankna lag bhag band kar chuki thi. Kabhi agar, bahar dekha bhi to paya ki vaha koyi nahi hai.

Ek din, sanjay sham ko jaldi ghar aa gaye aur boley, chalo aaj movie dekhne chalte hai. Aur mai foran saj-sanvar kar taiyar ho gayi. Mujhe movies dekhna, khaskar theater mey bahut acha lagta hai.

Mujhe pani ki pyas lagi aur mai kitchen me aa gayi. Maine ek bottle nikali aur ek gilas me pani daala. Pani ka gilas le kar mai achanak khidki ki aur mud gayi.

Maine baher dekha to pani pina bhul gayi. Khidki ke baher billu khada tha.
Mai soch me dub gayi ki ab kya karu ?
Ushey bahut dino baad, dekh kar mere man me ajeeb si bechani ho rahi thi.
Mai hath me pani ka gilas liye khadi rahi aur ushe dekhti rahi.
Vah khidki ke paas aa gaya aur bola kaisi hai tu.
Ish se pehle ki mai kuch bol pati, andar se sanjay ki aawaj aayi, ritu kaha ho, hum late ho rahey hai.

Mai ghabra gayi ki kahi ,sanjay kitchen me na aa jaye aur mai pani ka gilas ek taraf rakh kar mud gayi.
Bahar se billu ki aawaj aayi, mai kal aaunga, maine peeche mud kar uski aur dekha, mai ruk kar ushe ye kahna chahti thi ki dubara yaha aane ki koyi jarurat nahi hai.
Par mere pass kuch bhi kahne ka vakt nahi tha

Mai foran kitchen se bahar aa gayi.
Sanjay bedroom se hath me ghadi bandhtey huve nikal rahey the. Unhone pucha, chaley ab, maine kaha ha chalo, mai taiyar hu.

Hum ghar se, apni gadi me nikal pade. Chintoo ko, mausi ke yaha chod diya, taki aaram se movie enjoy kar sakey.

Rastey bhar mai billu ke barey me sochati rahi. mai soch rahi thi ki vah itney dino baad aaj kyo aaya hai ? kya vah apna vada bhul gaya ?

Par ushe aaj phir se dekh kar dil me kuch-kuch ho raha tha, rah rah kar mujhe ab tak ki sari baatey yaad aa rahi thi.

Theater kab aa gaya pata hi nahi chala. Hum theek time se pahunch gaye the.

Sanjay ko movie bahut achi, lag rahi thi aur mai billu ke karan bechan ho rahi thi. mai ye janena chahti thi ki billu aaj vaha kyo aya tha.
mai khud ko bahut samajha rahi thi aur apna dhyan baar-baar movie par laga rahi thi, par sab bekar tha.
mai rah rah kar billu ko kos rahi thi aur soch rahi thi ki vah ajeeb preshani khadi kar deta hai. mai ushe bhulne hi lagi thi ki vah aaj phir aa gaya aur saare jhakam hare kar gaya.

Mai ek pal ke liye bhi movie enjoy nahi kar payi.
Movie kab khatam ho gayi pata hi nahi chala. Mai khud par sharminda thi ki, mai pehli baar apne pati ka sath nahi de payi.
mai baar-baar soch rahi thi ki aisa kyo ho raha hai.
movie dekh kar hum, seedhey ghar aa gaye. Maine kapde change kiye aur dinner taiyar karne lagi.
achanak mai khidki me aayi aur bahar jhanka, mai bahar dekh kar hairan rah gayi.
billu ek ped ke sahare khada tha, mera dil dhak-dhak karne laga.
mujhe dekh kar vah khidki ke paas aa gaya.
Maine turant pucha, tum abhi tak yahi ho.
Vo bola, kya karta tere se baat karne ka man kar raha tha.
Maine kaha tumhe yaha nahi aana chahiye tha.
Vo bola, itni bhi jaalim mat ban sirf tujhe dekhne hi to aaya hu.
Mai boli, mere pati andar hai, tum jao yaha se.
Vo bola, chala jaaunga, bas thodi der tujhe jee bhar ke dekh lene de.
Mai ajeeb pareshani me thi.
Sanjay ghar par the aur ye billu aisi batey kar raha tha.
Maine pucha, tum kya uske baad aaj hi yaha aaye ho ?
Vo bola haa, mai apne gaanv chala gaya tha, mere ek chacha ki death ho gayi thi.
ushne pucha kyo kya huva ?
Maine kaha, kuch nahi bas yu hi.
Vo bola, kaisi hai tu
Maine uski baat ka koyi jawab nahi diya aur boli, tum chale jao, mere pati ghar par hai.

Vo bola, phir kab aa-oon ?
Mai darte-darte boli abhi jaa-oo baad me baat karenge.
Vo bola, bata to phir kab milegi.
Mai boli tum jaate ho ki nahi.
Vo bola mai kal aaunga aur mud gaya.
Maine kaha, yaha aane ki koyi jarurat nahi hai, mai nahi milungi.
Vah meri aur muda aur apna ling pant ke upar se hi, maslate huve bola, vo to kal hi dekhenge.
Aur maine man hi man me bola, kamina kahi kaa.
Maine apni najre pher li aur socha ki ye bilkul nahi badla.
Ushne apni cycle uthayi aur chala gaya. Mai apne kaam me lag gayi. Khana bana kar mai chintoo ko lene chali gayi.
Mai raat bhar bechan rahi.
Mai soch rahi thi ki kal kya karungi. Ek baar khyal aaya ki mai sanjay aur chintoo ke jaane ke baad ghar ko tala laga kar kahi chali jaati hu.
Par phir, dhyan aaya ki mai apna ghar chod kar kyo jaa-oo.

Agle din, mai bechani ki halat me sokar uthi.
Maine taiy kar liya ki chahe kuch ho mai khidki par nahi jaaungi.
Breakfast karne ke baad sanja clinic chale gaye aur chinto school chala gaya.

Mai sab bhul kar ghar ke kaamo me lag gayi.
2 baj gaye aur mai kitchen me khana banane aa gayi.
Mujhe khyal aaya ki vo jarur bahar khada hoga aur socha khada rahne do mujhe kya, maine to ushe nahi bulaya.
Bahar se aawaj aayi, aa na is garib ko itna bhi na tadpa.
Mai bechan ho uthi ki kya karu, ye to ab aawaj laga kar bulane laga hai.
Mai dar rahi thi ki agar kisi ne sun liya to kya hoga ?
Vo phir bola, aa na please.
Mai khidki me aa gayi aur boli kyo cheela rahe ho koyi sun lega.
Vo bola, tu aa kyo nahi rahi thi ?
Maine kaha mera tumse milne ka koyi man nahi hai.
Vo bola, par tu mere liye to yaha aa sakti hai, mai sab kam chod kar aaya hu.

Mai boli tum kya khaas ho.

Vo bola, jishe tumne, apni sundar, sundar gaand ko chune diya, vo kya khaas nahi.
Mai boli, chup karo apni bakwaas.
Achanak vo chup ho gaya aur apne paanv ki aur dekhne laga.
Maine kaha, jao ab mujhe khana banana hai.
Vo bola, mere paanv se khun beh raha hai, tujhe khane ki padi hai.
Maine uske paanv ko dekha to, vichlit ho gayi, uske anghute se khun beh raha tha.
Maine insaaniyat ke naate pucha, ye kya huva ?
Vo bola, kuch nahi yaha aate vakt ek bhari pathar se paanv takra gaya aur anghuta cheel gaya.
Maine kaha, jaldi doctor ke paas jao, yaha kya kar rahey ho.
Vo bola, meri doctor to tu hai, tu hi kuch kar na.
Maine kaha pagal mat bano doctor ke paas jakar patti karva lo.
Vo bola, tere paas se mai kahi nahi jaaunga. Tu hi kuch baandh de naa.
Mai sochne lagi ki kya karu.
Mujhe khyaal aaya ki sanjay, ne patti ka saman kahi rakha to hai par kaha ? yaad nahi aa raha tha.
Maine ushe kaha, mai abhi aayi.
Mai, bedroom me first aid dhundane lagi. mujhe vah almari me hi mil gaya.
Mai foran le kar, khidki me aa gayi aur ushe kit dete huve boli, lo davai laga kar patti bandh lo.
Vo bola, please tu aakar bandh de na.

Maine kaha, nahi billu, mai nahi aa sakti. koyi dekh lega.
Vo bola, arey tujhe pata to hai, yaha kon aata hai, thodi der ke liye aaja.
Mai bahut bechan ho rahi thi ki kya karu, ek man kehta tha ki ritu, ruk jaa, vaha jaana theek nahi.
Dusra man kah raha tha ki patti bandh kar aa jati hu.
Maine ushe kaha, theek hai aati hu, aur ush ki aankhe chamak uthi.
Mai ghar se bahar aayi. Dopahar ka vakt tha sabhi log gharo me the. Mai chupchap, hath me first aid liye, tahalte huve dheere se jhadiyo me ghus gayi aur jhadiyo se hote huve ghar ke peeche aa gay.
Maine paya ki barish ke baad , jhadiya or jyada badh gayi thi.
Mere vaha pahunchte hi, vo bola, badi pyari lag rahi hai aaj tu, aur mai sharma gayi. Ushne pucha teri umar kya hai,
Maine kaha kyo ?
Vo bola yu hi puch raha hu
Mai boli 27
Aur vo bola, meri 21, kya combination hai, hain naa.
Mai ushe 18 ya 19 ka samajhti thi.
Maine socha, ushe dard me bhi kya, kya baate sujh rahi hai.
Maine ushe kaha, baith jao, mai anguthe me patti bandh deti hu.
Vo baith gaya, aur maine aaram se uske anguthe par davayi laga kar patti bandh di.
Bandh kar mai boli, lo ab sab theek hai, mai chalti hu.
Vo bola, aa hi gayi hai to thodi der ruk na, chain se tujhe, jee bhar ke dekh to lu, tu badi pyari lag rahi hai aaj, kasam se beejli geera rahi hai.

Maine sharmate huve kaha, nahi mujhe jana hoga, khana banana hai.
Vo bola, ruk jaa na please. Mujhe dard me chain aayega.
Maine kaha, theek hai par bas thodi der.

vo bola chal samne ki jhadiyo me chal kar aaram se baate karenge,
maine kaha yaha bhi to charo taraf unchi jhadiya hai yahi rahte hai.
vo bola chal to, vaha or bhi acha hai.
vo mera hath pakad kar hamare ghar ki khidki se thoda aage ki jhadiyo me le gaya.

Maine vaha pahunch kar paya ki vaha hame kisi bhi halat me koyi nahi dekh sakta tha. bahut hi ghani jhadiya thi, aisa lagta tha ki jhadiyo ne ek cabin bana diya hai. agar peechali gali me koyi aata bhi, to bhi hame, dekh nahi sakta tha.
Par aisi tanhayi me mujhe ghabrahat hone lagi.
Hum vaha ek dusre ke samne khade ho gaye.
Vo bola, ab bata kaisi hai tu.
Mai boli theek hu.
Vo bola tujhe meri yaad aayi ?
Maine kuch nahi kaha.
Maine ushe kabhi apne aap yaad nahi kiya. Vo to hamesha jabardasti mere khyalo me aa jata tha.
Vo bola, mujhe to teri bahut yaad aati thi. par kya karta yaha se dur tha.
Ushne kaha, maine apne sab dosto ko tere barey me bataya, vo sab mujh se jal gaye.
Mai ghabrate huve boli, kya ? tum kya mujhe badnaam karoge.
Vo bola arey aisa kuch nahi hai, mai gaanv ke dosto ki baat kar raha hu. Unhe yaha ka kya pata.
Mai thodi shant huyi, aur boli, phir bhi ye theek nahi hai.
Vo bola, chal ush din wali yaade phir se taja kare, bahut man kar raha hai aaj. aur ye kahte huve usne mere nitambo ko tham liya.
Maine uska hath hatatey huva kaha, please, mai dubara aisa nahi kar sakti.
Vo bola, kya tujhe ush din acha nahi laga tha.
Maine kaha, tum to kahte the baate karenge.
Vo bola, baate to hoti rahengi, pehle teri sexy, sexy gaand to masal lu.
Mai sharma gayi aur sochne lagi ki kya karu ab ?
Vo bola, tujh me kho kar mera dard kam ho jayega.
Mai boli, mai ush se jyada kuch nahi karungi, tum meri seemaye jantey ho.
Vo bola, haa janta hu tabhi to maine bas dubara vahi sab karne ko kaha hai.
Mai khus thi ki vo meri seemao ki kadar kar raha hai.
Vo bola, thoda ghumogi.
Maine sharmate huve kaha, tum peeche aa jao na.
Vo bola, tere peeche, khade hone ki jagah nahi hai, nahi to kab ka peeche aa jata.
maine peeche mud kar dekha to paya ki mai bilkul jhadiyo se sat kar khadi hu.
Vo phir bola, ghum naa sharma mat.

Mai sharmate huve ush ke samne ghum gayi.

Billu ne, dono hatho me, mere nitambo ko tham liya aur unhe bahut bure dhang se masalne laga.
Vo bola, teri gaand to, or bhi sexy lag rahi hai.
Ushne pucha, ek baat puchu agar bura na maane to ?
Maine kaha haa pucho, par aisi, jiska jawab mai de saku ?
Vo bola, acha ye bata, kya tere pati ne, teri sexy gaand maari hai.
Mai uske sawal par hairan ho gayi aur mera gala shook gaya.
Maine koyi jawab nahi diya.

Ye vo bhi janta tha ki mai jawab nahi dungi.

Jiske baare me vo puch raha tha, sanjay ne kayi baar kiya tha. unhe bhi mere nitamb ache lagte the. Unhone jab pehli baar vaha dala tha to bahut dard huva tha par baad me mai aasani se karva leti thi. balki mujhe unka vaha karna acha lagne laga tha.
Par mai apni ye nizi baate, billu ko nahi bata sakti thi.

Maine pucha tum ye kyo janena chahte ho,

Vo bola, aisi sexy gaand ushi ki ho sakti hai jo khub chudati ho.
Maine chup hi rahna theek samjha aur socha ki kitna kamina hai ye billu kaisi ajeeb bate karta hai.

Mai ye sab soch rahi thi ki, maine paya ki vah meri salwar me hath dalne ki koshis kar raha hai.
Mai hosh me aayi, aur boli ki, kya kar rahe ho, bas bahar-bahar se karo.
Par vo nahi mana, aur apne hatho se mera naada kholne laga. maine turant uske hath dur jhatak diye.
Mai boli billu nahi, aisa kuch nahi hoga, sirf upar, upar se karo, jaisa ush din kiya tha.

Vo bola, tujhe kapdo ke bina mahsus karna chahta hu, teri jawani ko kapdo ke bina to dekh lu
Maine kaha nahi, mai aisa nahi kar sakti.

par vo nahi mana, aur mere kaano me bola, teri sundarta kya, kapdo me chupa kar rakhogi, thodi salwar niche sarka na, ek baar kapdo ke bina to choone de, bas ek baar naada khol kar salwar niche sarka le, ek minut baad, upar kar lena, bas thoda sa.

Maine sharmate huve kaha, agar tumne koyi badmaasi ki to ?
Vo bola, nahi koyi badmaasi nahi karunga, mai vada karta hu

Maine kaha nahi please, mujhe sharam aayegi.

Vo bola, apne pati se bhi sharmati hai kya. Uske samne bhi to nangi hoti hogi.

Maine kaha chup raho, unke barey me, kuch bola to mai chali jaaungi.

Vo bola, acha sorry, nahi bolunga, thodi si salwar sarka na, bas ek minut ke liye niche sarka le, kuch nahi hoga.

Par mai apne hatho se, ushke liye apna naada nahi khol sakti thi, ye meri maryada ke khilaf tha.
Mai chupchap sab sunti rahi.

Ushne phir se mera naada pakda aur kholne laga.
Ish baar maine ushe nahi roka aur boli, ek minut matlab ek minut.

Vo bola theek hai.

Ushne mera naada, jhat se khol diya. aisa lag raha tha jaise, roj kisi ka naada kholta hai aur naada kholne me expert hai.

Mai ajeeb si bechani me sama gayi.

Mai ne peeche mud kar dekha to vo badi besharmi se mere nange nitambo ko ghur raha tha.

pehli baar, sanjay ke alava, koyi, mere nitambo ko nanga dekh raha tha

Ushne meri ankho me dekha aur bola, sach me badi jaalim gaand hai teri, aur vo jhuk kar mere nitambo ko be-tahasa yaha, vaha chumne laga.

Mai sharma kar vapas ghum gayi.

Ushne, apne dono hath, mere nange nitambo par rakh diye.

Mere sharir me beejli ki leher daud gayi.
Uske hatho ki chuvan, mujhe bahut andar tak mahsus ho rahi thi. vo mere nitambo ko aisey masal raha tha jaise koyi aata gundata hai.

pehli baar sanjay ke alava kisi aur ne mere nange nitambo ko chuva tha.

vah badi be-sharmi se, unhe chute huve bola, kya makhmali gaand hai. mai chupchap, vaha khadi rahi.

Maine dekha, vah apni zip khol raha hai.

Mai ghabra gayi oh no, hum dono ek sath nange nahi ho sakte.
Maine kaha, ek minut ho gaya, aur apni salvar, upar karne lagi.

par ushne mujhe rok diya aur , bola, kya huva.

Maine kaha, tum ushe kyo nikal rahe ho.
Vo bola, bas tere chutad par ishe ragdunga, kapdo ke upar se bhi to ragda tha abhi kya pareshani hai.

Maine kaha, please aisa mat karo mujhe kuch kuch ho raha hai.
Vo bola, bas ek baar thoda lagane de, phir salwar chada lena.

Mere hato se salwar chut kar apne aap niche gir gayi.
Ushne mere, nitambo ko failaya, aur unme apna ling phasa diya.
Mai behaal ho gayi. Kuch ajeeb sa ahsaas ho raha tha.
Vah dono hath, mere nitambo par rakh kar halke, halke dhake marne laga.

Mai ye soch rahi thi ki, agar ushne andar ghusa diya to mai lut jaaungi.
Maine kaha, billu, mai ye sab nahi kar sakti, ishe kahi aur laga lo.

Vah meri ansuni kar ke, apne kaam me laga raha.

Billu badi be-sarmi se, halke, halke, dhake laga raha tha, aur mujhe uska ling apne guda dwar par takrata huve mahsus ho raha tha.
“lag raha tha ki koyi, darwaja khadka raha hai, tak, tak darwaja kholo”

achanak billu hat gaya.

Thodi der baad, ushne, mere nitambo ko failaya, aur mere guda dwar par, kuch laga diya.

mujhe kuch gila, gila sa mahsus huva.

Maine peeche mud kar dekha to hairan rah gayi, vah apne ling par thuk laga raha tha aur ushe gila kar raha tha.

mai samajh gayi ki ushne mere guda dwar par bhi thuk lagaya hai, mere pairo ke niche se jamin nikal gayi.
Mai soch kar ghabra gayi ki kya ye, vo ? karne ja raha hai.
maine puch hee liya, billu ye kya kar rahe ho ?
Vo bola, kuch nahi- kuch nahi, ek minut.

Mujhe dhyan aaya ki sanjay ne jab pehli baar vaha daala tha to usne bhi apne ling par thuk lagaya tha. par baad me vo, iske liye lubricant le aaya the.
Maine pucha ek minut kya matlab, tum kya karne jaa rahe ho.
Vo bola, kuch nahi apne ling ko thoda saaf kar raha hu, teri gaand itni gori hai, aur ye itna kaala ishe thuk se ragad ke chamka raha hu.

Ish-se pehle ki, mai kuch aur bol pati ushne mere nitambo ko failaya aur apna ling mere guda dwar par rakh diya.

mai kaamp uthi, mai ish sab ke liye taiyar nahi thi. ghabra kar vaha se aage badh gayi.
Uska ling mere nitambo se nikal kar hava me jhul gaya.
Mai ab bilkul saaf saaf samajh chuki thi ki vo ab meri…………………………… aur mai aisa karne ke liye bilkul bhi taiyar nahi thi.

vo bola, kya huva, aa naa.

Maine kaha, ye kya badtamizi hai, tum to vo karne jaa rahe ho, baat sirf mahsus karne ki thi.

Vo bola, pagal mat ban aaja tujhe acha lagega.

Mai ye baate sun kar kaamp gayi aur mujhe vo sapna yaad aa gaya. Mai kitne karib thi ush sapne ke aaj.

Maine kaha, nahi billu, mai ye sab nahi kar sakti, mai apne pati ko kya jawab dungi.

Vo bola, arey ushey, kuch pata nahi chalega. Tu chinta mat kar, aaja mujhe karne de.

Meri aankho ke saamne, uska ling hawa me jhulta huva saaf dikh raha tha.
mai sochne lagi ki, agar mai maan bhi jaa-oon to bhi ye itna bada andar kaise jayega.
Mujhe vo din yaad aa gaya jab sanjay ne pehli baar vaha daala tha. sanjay ka billu se chota tha, par phir bhi meri jaan nikal gayi thi unka apne vaha ander lene me.

Vo mere paas aaya aur bola, ritu ek baat kahu ?
Maine kaha, kuch bhi kaho par mai vo nahi karungi.

Vo bola suno to sahi.

Maine kaha, bolo kya bolna hai ?

Vo bola, teri gaand bahut sexy hai, mujhe lagta hai ki ishey sex ka bharpur maja milna chahiye.

Mai boli chup karo.

Vo bola, nahi mai sach kah raha hu, teri gaand jaisi hot gaand maine aaj tak nahi dekhi, iska sab kuch perfect hai.

Aisi baate sun kar kon nahi sharmayega aur maine apna chehra apne hatho me chipa liya aur boli, bas karo mujhe sharam aa rahi hai.

Vo phir bola,jab tujhe pehli baar dekha tha to yahi socha tha ki ishey to kisi agley janam me hi paya jaa sakta hai, ish janam me to mujh garib ki daal nahi galegi, aur sach pucho to mujhe tera, mere itney karib aana sapna sa lagta hai.

Mai badi emotional ho kar sab shun rahi thi.

Mai boli, billu bas karo mai bahak rahi hu.

Vo bola, agar bahak jao to acha hai, ish garib ka bharam tut jayega ki tujhe sirf agley janam me hi paaya ja sakta hai.

Mai boli, please bas karo ab, mujhe kuch-kuch ho raha hai, mai jaa rahi hu.

Vo bola, kya tu mera ye bharam toRockyi ki tujhe sirf agley janam me paya ja sakta hai.

Mai soch rahi thi ki kya jawab du ish baat ka.

Mere paas koyi jawab nahi tha.
Itni taarif maine aaj tak kisi aur se to kya apne pati se bhi nahi suni thi.

Vah mere peeche aa gaya aur bola, le mai apna bharam todne ki ek koshis karta hu, ab meri jeet tere hath hai.

Ab tak uske ling se, thuk suk chuka tha, aur mere vaha jo ushne thuk lagaya tha vo bhi gayab ho chuka tha.

Ushne mere nitambo ko failaya aur mere guda dwar par, dher sara thuk laga diya.

mai kuch bhi kah pane ki steethi me nahi thi.

kahti bhi to kya kahti ?

Mere sarir me beejli ki teji se lehre uthne lagi.

Maine peeche mud kar dekha to, vo apne ling par phir se thuk laga raha tha.

Ushne meri aankho me dekha aur bola, please thoda sa jhuk jaa.
Mai sharma gayi, aur uske liye madhosh ho kar jhuk gayi
Jhuk kar maine ek hath se ek majbut jhadi ko tham liya.
Meri shari maryadao ki un jhadiyo me dhajiya ud gayi.
Mera deemag ab kaam karna band kar chuka tha.

Ushne apne dono hatho se, mere nitambo ko failaya aur apna ling mere guda dwar par tika diya.

Ab bas ek halke se dhake ki der thi aur vo mere andar hota.

Vo bola, jab tak tum daalne ko nahi kahogi mai nahi daalunga.

Mai ajeeb problam me phas gayi.

Maine kaha please jo karna hai kar lo, mai kuch nahi bol skti.

Vo bola, mera bharam tutney ke liye ye jaruri hai.
Vo apna ling vaha teekaye khada raha aur mai khamosi se jhuki rahi.

Vo bola, please bol na kya karu, hata lu ya daal du.

Mai aaj tak apne pati ko bhi aisi baatey nahi bol payi thi, ishliye badi pareshan halat me thi.

Vo phir bola, please bol na kya karu.

Mai bol padi, daal do.

Vo bola, kya kaha ? phir se kaho.

Maine sharmate huve kaha, daal do.

Aur vakt mano tham gaya.

Ushne ek halka sa dhaka mara aur uska ling ek inch andar sarak gaya.

Mai dard se cheenkh uthi….aaaayyyyiiiiiiiiiiii. aur boli, jara dheere se.

Vo vahi ruk gaya.

Vo bola, mai dheere-dheere pura dalunga tu chinta mat karna dard nahi hone dunga.

Vah bahut dheere-dheere mere guda dwar me apna ling sarkane laga.
Mai ye dekh rahi thi ki, billu apne shabdo ka pacca hai.

mujhe dard to bahut ho raha tha par mai chupchap vaha jhuke huve sab jhel rahi thi.

Mai cheela kar padosiyo ko nahi suna sakti thi.

Dheere, dheere usne apna pura ling mere andar sarka diya aur bola, ahhhhhhhhhhhhh , tune aakhir mera bharam tod hi diya. tu sach me sundar hi nahi ek achi insaan bhi hai.

Mai hairan thi ki uska itna lamba ling pura meri guda me sama chuka hai.

Mai uske jaal me puri tarah phas chuki thi.
Mujhe vaha jhuke, jhuke ye khyal aa raha tha ki aakhir is billu ne meri ……………… Mai apni maryadao ki battle haar chuki thi.

Usne pucha, kya ab mai maaru.

Mai sharam se lal ho kar bechan ho gayi.

Vo bola, maine ab tujhe paa liya hai, tu chahe to mai bahar nikal sakta hu, bata nikal lu, yaa fir, teri sexy gaand marna suru kar du.

Mai hairan thi ki hey bhagwan ye mujh se kya puch raha hai, mai kaise jawab dungi.

Vo bola, jab tak tu nahi bolegi mai aage nahi badhunga.

Mai apne andar uska ling liye, chupchap jhuki rahi.

Vo phir bola, bol na kya karu.

Mai pehle bhi dekh chuki thi ki ye sune bagar nahi manega.
Mai soch rahi thi ki jab isne pura mere andar daal hi diya hai, to ab kya rah gaya hai.

Ushne phir pucha bol na maaru ya nahi.

Maine kaha “maar lo”

vo jaise ye sun kar pagal ho gaya aur bola, thankyou.

Usne apna pura ling bahar ki aur keencha aur ish-se pehle ki vo pura bahar nikal pata, ushe phir se mere andar dhakel diya.

Meri saanse tham gayi aur meri ankho ke aage andhera cha gaya. Bahut hi acha sa ahsas ho raha tha.

Vo baar-baar ushe bahar ki aur kheenchta aur baar-baar andar dhakelta.

Mujhe bahut jyada maja aa raha tha. uska lamba ling mere nitambo ki har gahrayi tak pahunch raha tha.
Mai soch rahi thi ki aisa maja to sanjay ke sath bhi nahi aaya, ye billu cheej kya hai.

aur mai achanak ye batey soch kar khud par sharminda ho gayi aur maine sorry mahsus kiya ki kam se kam mujhe sanjay ke sath kuch compare nahi karna chahiye. Aakhir unki kya galti hai ? unhone to ab tak mujhe duniya ki har khusi di thi.

Acanak maine mahsus kiya ki billu ki speed badh gayi hai.

Uske dhako ki speed badhtey hi mera maja bhi kayi guna badh gaya.

Mai hairan thi ki mai kaise uske har dhake ka maja le rahi hu. Abhi kal tak to mai uhse bhula dena chahti thi

Billu ne pucha, kaisa lag raha hai.

Maine kaha, bahut acha.

Vo ye sun kar jor se hans pada aur bola, mujhe tere se bhi jyada maja aa raha hai. aisi sundar gaand roj kaha milti hai.

Mai ye sun kar sharam se laal ho gayi.

Maine achanak mehsus kiya ki meri yoni se nadiya beh nikli hai aur uska pani meri tango tak aa gaya hai.

Vo bola, bata kitni der tak maaru. Tu jitna kahegi, mai marta rahunga.

Mai sharma gayi aur ush se pucha, time kya huva hai. vo bola 3:30.

Ye sunte hi, mere pairo ke niche se jamin nikal gayi.
Sanjay 3 baje ghar aane wale the. Aur chintoo ki school bus bhi aane wali hogi (chintoo vaise 2 baje tak ghar aa jata tha, aaj unke school se bacho ko picnic par le gaye the. 4 baje tak lotne ka plan tha.)

Mai hosh me aayi aur boli, jaldi khatam kar do, mere pati ghar aa chuke honge aur mujhe dhund rahe honge.

Vo bola, arey ye to mujhe bhi dhyan nahi raha.
Ushne apne dhako ki speed aur tej kar di.

Mai phir se aanand ke ataah sagar me dub gayi.

Vo cheenkh utha, aaaahhhhhhh………….. aur dher sara garam, garam pani meri guda me daal diya.

Vo bola, aisa maja aaj tak nahi aaya, thankyou, very much.

Maine sharmate huve kaha, please ab nikal lo mujhe jaldi jaana hai.

Vo bola, oh haa, sorry mai phir se bhul gaya.
Ushne dheere se apna ling bahar nikal liya, aur mai seedhi khadi ho gayi.

Mere paanv ladkhada rahe the. Mujhe bhi aisa maja kabhi nahi aaya tha. mujhe apni guda me ab halka halka dard ho raha tha.

Maine apni salwar pehni aur billu se kaha, mai chalti hu.

Vo bola, ruk to.

Maine kaha, abhi bilkul vakt nahi hai. sanjay mujhe dhund rahe honge.

Mai kapde pehan kar jhadiyo se nikli aur khidki ke niche se thoda jhuk kar chalne lagi.

Mujhe dar tha ki agar sanjay ghar me huve to kahi mujhe khidki se yaha na dekh le.

Maine peeche mud kar dekha to paya ki vo un jhadiyo se mujhe aise jate huve dekh kar muskura raha tha.

Ghar pahunch kar maine paya ki sanjay tv dekh rahe hai.

Mujhe dekhte hi vo boley, kaha thi tum ?

Maine darte, darte kaha vo mere college ki ek friend aayi thi ushi ke sath market chali gayi thi sorry late ho gayi.

Sanjay boley, tum khana bhi bana kar nahi gayi.

Mai khud par bahut jyada sharminda ho gayi aur aaj ke din ko kosne lagi,

Maine kaha, mai abhi kuch banati hu. Vo boley koyi baat nahi mai bahar kha lunga, tum chinta mat karo, mai ab late ho raha hu.

Unhone mere chehre par hath rakha aur boley, bye sham ko miltey hai.

Meri ankho me ansho aane ko ho gaye, ki mai sanjay ko dhoka de rahi hu aur ye mujhe itna pyar karte hai.

Mai sanjay ke jaane ke baad foran bathroom me chali gayi aur nahane lagi.
Naha kar maine kapde change kiye aur vo kapde akhbaar me lapete kar kudedaan me daal diye.
Mai aaj ki koyi yaad rakhna nahi chahti thi.

Vakt jaise khud ko dohara raha tha.

Mai khidki me aayi to paya billu abhi bhi vahi hai.

Vo mujhe dekh kar khidki ke paas aane laga aur maine gusse me khidki band kar di aur apne bedroom me aakar apni kismat par rone lagi. aaj mera sab kuch lut chuka tha.

Maine khud ko sambhala, aur faisala kiya ki, ye pehli aur aakhri baar tha, ab mai billu ko kabhi koyi moka nahi dungi

Ush din jee bhar kar rone ke baad man ko tassali mili.
par baar, baar man me khyal aa raha tha ki aakhir mai kaise, bahak gayi aur apni saari maryadaye bhula baithi.
Aakhir maine apne bahakte kadmo ko kyo nahi thama.
Ye kuch aisey sawal the jo ki baar, baar mere man mein ghum rahe the.

Mujhe ye baat bhi pareshan kar rahi thi ki aisa sab kuch mere ghar ke peeche huva. Agar koyi dekh leta to mera kya hota.

Ush sham, mai sanjay se najre bhi nahi mila pa rahi thi. Maine chupchap unke sath dinner kiya.
Mera man guilt, aur sharmindagi se bhara pada tha.

Phir se, baar, baar man mein ye khyal aa raha tha ki aakhir maine itna kuch kaise hone diya.
Mai, aakhir mar kyo nahi gayi, itna kuch hone se pehle. Par shayad kuch baato ke jawab hamare paas nahi hote.

Phir mujhe, khyal aaya ki kitni chalaki se billu ne, mujhe sab kuch karne par majbur kiya aur kish tarah se usne meri sochne samajhne ki taakat khatam kar di.
Mujhe khud par bahut gussa aa raha tha, par ab kya ho sakta tha.

Mai in sab khyalo me dubi huyi thi ki achanak,
Sanjay ne pucha, arey ritu, kya baat hai, tum theek se khana nahi kha rahi ?

Maine kaha, bhuk nahi hai, mai aaj aapko, lunch tak nahi de payi, kaisi patni hu mai.

Unhone mujhe bahon me bhar liya aur boley, kaisi baat karti ho tum, mujhe to kuch yaad bhi nahi, aur haa, bahut din se chicken khane ka man tha, ghar par to kha nahi sakta, aaj maine bahar kha liya to acha huva, tum koyi chinta mat karo.

Aur mai muskura uthi aur unhey kas kar sheene se laga liya. mere dil ko tassali mili.

Mai vegetarian hu par sanjay non veg khaa lete hai. par kyonki mujhe non veg dekh kar ghin aati hai ishliye sanjay kabhi, kabhi jab unka man hota hai, bahar khaa lete hai.

Sanjay ka itna pyar dekh kar dil ko hosala sa huva aur maine faisla kiya ki ab chaahey jo ho, meri jeendagi dubara, narak ke rastey nahi jayegi.

Agle din mai ghar ke kaamo mein busy rahi aur khud ko kahi na kahi busy rakha.
Mai nahi chahti thi ki mai khali baithu aur bure, bure khyal mere man me aaye. maine koyi 3 movies dekh daali.

Sham ko sanjay jaldi ghar aa gaye. Vo boley, ritu chalo kahi ghumne chalte hai.
Par mera kahi bhi jaane ka man nahi tha.
darasal mujhe dar tha, ki kahi phir se vo billu na mil jaye.

Par sanjay nahi maaney aur mujhe aur chintoo ko car me lekar chal diye.
Aksar mujhe sanjay se sikayat rahti thi ki, vo hame ghumane nahi le jaate. Shayad mujhe kal se pareshan dekh kar, vo mujhe ghumane le gaye.

Yaha vaha, ghumne ke baad humne ek achey se restaurant me khana khaya. Hum bahut khus the.

Ghar aa kar sanjay ne mujhe baho me tham liya aur mujhe utha kar bistar par le gaye.

Par na jaane kyo mera man kuch bhi karne ka nahi ho raha tha. par apne patni dharam ke karan mai sanjay ke liye, unka sath dene lagi.

Par jab sanjay ne mere ubharo ko tham kar unhe, choosana suru kiya to mai unke pyar mein khoti chali gayi, aur meri yoni ras ke sagar me dub gayi.

Sanjay ne mera naada khola, aur meri yoni me sama gaye. Ush pal mein sab kuch bhula kar khud mein kho gayi.

Achanak,unhone meri yoni se ling neekal liya aur bole, thoda ghum jao, aur Rockygy style me aa jao.

Jaise hi mai ush position me aayi, mujhe yaad aa gaya ki mai kaise kal jhadiyo mein billu ke aage jhuki huyi thi, aur mera man phir se glani se bhar gaya.

Mujhe nahi pata tha ki vo kya karenge, par mai prayer kar rahi thi ki aaj vo vaha se na karey.

unhone, mere nitambo ko failaya, aur mere guda dwar par cheekna kar diya. mai samajh gayi ki jeeska dar tha, vahi baat ho rahi hai. maine peeche mud kar dekha to chonk gayi
sanjay apne ling par, thuk laga rahey the.

Jo kuch bhi peechale din huva tha, sab kuch meri ankho mein ghum gaya.
Ek pal ko laga, mano, vaha mere sath billu hi hai.
mera man phir se, glani aur guilt se bhar gaya.
Na chahtey huve bhi mujhe apne ander, uska, ek ek dhaka yaad aane laga.
Maine kaha nahi, please mera man nahi hai aur jhat se seedhi ho gayi.

Sanjay ne pucha kya huva.
Maine kaha kuch nahi. aaj vaha se karne ka man nahi hai.

Vo bole, kyo tumhe to acha lagta tha ?

Maine kaha, haa par aaj man nahi hai.

mera man ishliye bhi nahi ho raha tha kyonki mujhe abhi tak, billu ke karan vaha dard tha.

Maine pucha, tum thuk kyo laga rahe the.
Vo boley, tube khatam ho gayi naa, nayi lana bhul gaya.

Vo mere chehre par seekan dekh kar, boley theek hai nahi karte vaha se, apni taange failao.
Maine tange faila di aur sanjay mujh me sama gaye.

Mera dhyan apne pati se hath kar puri tarah kal ki ghatna par tik chuka tha, rah, rah kar mujhe kal ki ghatna yaad aa rahi thi.

mai puri tarah se sanjay ki bahon mein nahi kho payi, sanjay ka kab khatam huva pata hi nahi chala.

Aisa asar huva tha, billu ka mujh par.
Mai apne pati ke sath sex bhi theek se nahi kar paa rahi thi.
ye ish liye nahi tha ki, mujhe kal bahut acha laga tha.
darasal mera man har pal sharmindagi aur guilt se bhara pada tha.

Par vakt har jakham bhar deta hai.

Vakt beetata gaya, aur mai, phir se apni jeendagi me khone lagi. kitchen me kaam karte vakt mai band khidki ki aur dekhti to sab yaad aata par mai foran apna dhyaan apne kaam par laga leti.

Sab kuch phir se theek chal raha tha.

Par ek din ki baat hai. mai , subah taiyar ho kar chintoo ke school ke liye nikli.

Chintoo ke school mein, koyi function tha, jeesme ki, bacho ke mata, pita ko bulaya tha.

Sanjay, clinic me busy hone ke kaaran, nahi , aa sakte the, ishliye mai akeli hi school ke liye ghar se chal di.

Mai, 11 baje school pahunchi aur function ko enjoy kiya,
mai vaha se koyi, 12:30 baje free, ho kar ghar ke liye, chal di.

Mai school se bahar aa kar kishi auto vale ki talash karne lagi. mujhe riksa me baithna ab bilkul acha nahi lagta tha.

Ish se pehle, ki koyi auto aata, billu, vaha aa dhamka. Vo rikse par nahi tha, naa hi uski cycle kahin dikh rahi thi.
Mera dil dhak dhak karne laga, aur mai sochne lagi ki ab kya karu, ye kambakhat phir se aa gaya.

Mujhe dekh kar vo mere paas aa kar khada ho gaya aur, mujhe ghurne laga.

mai chupchap khade huve auto ki rah dekhati rahi.

Vo dheere se bola, kya baat hai ush din ke, baad tune mujhe yaad hi nahi kiya, tune apni khidki bhi band kar di. Mai roj vaha 2 baje aata hu aur tera, intezar kar ke vapas aa jaata hu.

Vo, badi besharmi se bola, acha, ush din to maje se gaand marvayi aur ab mujhe nahi janti.

Mai aag babula ho gayi aur mai cheela uthi “u bastard” aur ek jor daar thappad uske gaal par jad diya. aur boli, dafa ho jao yaha se, varna tumhe police ke havale kar dungi.

Thappad itni jor ka tha ki mere hath me dard ho gaya.

Pehli baar maine uske chehre par dar dekha. Vo ek pal ko bhi vaha nahi ruka aur chupchup vaha se rafu-chakar ho gaya.

Mere man ko bahut badi shanti mili.
Kuch logo ne mujhe ushey thappad marte huve dekh liya tha. ish se pehle ki koyi mujh se kuch puchta, ek khali auto aa gaya, maine ushey hath diya aur ushme baith kar seedhi ghar aa gayi.

Mai khus thi ki aaj maine ush billu ki gandagi bardast nahi ki aur ush neech ko uski sahi aukat bata di. Mai soch rahi thi ki aisa mujhe bahut pahle kar dena chahiye tha.

Agar maine pehle hi aisa kiya hota to, meri jeendagi me ye tufan nahi aata. Par mai khus thi ki kam se kam aaj to maine ushey sabak seekhaya.

Par meri ye khusi jyada der nahi tik payi.

Ush ghatna ke do din baad subah koyi 10 baje ka vakt tha, mai aaram se ghar ke kaamo me lagi thi.

Achanak ghar ki bell baji.

Maine darvaja khola, to koyi billu ki hi umar ka ladka vaha khada tha.

Jaise hi maine darvaja khola, vo mujhe upar se niche tak dekhne laga.

Maine gusse mein pucha, kya baat hai ?
Vo sakpaka gaya aur bola,

Madam apka coorier hai.

Maine kaha lao.

Ushne ek leefafa mujhe thama diya.

Maine pucha, ye kiska hai, kaha se aaya hai.

Vo bola, mujhe nahi pata, aap yaha sign kar do

Aur vo mere signature le kar chala gaya.

Jaate, jaate usne peeche mud kar mujhe bahut hi ajeeb si najar se dekha.

Maine foran darvaja band kiya aur leefafe ko gor se dekhne lagi.

Mai soch rhi thi ki aakhir ye kisne bheja hai.

Uske upar kisi bhejne vaale ka naam nahi tha.

Maine jhat se ushey khola.

Uske andar ek chota sa kagaj mod kar rakha huva tha.

Maine vo kagaj nikaala aur ushe khol kar padhne lagi.

Maine jo padha, ushey padh kar mere hosh ud gaye, meri ankho ke aage andhera chaa gaya.

Ush mein likha tha,

Ritu, bura mat maanana par meri galti se tum musibat mein phas gayi ho. Mai hamare bare mein ek diary likh raha tha. usme ab tak jo bhi hamare beech huva, sab kuch likha tha. usme ye bhi leekha tha ki tum doctor sanjay ki biwi ho.
kal achanak vo diary mere bapu ke hath lag gayi. Mera bapu bahut gusse me hai. vo aaj sham ko tumhare ghar aane ki baat kar raha tha. maine badi muskil se ushe ye kah kar roka hai ki, aaj sanjay ghar nahi hai. Mujhe dukh hai ki aisa sab kuch ho gaya. Agar hamne kuch nahi kiya to, tere pati ko aaj nahi to kal sab kuch pata chal jayega. Aaj to maine apne bapu ko rok liya. par vo ab kisi bhi din tumhare ghar aa sakta hai.
Please mujhse ek baar mil lo. Hamey mil kar iska hal nikalna hoga. Mai aaj dopahar 1 baje apni electric shop par tumhara intezar karunga. tum vaha aa jana hum aaram se kahin baith kar baat karenge.
Billu

Mai hi jaanti hu ki mujh par kya beet rahi thi.

Mujhe lag raha tha ki ye billu ki phir se koyi chal hai. vo jarur ush thappad ka badla lena chahta hai.

Par mujhe ye bhi dar sata raha tha ki kahi ye sab sach huva to, agar sach mein uska bapu yaha aa dhamka to kya hoga ?

Aisey kayi sawal mere deemag me ghum rahe the. Kab 11 baj gaye pata hi nahi chala.

Mujhe ye faisala karna tha ab mai billu se milne jaa-oon ya na jaa-oon.

Bahut sochne ke baad maine faisla kiya ki mujhe vaha chal kar dekhna to chahiye ki aakhir puri baat kya hai, vakayi mein ye sach hai yaa feer vo kamina billu koyi majak kar raha hai.

Mai koyi 12:30 baje ghar se chal di.
Ghar se nikal kar maine ek auto kiya aur uski electric shop ke samne aa gayi.

Vo kuch kaam kar raha tha. mujhe dekh kar ushne mujhe rukne ka ishara kiya. Mai vaha ek ghane ped ki chayan me khadi ho gayi.

Koyi 5 minut baad vo mere paas aaya aur dheere se bola, chalo paas ke garden mein chaltey hain.

Maine uski aur dekha aur kaha, chalo.
Mujhe bhi vaha khade rahna acha nahi lag raha tha.

Hum alag, alag paidal chal kar garden mein pahunch gaye, aur ek koney mein jaa kar baith gaye.

Vo bola, kaisi hai tu.

Maine pucha, tumhe kya lagta hai mai kaisi ho sakti hu.
Vo bola, kya matlab
Maine pucha, ye kya majak laga rakha hai.

Vo bola, ye majak nahi hai. mujhe dhyan se dekh sab pata chal jayega.

Maine ushe dekha to paya ki, ushe buri tarah se peeta gaya hai. uska muh peetayi se sujha huva tha.

Vo bola, kal bapu ne bahut mara hai mujhe.

Maine man hi man mein kaha acha huva, aise badmas ki yahi saja hai.
Vo bola, mera bapu bahut gusse mein hai.

Maine pucha aakhir tumhe kya jarurat thi aisi diary likhane ki.

Vo bola, kya karta, mai teri yaado ko har dam apne sath rakhna chahta tha. tune mujh se milna bhi chod diya. khidki bhi band kar di. Ab bas teri yaade hi mera sahara thi.

Maine pucha, ye kya pagalpan hai, tum meri jeendagi se khel rahe ho.

Vo bola, mai tumhe chahta hu, tum mujhe achi lagti ho, mai koyi khel nahi khel raha.

Maine kaha, band karo ye bakwas aur ye batao ki ab tumhare bapu ka kya kare. Vo mere ghar kyo aana chahta hai.

Vo bola, tujhe nahi pata, mera bapu tere pati ko ache se janta hai. tere pati ne mere bapu ki kidney ka operation kiya tha. tab se vo tere pati ko pujata hai.

Mai hairani se chupchap baithe huve sab sun rahi thi.

Vo bola, mujhe dar hai ki mera bapu tere pati se jarur milega aur sari baat ushe bata dega.

Maine dartey huve pucha, ab kya hoga, tumne ye kaisi musibat mein fasa diya.

Vo bola, ish se pehle ki vo tere pati ke paas jaye hame mere bapu se milna hoga.

Maine puche hume matlab, ye tumhari galti hai tum khud bhukto.
Vo bola, theek hai mai to jo hoga dekh lunga. Par tera kya hoga ? mujhe kya farak padta hai ki mera bapu tere pati se milta hai ki nahi. mere sath to jo ho sakta tha , ho gaya. Ish se jyada kya ho jayega mere sath.

Maine socha, ki baat to billu theek hi kah raha hai.

Maine pucha, hum tumhare bapu se mil kar kya karenge. Agar vo fir bhi nahi maane to.

Vo bola, vo sab to mai nahi janta, par hum ek koshis to kar hi sakte hai.

Maine kaha kya, koyi aur rasta nahi hai.

Vo bola, nahi mujhe to pata nahi, tu kuch bata.

Maine bahut sochne ke baad billu se pucha, hamey kab milna chahiye.

Vo bola, kal subah miltey hai, aaj vo vaise bhi bahut gusse mein hai.

Baaten karte, karte 2:15 baj gaye. Maine pucha, kaha milna hai ?

Vo bola, hamare ghar par.

Maine kaha nahi, vaha mujhe dar lagega. Tum unhe yaha garden me le aao.

Vo bola, arey pagal hai kya tu ? Yaha sab log tamasa dekhenge. Ho sakta hai mera bapu gusse mein tej, tej bolne lage. Yaha milna theek nahi hai, mere ghar par hi miltey hai.

Mai asmanjas mein thi ki kya karu. Mujhe uskey ghar jaana theek nahi lag raha tha.

baar baar mujhe ye bhi lag raha tha, ki kahi ye billu ki mujhe apne ghar par bulane ki koyi chal to nahi.

Par mujhe uske chehre par jakham dekh kar yakin tha ki vo sach bol raha hai. aur ye bhi to sach tha ki mai aisey najuk moke par ush par yakin karne ke alawa kar bhi kya sakti thi.

Maine billu ko kaha theek hai, kal subah chalenge.

Vo bola, mai riksa lekar tere ghar aa jaaunga. Tum taiyar rahna.

Maine kaha nahi, tum vaha mat aana. Mai yahi garden mein aa jaaungi. Yaha se hum sath chalenge.

Vo bola, theek hai.

Vo bola, unse maafi maang lenge aur kya, aur bolenge ki aage se aisa nahi karenge.

Maine pucha agar vo nahi maane to ?
Vo bola, hum ek kosish to kar sakte hai.

Maine socha, iskey alawa hamare paas chara bhi kya hai.

Maine billu se kaha ki mai chalti hu, kal yahi milenge.

Vo bola mera riksa yahi paas mein hi khada hai mai tujhe chod dunga.

Maine kaha, uski koyi jarurat nahi hai. mai chali jaaungi

Vo bola, tujhe kya ho gaya, ush din to bahut maje kar rahi thi mere sath,

Maine kaha, tumne mujhe badi chalaki se fasaya tha. mai kuch bhi nahi karna chahti thi.

Vo bola, par maine daalte huve pucha tha, ki daalu ya nahi. maine teri marji ke bina kuch nahi kiya tha.

Mai kuch nahi bol payi.

Vo bola, jab maine pucha tha ki nikal lu ya maar lu to tune hi kaha tha ki maar lo. Ish me meri chalaki kaha se aa gayi.

Maine kaha chup raho, tum khub ache se jante ho ki kiski jyada galti hai. meri galti itni thi ki maine tumhe vakt rahte thappad nahi mara. Varna aaj mai ish haalat mein nahi hoti.

Vo bola, thappad maar to diya tune.

Maine pucha to kya tum uska badla le rahe ho

Vo bola, main kya badla lunga, mai to khud ish sab se paresan hu.

Maine kaha theek hai, ab baat karne ka koyi fayada nahi, mai chalti hu.

Usne mera hath tham liya aur bola, aaj tu bahut sundar lag rahi hai.

Maine uska hath jhatak diya aur boli ki, ab ish sab ka koyi fayada nahi.
aur mai vaha se chal di.

Ushne peeche se aawaj lagayi, kal 10:30 par yaha aa jana

Maine garden se bahar aa kar auto kiya aur seedhi ghar aa gayi.

Raste bhar mujhe ye vichar satata raha ki kya, billu ke bapu se milna jaruri hai.

Par jaisa ki billu kah raha tha aisa lag raha tha ki vo kisi bhi vakt sanjay se milne ghar aa sakta hai. aisa bhi ho sakta hai ki vo sanjay se milne clinic chala jaye.

Mere paas kal billu ke ghar jaane ke alawa koyi chara nahi tha.

Agle din mai 10 baje billu ke ghar jaane ke liye, ghar se chal di. Mai theek 10:30 baje garden mein pahunch gayi.

Billu vaha pehle se mera intezar kar raha tha. mujhe dekh kar vo mere paas aaya aur bola, chalo bahar mera riksa khada hai, ushi mein baith kar chalte hain

Maine pucha ki kya tumhare bapu ko pata hai ki tum mujhe lekar ghar aa rahe ho.

Vo bola, nahi, agar pata hota to vo kabhi na milta.

Mai ghabra rahi thi ki aakhir ab kya hoga.

Hum koyi 25 minut chalne ke baad ek slum area me aa gaye. charo aur gandagi aur kuda karkat faila tha.
Thoda chalne ke baad billu ne riksa ek purane se ghar ke bahar rok diya.
Maine pucha, yahi hai tumhara ghar.
Vo dheere se bola haan.

Mai rikse se utar gayi aur charo aur dekhne lagi.
Sabhi log mujhe vaha ajeeb si najro se dekh rahe the.
Billu bola, chalo andar chalte hai, log hame dekh rahe hai.

Mai ghabrate huve billu ke peeche, peeche ghar ke andar aa gayi.

Ghar me koyi nahi tha.

Mujhe pura yakin ho gaya ki ye billu mujhe yaha bahla fusala kar laya hai,

Maine pucha kaha hai tumhare bapu ?

Vo bola pata nahi shayad kahi bahar gaye hai, mai dekhta hu. Usne mujhe ek chair di, kaha baith jao, mai abhi aaya.

Vo ghar se bahar chala gaya.

Mai ajeeb si bechani liye apne charo aur dekhti rahi.

Achanak billu andar aaya aur bola, bapu aa raha hai,

Mai bechan ho uthi ki ab kya hoga. Aur mere paanv thar, thar kaanmpane lage.

Uska bapu aakar, seedha mere samne khada ho gaya.

Maine najre utha kar dekha to mai aur bhi jyada dar gayi. Ushke bapu ka chehra bahut bhyanak tha. ushne lambi, daadhi rakhi huyi thi, aur sar par ek pagadi bandh rakhi thi. maine ushe dekh kar najre jhuka li aur chupchap baith gayi.

Vo bola, tujhe kya ish purey sahar me mera billu hi mila tha.
Mai sar jhukaye baithi rahi

Vo bola, ye saara kaam, dhaam chod kar tere chakar me pada hai. kab se ye koyi bhi paisa ghar nahi laya. Ye roj tere ghar ke chakar laga raha hai.

Maine kaha, mujhe aisa kuch nahi pata, maine kabhi billu ko aisa karne ko nahi kaha. Mera billu se koyi sambandh nahi hai. apko koyi galat fahami huyi hai.

Vo bola, acha to ye bata ki kya ye jhut hai ki tune billu ke sath apne ghar ke peeche kuch galat kaam kiya tha.

Mai chup rahi.

Vo phir bola, bol kya ye jhut hai ?

Maine kaha, meri koyi galti nahi ?

Vo bola, iski diary mein sab leekha hai. mai sab kuch tere muh se sunana chahta hu.

Maine kaha, muhje maaf kar deejiye maine kuch nahi kiya.

Vo bola, agar tune kuch nahi kiya to yaha kyo baithi ho.

Mai koyi jawab nahi de paayi.

Vo bola, pata hai mai tere pati ki bahut ijjat karta hu. Tera pati devta hai aur tu ye sab kar rahi hai.

Mai kuch bhi kahne ki halat mein nahi thi.

Vo bola, agar tu doctor sanjay ki biwi naa hoti to tera aisa haal karta ki tu kisi aur ladke par dorey dalna bhul jaati, teri yahi leta kar buri tarah se marta

Mai sharmindagi ki halat liye chupchap baithi rahi. mujhe yakin hi nahi ho raha tha ki mai ye kya sun rahi hu.

Vo bola, par kya karu tu doctor saheb ki biwi hai. mai aisa kuch nahi kar sakta.

Mai kya bol sakti thi. vo khud bakwas kar raha tha.

Vo bola, agar tum nahi boli to mai abhi ke abhi doctor sanjay ke paas chala jaaunga.

Maine kaha, nahi, nahi please, aage se aisa nahi hoga.

Ushne pucha kya nahi hoga.

Maine kaha, mera ab billu se koyi sambandh nahi hai.
Iska matlab sambandh tha.

Billu beech me kuch kahne laga to, uske bapu ne ek jordar thappad uske muh par jad diya.

Vo bola, mai ish se puch raha hu tu chup kar.

Vo bola, haa to iska matlab sambandh tha.

Maine kaha, aisa kuch nahi hai. mujh se bas ek baar galti ho gayi. Aage se aisa nahi hoga.

Billu bola, bapu aisa mat karo iska pati ishey ghar se nikal dega.

Vo badi besharmi se bola, to acha hoga ishey tu rakh lena. Vaise bhi tu iska deewana hai, ishke sath rah kar apna muh kala karna.

Mai soch rahi thi ki hey bhagwan mujhe ye kya, kya sunana pad raha hai.

Billu aage kuch nahi bola.

Uska bapu meri taraf muda aur bola, tu bata tere pati se kab baat karu.

Billu fir se bola, bapu jaane do naa. Iska ghar ujad jayega.

Vo bola, ghar to ushi din ujad gaya tha jish din ishne aisa kaam kiya tha.

Maine foran kaha, mujhe billu ne bahkaya tha meri koyi galati nahi.

Billu bola, arey vah, maine bhadkaya tha. teri marji ke bina nahi daala tha maine.

Uska bapu bola, chup karo tum dono.

Ushne phir se mujhse pucha ki bata kab milu tere pati se mai.

Maine kaha, please aisa kuch mat kijiye. Mai ab billu se nahi milati, hamare beech ab kuch nahi hai.
Par vo hasne laga, aur bola, jhut bolti hai, mujhe yakin hai ki tum dono yaha aane se pehle kuch kar ke aaye honge.

Mai jor se boli, aisa kuch nahi hai.

Tu chahe kuch kahe, mai tere pati se mil kar rahunga. Agar ushey abhi nahi bataya to tu phir se kisi aur ladke ki jeendagi barbad karegi. Billu ko to tune nikkama bana hi diya hai.

Billu bola, bapu tum bhi kar lo naa ?

Maine chonk kar uski aur dekha, to usne mujhe chup rahne ka ishara kiya.

Uska bapu jor se bola, dafa ho jao yaha se, aur billu ko vaha se bhaga diya.

Mai aur bhi jyada ghabra gayi.

Ab mai vaha akeli thi.

Vo bola, aisa tum log soch bhi kaise sakte ho. Mai doctor saheb ki puja karta hu. Chi….chi

Vo bola, kya tum apne pati se khus nahi ho.

Maine kaha, khus hu.

Vo bola, phir ye sab kyo kiya ?

Maine kuch nahi kaha.

Vo bola, mai aaj tere ghar aa raha hu. Tum ab jao yaha se.
Mai ghabra gayi aur boli ki please mujhe maaf kardo ab mere aur billu ke beech kuch nahi hai.

Achanak meri najar uski pant par gayi. Maine jo dekha ushey dekh kar mai hairan rah gayi. Uska ling pant ke andar tana huva tha.

Maine ek pal bhi vaha rukna theek nahi samjha aur foran bahar aa gayi.
Billu bahar hi khada tha.

Maine kaha chalo mujhe ghar jana hai.

Ushne pucha kya huva.

Maine kaha, kuch nahi mujhe bas ghar chod do.

Mai foran uske rikse mein baith gayi.

Maine gusse mein pucha, ye kya badtamiji thi.

Vo bola, kya huva.

Maine kaha, kya huva, tum apne bapu ko mere sath kya ?

Aur mai pura sentence nahi bol payi.

Vo bola, ishke alawa chara bhi kya tha. tujhe nahi pata, aurat mere bapu ki kamjori hai. mai soch raha tha ki agar vo ek baar tumhare sath karle to……………

Maine ushe vahi rok diya, chup karo.

Vo bola, theek hai mai kuch nahi kahta.

Ushne pucha, kya tere ghar me phone hai.

Maine kaha, haan hai.

Vo bola, mujhey number de de, koyi baat huyi to bata dunga.

Mujhe jaane kya sujhi maine ushey number de diya aur boli ki, apne bapu ko phir se samjhana.

Vo bola, kya matlab tu bhi karne ko taiyar hai kya ?

Maine gusse mein kaha, chup karo, mai kah rahi hu ki ushe samjhana ki mere pati se naa miley.

Vo bola, theek hai.

Maine dekha ki billu phir se apna riksa ,mere ghar ke peeche modna chahta hai

Maine ushey foran rok liya aur boli, mujhe ghar ke samne utaro.

Vo bola, par mujhe laga hum tere ghar ke peeche thodi baat kar lenge.

Maine kaha baate bahut ho gayi, tum samne ke rastey se chalo.

Aur ushne chupcahap mujhe gharke samne chod diya.

Mai foran ghar ke abdar aa gayi.

Mai soch, soch kar pareshan thi ki aakhir billu ka bapu chahta kya hai.
vo baate to badi, badi kar raha tha par uska ling uski pant mein tana huva tha, aakhir vo kaisa insaan hai.

Pura din mai pareshan rahi.

Sham ko kitchen me khana banate vakt mere phone ki ghanti baji.

Maine foran phone utha liya.

Maine kaha, hello, udhar se awaj aayi, ritu mai billu bol raha hu.

Maine pucha haan batao, kya huva.

Vo bola, abhi kuch nahi huva, mera bapu manane ko taiyar nahi hai.

maine ushe ye bhi kaha ki tu uske sath ek baar kar legi par vo nahi mana.

Vo tere pati se mil kar sab bata dena chahta hai.

Maine kaha, tumhe ye sab bolne ki kya jarurat thi aur phone rakh diya.

Mujhe tassali thi ki uska baap, billu jaisa nahi hai. billu hota to aisa moka nahi chodta. Par mai hairan thi ki uski pant me vo kyo tana huva tha.
Maine socha mujhe jarur koyi galat fahami huyi hai.

Mai soch rahi thi ki ab kya karu. Tabhi achanak door bell baji aur mai dar gayi, ki kahi billu ka bapu sach me to nahi aa gaya, vah aaj aane ke baare me bol raha tha.
Sanjay ke aane ka bhi vakt ho gaya tha.

Maine darwaja khola, mai chonk kar behosh hone ko ho gayi.

Samne billu ka baap khada tha. jiska dar tha vahi ho gaya.

Maine kaha, aap please yaha se jao.
Vo bola doctor saheb kaha hai.
Maine kaha vo ghar par nahi hain please mujhe maaf kar do, mai ab billu se nahi milungi, ab to sab khatam ho chuka hai.

Vo bola, sab khatam ho jaane se teri galti to kam nahi ho jati. Tere pati ko pata to chalna chahiye ki tu kya gul kheelati hai unke peeche. Mai aaj doctor se mil kar hi jaaunga.

Vakt badhta jaa raha tha, sanjay kabhi bhi aa sakte the. Mere paanv thar, thar kaanp rahe the.

Mujhe na jaane kya sujhi maine ushey bol diya ki mai kuch bhi karne ko taiyar hu, aap please abhi yaha se chale jao.
Vo bola, tu mere liye kya karegi ?

Maine gidgidate huve kaha ap jo kahenge karungi, par please abhi yaha se jao.

Vo achanak muda aur vaha se chala gaya.

Maine chain ki saans li.

Sanjay uske thodi der baad ghar aa gaye. Aakar vo fresh hone chale gaye.

Mai kitchen mein khana banane lagi.
Tabhi achanak phone ki ghanti baji.
Maine uthaya to udhar se billu ki aawaj aayi, maine pucha, bolo kya baat hai.

Vo bola, mere bapu ne tujhe kal subah 11 baje bulaya hai, mai tujhe lene aa jaaunga.

Ye kah kar ushne phone rakh diya.

Mai sab sun kar bechan ho gayi. Mai soch rahi thi ki aakhir vo kya chahta hai.

Tab mujhe dhyan aaya ki mai hadbadahat me uske bapu ko kya bol gayi, thi.

Ushey vaha se bhejne ke liye mai kuch bhi karne ko taiyar ho gayi thi.

Mai soch rahi thi ki ye kaise narak mein fans gayi hu mai. Meri choti si bhool, ab choti na rah kar bahut badi ban chuki thi. pata nahi ab kya hoga ?mai raat bhar bechan rahi ki ab kya hoga. Man me baar baar ye khyal aa raha tha ki mujhe sanjay ko sab bata dena chahiye, Shayad vo samajh jaye aur mujhe maaf kar de.

Sanjay karvat liye dusri aur lete huve the, par meri bilkul bhi himmat nahi huyi ki mai unhe utha kar unse kuch kah saku.

Mai chupchap lete huve apni kismat ko roti rahi. mai soch rahi thi ki aakhir billu ke bapu ne mujhe kal kyo bulaya hai ? vo mujhse kya chahta hai?

tab mujhe dhyan aaya ki kaise uska ling uski pant mein tana huva tha, aur mein ye soch kar ghabra gayi ki kahi phir se to mujhe vo sab nahi karna padega.

badi muskil se to maine billu se peecha chudaya tha. kahi phir se vo mujhe apne jaal mein to nahi phasa raha ?

aisey kayi sawal mere deemag mein ghum rahe the.

Subah kab ho gayi pata hi nahi chala, par mai ek pal ko bhi chain se nahi sho payi. saari raat deemag yaha vaha ghumta raha.

Sanjay ne breakfast karte vakt pucha, ritu kya huva aaj dheeli dheeli lag rahi ho, tabiyat to theek hai naa.

Maine kaha haa theek hai tumhe yu hi lag raha hai.

Man to kar raha tha ki main sanjay ko sab kuch bata du. Par meri bilkul himmat nahi huyi. Main ye soch kar ruk jaati thi ki vo bilkul bardast nahi kar payenge.

Sanjay aur chintoo ke jaane ke baad mai sar pakad kar baith gayi.

Badi muskil se maine dheere, dheere ghar ke kaamo ko niptaya.

Mai sab kaam karke nahane chali gayi.

Mai naha kar bahar nikali hi thi ki door bell baj uthi.

Mai jhat se bedroom ki aur bhagi.

Jaldi se, kapde pahan kar mai darvaja kholne aa gayi.

Jaisa ki mujhe lag raha tha, samne billu khada tha.

Vo mujhe dekh kar bola, arey tu abhi tak taiyar nahi huyi 10:30 ho gaye hai. Mera bapu gussa ho jayega, pata hai naa vo badi muskil se mana hai.

Mai hairan thi ki aakhir ye billu itna utawala kyo ho raha hai.

Maine ushe kaha tum rikse par wait karo yaha kisi ne dekh liya to pareshani hogi, vaise hi pareshani bahut hai.
Vo vaha se chala gaya aur mai apne bedroom me aa gayi.

Mai phir se uske bapu se milne nahi jana chahti thi.

par mere paas koyi chara bhi to nahi tha.
mujhe dar tha ki kahi vo phir se yaha naa aa jaye. Mai har haal mein apne parivar ko bachaye rakhna chahti thi.

Dil me ajeeb si halchal ho rahi thi.
Mujhe ye ahsas ho gaya tha ki billu ke bapu ne mujhe kyo bulaya hai. yahi meri chinta ka sabse bada kaaran tha.

Mai khud ko gahre daldal mein jaate huve mahsus kar rahi thi.

jaise daldal se nikalne ki koshis mein hum aur gahre dubtey jaate hai, aisa hi kuch mere sath bhi ho raha tha.

Mai taiyar ho kar, ghar ko lock kar ke chupchap rikse mein baith gayi.

Maine koyi faisala nahi kiya tha ki mujhe billu ke ghar jana chahiye yaa nahi. mai bas chal di thi. shayad aisey faisaley kiye bhi nahi jaa sakte.

Billu thoda dur jaa kar peeche mud kar bola, tu bahut pyari lag rahi hai aaj.

Maine uski baat ka koyi jawab nahi diya. darasal mai ush se koyi baat nahi karna chahti thi. ushi ke kaaran to mein feer se nayi musibat mein thi.

Maine ushey bol bhi diya, tum chupchap chalo mujh se jyada bakwas karne ki jarurat nahi hai.

Par vo nahi maana aur bola, agar mere bas mein hota to mai aisa kabhi nahi hone deta.

Maine gusse mein pucha, par tum to mujhe ghar le jaane ke liye bahut utawale (desperate) ho rahe the.

Vo bola, tujhe ghar le jaana meri majburi hai, tujhe nahi pata, mera bapu bahut gussal hai, agar vakt se, ghar nahi pahunche to ho sakta hai ki vo hame ghar mein ghusne naa de.

Maine man hi man socha, acha ho aisa hi ho jaye.

Mera man bahut dara huva tha. mai chahti thi ki sab jaldi jaldi beet jaye aur mai vapas ghar aa jaa-oon.

Uska ghar kab aa gaya pata hi nahi chala. Mai rikse se utar kar ghar ke bahar khadi ho gayi aur sochne lagi ki andar jaa-oon ya na jaa-oon.

Billu bola, aa na kya soch rahi hai, bahar sab log dekh rahe hain jaldi ander aaja.

Mai bhari, bhari kadmo se billu ke sath ander aa gayi. Aaj phir ghar mein koyi bhi nahi deekh raha tha.

Billu mujhe ek kamre mein le gaya aur bola, baith jaa, bapu ka kamra yahi hai. kamra bahut chota tha. slum area mein ish se jyada ho bhi kya sakta tha. unke ghar mein kul mila kar do chote chote kamre the.

Mai darte, darte vaha rakhi ek kursi par baith gayi.

Billu bola, bapu kahin bahar hoga, abhi aa jayega.

Main man hi man soch rahi thi ki vo naa hi aaye to acha hai.

Billu mujhe vahan chod kar chala gaya.

Achanak uske bapu ki awaj sunayi di.

Vo billu se puch raha tha, kaha hai vo.

Billu ne kaha, bapu vo andar tumhare kamre mein hai.

Vo bola, ek thanda aur thodi namkin ley aa, aur haa jaldi aana.

Aur billu jee bapu kah kar ghar se bahar chala gaya.

Main khomoshi se sab sun rahi thi.

Jab uske kadmo ki aahat meri aur badhati huyi mahsus huyi to mai aur bhi jyada saham gayi.

Ushne bahar se jhankte huve pucha, tu theek hai naa koyi takleef to nahi ?

Maine kaha, jee

Vo bola, tu doctor saheb ki biwi hai, mai tera pura dhayan rakhunga, tu thoda baith mai abhi aata hun.

Vo feer se ghar ke bahar chala gaya.

Mai soch rahi thi ki aakhir vo kar kya raha hai. mai jald se jald vaha se nikalna chahti thi.

Itney mein billu aa gaya, ushne mere samne table rakh kar pepsi aur namkin rakh di, aur bola, lo thanda pee lo.

Mai kuch bhi peene, khane ke mood mein nahi thi.

Tabhi achanak uska bapu aa gaya.

Ushne billu se pucha, ye kya ghatiya si namkin ley aaya hai, kuch aur nahi tha kya ?

Billu bola, bapu bas yahi thi dukan par.

Uska bapu bola, chal jaa yaha se ab, billu meri aur dekhte huve vaha se chala gaya.

Mai chupchap sahme huve baithi rahi.

Billu ke bapu ne, darwaja band kar diya aur andar se kundi laga lee.

Mera dil zor zor se dhadakne laga, jaisa mujhe lag raha tha, vahi huva, vo mujhse…………..

Vo bola, arey tune kuch liya hi nahi, ye pepsi pee ley tere liye hi hai.

Maine kaha jee koyi bat nahi, mujhe icha nahi hai.

Vo bola, kuch aur logi ?

Aur ushne apni pant ki jeb se desi daru ki ek choti si bottle nikal lee.

Maine foran gardan naa ke ishare mein hila di.

Vo meri kursi ke sath lage bed par baith gaya aur apni bottle kholne laga.

Vo bola, aaj bahut dino baad peene ka man ho raha hai. sab tere kaaran hai. tu bahut sundar hai, pata hai bahar log hairan ho rahe hai ki itni sundar ladki yaha kya kar rahi hai, Sharab aur shabab dono sath hone chahiye.

Ushne ek gilas uthaya aur ushme daru daalne laga.

Meri aur dekhtey huve vo ek hi jhatkey mein pura gilas satak gaya. Maine aaj tak kisi ko sharab peetey nahi dekha tha ishliye hairan aur pareshan thi.

Achanak vo khada huva aur bola, aa ab teri baari. Ye daru to fail ho gayi ismey koyi nasha nahi hai, ab tere ander dekhta hu kitna nasha hai.

Mai hairan thi uske badle huve roop ko dekh kar.
Kal to vo badi badi baate kar raha tha, aur aaj ye sab.
Mujhe sab kuch natak sa lag raha tha, lag raha tha jaise mujhe badi chalaki se fasaya gaya hai.

Par ab mai kya kar sakti thi, mai khamosi se baithi rahi.

Vo zor se bola, idhar aa.

Mai dar kar khadi ho gayi aur chupchap uske samne aa gayi.

Maine kaha jee k…..k……..kuch nahi.

Vo bola, kya kuch nahi, dhoka, mai tujhe dekh lunga. Mujhe kal tere ghar se nahi aana chahiye tha, tere pati se mil kar hi aana chahiye tha.

Maine darte huve kaha,…..a….a……aap jo kahe kar dungi.

Vo hansne laga aur bola, tu apni marji se karegi naa.

Maine kaha, jee.

Vo bola, acha to ghum jaa aur apna naada khol kar apni gaand deekha, denkhu to sahi aisi bhi kya baat hai teri gaand mein ki billu uska diwana ho gaya hai.

Mera chehra sharam aur guilt se laal ho gaya.

Billu ka bapu ab billu jaisi hi baate kar raha tha. billu aur ushme koyi farak nahi dikh raha tha.

Vo phir bola, arey kya soch rahi hai, apni kaatil gaand nahi deekhaogi, jish se tune mere bete ka katal kar diya.

Mai karti bhi to kya karti, mai uske samne ghum gayi. Par mere hath naada kholtey huve kaanp rahe the.

Badi muskil se maine naada khola aur apni salwar neechey sarkayi.

Ushne turant kamre ki light jala di aur mere aur karib aa gaya.

Vo bola, ye kameez utha.

maine ushey dheere se utha liya.

vo bola, ye panty kya mai utarunga, ye bhi to sarka.

Maine kameez chod kar panty neeche sarka di aur chupchap vaha khadi ho gayi.

Vo bola, ye kameez pareshan kar rahi hai, aur ushe utarne laga. mera to bura haal ho gaya.

Mai ushe chahte huve bhi nahi rok paayi. Ushne meri kameez utar kar ek taraf fenk di.

Vo mere nitambo ko ghurtey huve bola, arey vah kitni jaalim gaand hai teri, mere bete ka koyi kasur nahi, ishey dekh kar to koyi bhi pagal ho jaayega.

Mai kuch bhi kahne ki halat mein nahi thi, mai chupchap sar jhukaye khadi rahi.

Ushne apne dono haatho se mere nitambo ko chuva aur bola, sach mein mast maal hai tere paas, bahut maja ayega aaj.

Ushne pucha, kya billu ke alawa kisi aur ne bhi maari hai ye.

Mai sakpaka gayi ki kya kahu ab.

Vo phir bola, bata naa,

Maine dheere se kaha, jee mere pati ne.

Vo bola, bas, bas uska naam mat ley mai kuch nahi kar paaunga.

Vo bola, Uskey alawa.

Maine kaha, Jee bas billu

Vo gussey mein bola, tu to kal kah rahi thi ki tera billu se koyi sambndh nahi hai.

Mai dheere se jheejaktey huve boli, jee bas ek baar kiya tha.

Vo bola, bas ek baar de kar tune ushey pagal bana kar chod diya. pata hai kitna nuksaan huva hai mera. Ushney kayi dino se ek paisa kama kar nahi diya. vo sara din tere peeche ghumta hai.

Mai khamosi se sab sunati rahi.

Vo bola, bata ab teri kya saja hai.

Maine pucha, kya matlab ?

Vo bola, kuch nahi seedhi ho jaa, teri gaand to mast hai ab teri chut to dekh lu.

Maine hadbadatey huve kaha, jee billu ne itna hi kiya tha, aap bhi itna hi kar lo.

Vo bola, mai billu ka baap hu, thoda jyada to hoga hi, chal gum jaa.

Mai najre jhukaye huve uske samne ghum gayi.

Vo mere samne baith gaya aur bade gaur se meri yoni ko dekhne laga.

Vo bola, arey vah ye to teri gaand se bhi jyada sundar hai, kitni chikni hai saali, lund lagatey hi fisal jayega.

Maine sharmindagi mein apne chehre par hath rakh liye.

Vo bahut hi gandi baate kar raha tha. bilkul billu ki tarah.

Mujhe ab yakin ho chala tha ki, ye sab in dono ki chaal hai. badi chalaki se inhone mujhe yaha ye sab karney ko bulaya hai. mai man hi man billu ko kos rahi thi.

Vo mere yoni ke dwar par ungali laga kar bola, arey ye to bilkul sukhi padi hai, abhi kuch karta hun.

Mere sharir mein beejli ki lehar daud gayi.

Ushne kaha, chal yaha bed par let jaa.

Mai hairani mein thi ki vo aakhir karna kya chahta hai.

Maine kaha, aap bas jitna billu ne kiya tha, utna hi kar lo aur mujhe jaane do.

Vo bola, billu ne kitna kiya tha sab bata.

Mai chup ho gayi. Mai kuch bhi kahne ki halat mein nahi thi.

Vo bola, bata naa kitna kiya tha, billu ne, mai bhi utna hi kar lunga, mujhe vaise bhi tere pati ke kaaran jheejak ho rahi hai.

Maine kaha, ushne bas mere nitambo ko chuva tha, aur bas vahi se kiya tha.

Vo bola, arey vah theek hai feer mai bhi utna hi karunga. pehle jara yaha to late jaa.

Mai jeejhaktey huve bed par late gayi.

Vo meri tango ke beech aa gaya aur meri yoni ko bade gor se dekhne laga.

maine apni aankhe band kar lee. Mai ushki besharmi bardast nahi kar paa rahi thi.

Achanak muje apni yoni par kuch chubhta huva mahsus huva.

Maine ankhen kholi to paya ki, uska muh meri yoni ke bilkul upar hai.

Vo bola, vah kya khusbu hai jaalim ki.

Ish se pehle ki mai kuch soch pati, uske honth meri yoni ke upar the.

Mai bechan ho uthi.

Usne meri yoni ki pankhudiyo ko apne honto mein daba liya, aur badi besharmi se unhe choosne laga.

Main bechani mein apni tange patakne lagi.

Aaj tak mere aur sanjay ke beech oral sex nahi huva tha. hum iske baare mein sochtey to the par kabhi kar nahi paye the.

Pehli baar kisi ke honth meri yoni par the.

Mera man guilt se bhara tha, par meri yoni mujhe dhoka de rahi thi.

Vo meri yoni se muh hata kar bola, dekh kitni chikni ho gayi hai ab, pani ka dariya baha rahi hai.

Maine glani se apni ankhe band kar li.

Vo bola, kya kisi ne kabhi teri chut choosi hai.

Maine koyi jawab nahi diya.

Vo phir bola, bata naa choosi hai kya kisi ne.

Maine kaha, nahi.

Vo bola, tere pati ne bhi nahi ?

Mai ye sun kar hairan ho gayi. abhitak to ushe mere pati ke naam se jeejhak ho rahi thi aur ab vo khud unke baare mein puch raha tha.

Maine gussey mein pucha, kyo ?

Vo bola, kuch nahi jaane de.

Mere naa chahtey huve bhi hosh ud gaye, aur ek pal ko mai kho gayi.

Par jaldi hi maine khud ko sambhal liya.

Mai kisi bhi pal ko enjoy nahi karna chahti thi.
Vaha mera hona ek saja thi, jitni jaldi ye saja khatam ho acha ho.

Ushne pucha, kaisa lag raha hai.

Maine kaha, mujhe nahi pata.

Ushne phir se apna muh meri yoni se sata diya aur besharmi se choosane laga.

Na chahtey huve bhi mai, ek ajeeb si bechaini mein khone lagi.

Vo bola, acha lag raha hai na tujhe ?

Mai khomosi se leti rahi.

Vo bola, bata na acha lag raha hai kya tujhe ? mai jab tak tu chahe choosta rahunga mujhe teri chut choosne mein bada maja aa raha hai, bahut mitha, ras hai iska.

Mai soch rahi thi ki kitna besharam hai ye kaisi ajeeb baate kar raha hai.

Aur vo phir se meri yoni ko choosne laga. meri yoni par uski daadhi key baal jor se chubh rahe the, aur ek ajeeb si sansation paida kar rahe the.

Mere man mein khyal aaya ki ritu bas rok de ish aadmi ko, itna kaafi hai ish ke liye, aur yaha se foran nikal le.

Maine uska sar vaha se hata diya aur boli, bas bahut ho gaya, ab main chalti hu.

Vo bola, tune kaha tha, jo mai chahunga tu karegi, abhi maine tujhe jaane ko nahi kaha.

Mai boli, kitni der se tum kar to rahe ho, ab bahut ho gaya.

Vo bola, tujhe maja nahi aa raha kya ?

Maine kaha mujhe nahi pata, mujhe ghar jaa kar kaam bhi karna hai.

Vo bola, theek hai hum jaldi jaldi kartey hai aur phir se meri yoni par jhuk gaya.

Maine phir se aankhe band kar lee aur sochne lagi ki, meri jeendagi kaise mod par aa gayi hai, itna badsurat aadmi mere sabse private part se itni besharmi se khel raha hai.

Achanak mujhe mehsus huva ki vah meri yoni se hath chuka hai. mujhe ek pal ko sakun mila.

Maine aankhe khol kar dekha to paya ki vah apni zip khol raha hai.

Maine apni ankhe jhat se band kar lee. Mai ghabra gayi ki ab ye kya karega.

Ushne mera haath pakada aur jhat se ushe apne ling par rakh diya. mujhe ek dam karant sa laga aur maine apna haath vapas kheench liya.

Vo bola, arey pakad naa, tujhe billu ke lund se acha lagega.

Mai kya kahti chupchap vaha padi rahi.

Ushne phir se mera haath jor se pakad kar apne ling par kas ke rakh diya.

Ish baar ushne apna haath mere haath ke upar daba kar rakha.

Mai chahtey huve bhi apna haath nahi kheench payi.

Maine halki si aankh khol kar dekha to kaanp gayi. Uska bahut hi bada lag raha tha.

Ushne ye dekh liya aur bola, arey sharma mat puri aankh khol kar dekh, tujhe acha lagega.

Maine foran ankhe band kar lee.

Mere haat mein vo aisa mahsus ho raha tha jaise ki koyi moti lakadi ka tukda ho.

Mein chahtey huve bhi apna haath vaha se nahi kheench payi. Ushne badi majbuti se mera hath vaha tika rakha tha.

Vo bola, chal choos ishey.

Maine apni gardan naa ke isharey mein hila di.

Vo bola, arey choos na, maine bhi to teri chut choosi hai. tu to kahti thi jo mai chahunga tu karegi, kaha gaya tera kal kaa vada.

Ushne mujhe jor de kar uthaya aur mujhe apne aage jamin par baitha diya.

Maine ankhe kholi to paya ki uska ling bilkul mere muh ke samne jhul raha tha. bahut bada lag raha tha vo. Uske charo taraf bahut ghane kaale baal the. Pura ek jangal ugaa huva tha.

Maine aisa bhayanak ling dekh kar apni aankhe jhat se band kar lee.

Vo mere honto par apna ling ragadne laga, aur bola, muh khol.

Maine koyi harkat nahi ki.

Vo bola, khol naa, thoda choos le, tujhe jaldi jaana hai na.

Maine jheejakte huve muh khola hi tha, ki ushne koyi 3 inch mere muh me ghusa diya aur bola, shabas, ye huyi naa baat.

Mera muh phata jaa raha tha, aur vo aur jyada ander daalne ki koshis kar raha tha.

Mujhe ulti aane ko ho gayi aur mai vaha se jor laga kar hat gayi.

Mai thoda theek mahsus karne lagi hi thi ki ushne phir se mere muh par apna ling sata diya.

Vo bola, chal ab jaldi jaldi choos, vakt kam hai.

Maine dheere, dheere uska choosna suru kar diya.

Mai bahut guilt ki bhavna se bhari huyi thi aur soch rahi thi ki ye mujhe kya karna pad raha hai.

Aaj tak maine sanjay ke sath bhi ish tarah se nahi kiya tha.

Mai pray kar rahi thi ki ye sab jaldi khatam ho jaye.

Thodi der baad ushne mujhe ghumne ko kaha,

Mujhe ye sun kar sakun mila, uska choostey choostey mera muh dukhne laga tha.

Vo bola, salwar nikal de aur ghum jaa.

Maine kaha kapde rahne do aise hi kar lo.

Vo bola, nikal na jaldi, mujhe gussa mat dila.

Maine, dheere dheere kapde utar diye aur uske samne bilkul nangi ho gayi.

Vo mere ubharo ko dekhtey huve bola, jara ruk aur mere ubharo ko chumne laga.

Mai chupchap tamasa dekhti rahi.

Vo baari, baari se mere nipples ko muh me lekar choos raha tha, uski daadhi mere ubharo par kaanto ki tarah chubh rahi thi.

Thodi der baad vo bola, chal ab ghum jaa aur jhuk jaa.

Maine pucha aap kya karoge ?

Vo bola, jo billu ne kiya tha, teri gaand marunga.

Ye sun kar mein guilt se mar gayi.

Ushne mujhe jhukaya aur mere nitambo par apna ling ragadne laga.

Ushne muje phir apni aur ghumaya aur bola, chal ishey muh me lekar thoda chikna kar, daalne mein aasani hogi.

Mein sab jaldi khatam karna chahti thi, ish liye main niche jhuk kar uske ling ko muh mein lekar choosne lagi.

Koyi 5 minut baad vo bola, bas theek hai, vapas ghum jaa.

Jaise hi mein uske aage jhuki ushne mere ubharo ko dono hatho se tham liya, aur unhe kuchalne laga.

thodi der baad mujhe uska ling apne yoni dwar par mahsus huva. Mai dar gayi ki kahi ye yaha na daal de. Par vo jaldi hi vaha se hat gaya.

Achanak ushne mere kandho ko jor se tham liya aur mai cheenkh uthi…..aaaahhhhhhhhhhh
Aaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii.

Please nikalo ishey.

Ushne ek jhatke mein apna adha ling meri yoni mein ghussa diya tha.

Mein cheela kar boli, tumne galat jagah daal diya, nikal lo.

Vo bola, bilkul sahi jagah daala hai, bahut chikni hai teri chut lagate hi fisal gaya, thoda ruk tujhe maja aaney lagega.

Mai dard se mari jaa rahi thi. sukar hai ki vo jabardasti ander nahi dhakel raha tha.

billu ki tarah vo bhi dheere dheere ander sarka raha tha.

Uska, ek, ek inch mere ander jata huva mahsus ho raha tha.

Jab ushne apna pura ander daal diya to bola, ley chala gaya pura.

Mujhe, uskey vaha ke baal apne nitambo par kaanto ki tarah chubhte huve mahsus ho rahe the.

Mai uskey ling ka koyi ahsas mahsus nahi karna chahti thi.

Par ye sach tha ki uska ling meri yoni mein bahut gahrayi tak pahunch gaya tha, jaha tak ki aaj tak sanjay bhi nahi pahunch paye the.

Dheere, dheere mera dard kam, ho gaya.

Vo bola, kaisa lag raha hai ?

Maine koyi jawab nahi diya.

Vo bola, billu ne apni diary mein likha tha ki tune khud ushey gaand marne ko kaa tha, kya ye sach hai ?

Maine kaha, jee nahi aisa kuch nahi hai.

Mai hairan thi ki ye sab kuch billu ki tarah kar raha hai, bilkul ushi ki tarah kamina hai.

Maine kuch nahi kaha.

Mujhe mehsus huva ki vo apna ling bahar ki aur kheench raha hai.

Uska ling bahar ki aur nikla hi tha ki ushne pura vapas ghussa diya aur mai puri ki puri hil gayi.

Vo bola, tu kahe ya na kahe mai to maar raha hu, tu to yu hi sharmati rahegi.

Ye kahte hi ushne meri yoni mein tej, tej dhake marne suru kar diye.

Na chahtey huve bhi mai har dhake ke saath hava mein jhul rahi thi.

Main kab saatve aasman par pahunch gayi pata hi nahi chala.

Mera man guilt se bhara tha par main ye nahi jhutla sakti thi ki meri yoni mein mujhe bahut maja aa raha hai.

Uske ling ki ragad meri yoni mein bahut gahrayi tak mahsus ho rahi thi.

Phir ushne kuch aisi baat ki jishe sun kar mai chonk gayi.

Vo ek jor daar dkaka andar ki aur laga kar, ruk gaya aur bola, tune jo mere sath kiya tha, uski ye bahut choti saja hai.

Maine hairani bhare shabdo mein pucha, kya matalab ?

Vo bola, tune mujhe bilkul nahi pahchana ?

Maine phir hairani mein jawab diya, nahi.

Vo bola, Yaad kar kabhi mai aisey hi tere peeche khada tha, farak sirf itna tha ki mera lund meri pant mein tha, teri chut mein nahi, tu pani pee rahi thi, mai tere peeche line mein laga tha.

Mai hadbadatey huve boli… k…..k……. k….. kya ?

Mujhe yakin hi nahi ho raha tha ki mai kya sun rahi hu. Maine jor laga kar vaha se hatne ki koshis ki par ushne mere kandho ko majbuti se pakad rakha tha.

Vo bola kuch yaad aaya madam, aur phir se tej tej dhake marne laga aur meri saanse phul gayi.

Maine pucha, k….k…..kya tum ashok ho.

Vo ruk kar bola, haa bilkul theek pahchana, aap ki yaardast to bahut achi hai.

Meri aankho ke aage andhera chaa gaya. Mujhe yakin hi nahi ho raha tha ki ye sab sach hai. muje sab ek bura sapna sa lag raha tha.

Par kaas vo sapna hota.

Vo sapna nahi hakeekat thi.

Meri yoni mein mere college ke dino ka peon, Ashok ling daale khada tha. Mai soch bhi nahi paa rahi thi ki kya karu.

Maine chatpatatey huve gussey mein kaha, chod mujhe kamine.

Vo hasane laga aur mujhe majbuti se pakad kar phir se teji se mere ander dhake marne laga.

Vo thodi der baad ruka aur bola, madam mein aap ki marji se kar raha hu. Meine koyi jabardasti nahi ki. mein to har pal aapke samne tha aapne hi mujhe nahi pahchana.

Mein soch rahi thi ki aakhir mein ashok ko kyo nahi pehchan paayi.

Mujhe laga mein itni paresan thi aur upar se uski lambi daadhi, mujh se bhul ho gayi. College ke time uski daadhi nahi thi. aur maine uski ghinoni surat theek se na tab dekhi thi aur naa ab dekhi thi.

Vo bola, kya sochne lagi madam ?

Maine kaha ashok dekho ye theek nahi hai, tumne dhoka kiya hai, please nikal lo bahar aur mujhe jaane do.

Vo bola, jaha itni der itna kar liya thoda aur kar lene de, tera kya jayega, aur bahut tej, tej meri yoni mein dhake marne laga.

Main kuch nahi bol payi. Uskey ek ek dhake ke sath meri saanse phul rahi thi aur meri yoni ke saath saath pure sarir mein halchal ho rahi thi.

Maine kaha, ruk jao please.

Vo bola, bas thodi der aur madam aur, dhake marta raha.

Achanak vo jor se cheelaya aaaahhhhhhhhhh aur uske dhako ki speed charam par pahunch gayi.

Meri saanso ki speed bhi saatve aasman par pahunch gayi. Meri yoni mein ajeeb si halchal hone lagi…achanak mere muh se nikal gaya ahhhh bas……ruk jao aur meri yoni ne pani ki nadiya baha di.

Vo jor se bola, bas ek minut aaaahhhhhh……..hhhhhhhhhhhh , aur ek jhatke mein meri yoni mein dher sara pani geera diya.

Phir ushne dhire se apna ling nikal liya aur bola, maja aa gaya.

Main behos ho kar vahi jamin par gir gayi.

Ashok ne mujhe godi me uthaya aur mujhe bed par leta diya.

Vo bola, kya huva tu theek to hai naa ?

Meri aankho se apne aap aansu tapak rahe the.

Vo bola, kya tujhe pata hai mere saath kya huva hai ?

Uske baad garibi aur laachari ne mujhe gher liya. Meri beti ki maut TB se ho gayi. Mai uska illaaj bhi theek se nahi kara saka. Karta bhi kya meri naukri to tune cheen li thi.

Maine kaha, tumne hi mera Molestation karne ki koshis ki thi.

Vo bola, mujhe Molestation jaise shabd se bhi nafrat hai. aakhir meri bhi ek ladki thi.

Maine pucha, to tum ush din mera peecha kyo kar rahe the.

Vo bola, main to bas maafi mangana chahta tha. maine tere college ki ek se ek sundar ladki ke saath kiya tha, ye tu bhi janti hogi, mai seduce karne mein viswas karta hu, Molestation mein nahi, Molestation sirf napunsak log karte hai.

Maine pucha, to ye ab kya tha ?

Vo bola, tu khud yaha aayi thi, maine tujhe majbur nahi kiya tha.

Maine kaha, acha vo tum blackmail karne mere ghar nahi aaye the.

Vo bola, tu khud apne pati se sab chupana chahti thi. maine koyi blackmail nahi kiya, yaad hai naa tune khud kaha tha ki mai kuch bhi karungi yaha se chale jao.

Mai soch rahi thi ki baat to uski sahi hai. agar mai apne pati ko sab bata deti, to aaj yaha nahi hoti. Par aisa karna kisi bhi patni ke liye muskil hai, vo bhi tab jabki uska pati ushey bahut pyar karta ho.

Meri ishi majburi ka phayda to ushne uthaya tha.

Maine samne deevar par tangi ghadi mein dekha to 2:30 baj chuke the.

Ushne mujhe ghadi dekhte huve dekh liya aur bola, jaana hai naa tujhe ?

Maine gussey mein kaha, haa.

Vo bola, tera pati ghar aane wala hoga naa. Chal tu jaa ab, baad mein baat karenge aur besharmi se hansne laga.

Maine ladkhdate huve kapde pehne. Mere pure sharir mein dard ho raha tha.

Vo bola, billu tujhe chod dega.

Maine kaha koyi jarurat nahi hai, mai chali jaaungi.

Vo bola, tujhe yaha se bahar ka rasta nahi milega, meri baat maan billu tujhe jaldi ghar chod dega.

Mai man hi man mein ushey aur billu ko dher sari galiya de rahi thi.

Ashok ne darvaja khol diya aur billu ko aawaj lagayi.

Vo jhat se vaha aa gaya.

Billu meri taraf badi besharmi se dekhte huve bola, lagta hai ish kamre mein toofan aaya hai.

Ashok ne kaha, chup kar aur ishey ghar chod aa, iska pati aane wala hai ?

Mai badi laachari ki feeling liye sab sun rahi thi.

Mai billu ke sath kamre se bahar nikli hi thi ki maine dekha vahi ladka jo coorier le kar ghar aaya tha vaha khada tha.

Mera sar ghum gaya.

Mujhe ab sab kuch saaf ho gaya tha ki kitni plaaning se in kamino ne mujhe phansaya tha.

Mujhe dekhte hi vo ladka badi besharmi se, apni pant ke upar se hi, apne ling ko masalne laga.

Maine guilt aur sharam se apni najre jhuka lee.

Billu ye sab dekh kar hanstey huve bola, raju dara mat bechari ko.

Mai chupchap aagey badh gayi, aur bahar aa kar rikse mein baith gayi.

Mai hairan aur pareshan thi ki aakhir mere saath hi ye sab kyo ho raha hai. par mere paas koyi jawab nahi tha.

Par itna jarur tha ki ab mujhe apni khidki se jhankna bahut bhari pad raha tha.

Par kaas ye mera koyi bhayanak sapna hi hota to acha hota.

Billu ne riksa teji se ush slum area se baahar nikaal liya.

Mujhe rah, rah kar ek baat pareshan kar rahi thi.

Mai ye bilkul viswas nahi kar paa rahi thi ki billu ka bapu koyi aur nahi, balki vahi ashok tha, jishne mere saath college mein ghinoni harkat ki thi, aur aaj ushne ye sab……………

Mai hairan thi ki itni badi saajis aakhir kaamyab kaise ho gayi.

Mujh se raha nahi gaya aur maine billu se gussey mein puch hi liya, to aakhir ye sab tum logo ki saajis thi ?

Vo hanstey huve bola, ishey tu saajis nahi kah sakti, tu har vakt isme saamil thi, haa tu ye jaroor kah sakti hai ki tujhe bade pyar se pataya gaya hai, kya tujhe nahi lagata ki tune har mod par hamara saath diya hai ?

Maine kaha, maine tum logo ka koyi saath nahi diya.

Vo bola, acha, vo khidki se jhaank kar mera lund kaun dekhta tha.

Mai chup ho gayi, aakhir vahi to meri choti si bhool thi, jiske kaaran mai ish musibat mein fansi thi.

Vo bola, aur ush din baarish mein apni gaand kaun masalva raha tha ?

Maine gidgidatey huve kaha please chup ho jao, aisa kuch nahi tha.

Vo bola, aur ush din dopahar ko kon kah raha tha ki daal do, maar lo, Tu hi thi naa ?

Mai kuch nahi kah paayi.

Vo bola, aur ush din khub maje se gaand kaun marva raha tha ?

Maine gussey mein kaha, bas karo ab.

Vo bola, mai to bas ye bata raha tha ki agar ye saajish thi to tu har pal ish mein saamil thi, aur ye sab letter aur diary ka naatak ishliye karna pada kyonki tune khidki band kar di thi aur ab milne ko taiyar bhi nahi thi, varna to hamara plan tha ki ek din ashok hum dono ko tere ghar ke peeche pakad lega aur phir vo teri unhi jhadiyo mein lega.

Mein saham gayi ki kitni gahri chaal thi in logo ki. ush se to mein bach gayi par aaj fans gayi, aur mujhe yaad aa gaya ki kaise ashok ush kamre mein mere saath………….vo sab kuch kar raha tha.

Mai kuch bhi nahi kah paayi, aakhir kahne ko bacha bhi kya tha.

Vo bola, Hamne bas ek jaal fenka tha, tu khud ush mein aakar fans gayi, agar tum hamaara saath nahi deti to hum kabhi kaamyab nahi hotey.

Mai gahri chinta mein dub gayi. Vo sach hi to kah raha tha, agar mein hosh se kaam leti to aisa kabhi nahi hota.

Vo phir bola, kya ye sach nahi hai ki tune bhi apni jawani ka pura, pura maja liya hai ?

Maine apne kaano par haath rakh liye aur cheela kar boli, please chup ho jao, aisa kuch nahi hai.

Vo chupchap riksa chalane laga.

Thodi der baad maine pucha, acha to ush din paanv mein khun bhi naatak tha kya ?

Vo hanstey huve bola, acha vo, vo to maine chicken ka blood laga rakha tha, vo to bas tujhe tere ghar ke peeche bulane key liye tha, aur tu aa gayi, tujhe kya lagta hai ? kya mai dard mein teri gaand maarne ka maja ley pata ?

Maine gussey mein kaha bas chup karo, jaisa baap vaisa beta.

Vo chup ho gaya aur thodi der baad bola, ashok mera baap nahi hai, mera baap to gujar chuka hai.

Maine pucha, to phir tum mujhe ush kamine ke paas kyo le gaye ? tumne mera vishwaas toda hai.

Vo bola, ashok kuch bhi sahi par mere liye acha hai. ushne mujhe meri jindagi mein bahut himmat di hai. ye riksa jo mein chala raha hu ushi ka hai.

Maine kaha ush se mujhe kya matlab, tumhe pata nahi ushne mere saath kya kiya tha.

Vo bola, mujhe sab pata hai. ushne mujhe sab bataya hai. tere kaaran ushki naukri chali gayi, ushki beti bina ilaaj ke mar gayi. Tere saath, saath tera baap bhi doshi hai.

Maine kaha, mere papa ko ishmey mat ghasito, unki koyi galti nahi hai.

Vo hansne laga aur bola, ye to vakt hi batayega ki kiski galti hai.

Maine pucha, tum log galat kaam bhi kartey ho aur ushey sahi bhi bataate ho, aakhir tum kaise insaan ho.

Vo peeche mud kor bola, tere jaisi mast item ko pataane ke liye agar marna bhi pade to kam hai, jo hamne kiya vo to kuch bhi nahi tha, tujhe pata nahi tu kitni sundar hai, jo maja tere saath aaya hai aaj tak kabhi nahi mila tha.

Mai na chahte huve bhi ek pal ko sharma gayi, aur apni najre jhuka li.

Maine pucha, par tumhe ye sab naatak karne ki kya jarurat thi, maine tumhe apna sab kuch de diya aur tumne mujhe barbad kar diya.

Vo jor se hansne laga aur bola, abhi tu kuch nahi samjhegi, vakt aane de tujhe sab pata chal jaayega.

Mai soch mein pad gayi ki aakhir ye kish vakt ka intezar kar raha hai.

Hum ek dusre se bahas kar rahe the ki achanak mujhe samne se cycle par vahi ghinoni surat vala aadmi aata dhikhayi diya jo ki ush din rikse mein mujhe paresan kar raha tha.

Maine jhat se sar ghuma liya, ki kahi vo kamina phir se pareshan karne naa aa jaye.

Par jish baat ka dar tha vahi huva, ushne mujhe aur billu ko pahchan liya aur apni cycle mod kar hamare rikse ke peeche laga di.

Mai man hi man sochne lagi ki bas ishi ki kami rah gayi thi.

Mera dil jor, jor se dhadakne laga.

Mujhe lag raha tha ki shayad ye aadmi bhi inhi logo ke saath hai.

Vo teji se rikse ke bilkul paas aa gaya aur saath, saath chalne laga.

Mai aur jyada saham gayi, maine man hi man kaha, oh no, not again.

Vo bola, arey vah lagta hai tum dono ka garma, garam chakkar chal raha hai.

Mai man hi man pish kar rah gayi.

Ushne billu se pucha, kyo bey, lee ki nahi ish pari ki ?

Billu ne ushe daantatey huve kaha, abey chal aagey badh, apna kaam kar.

Vo bola, apna kaam hi to kar raha hu.

Ushne meri aur dekha aur bola, kya baat hai meri jaan aaj to kamaal lag rahi ho.

Maine uski aur gussey se dekha, vo badi besharmi se meri aur muskura raha tha.

Ushhe dekhte hi mera man ulti karne ka ho gaya, bahut badsurat jo tha vo.

Vo bola, aajaa meri jaan aaj mujhe bhi de de.

Billu ne riksa rok diya, aur rikse se niche utar gaya, vo aadmi chupchap peeche dekhte huve aagey badh gaya.

Maine chain ki saans lee.

Maine pucha, ish sab naatak ke pichey tum logo ka kya maksad hai ? ish aadmi se tum log mujhe jaleel kyo karva rahey ho, mujhe barbaad to kar hi chuke ho ab ishki kya jarurat hai tum logo ko ?

Billu bola, mai ushey nahi jaanta, aur ye koyi naatak nahi tha, agar vo hamare saath hota to ushey ghar hi naa bula lete tujhe jaleel karney ko.

Mai chup ho gayi.

Billu bola, aur hamne tujhe barbaad nahi kiya hai, tujhe teri jawani ke majey diye hai.

Maine kaha, band karo ye bakwaas aur mujhe jaldi ghar chod do mai late ho rahi hu.

Phir hamare bich koyi baat nahi huyi.

Billu ne theek 3 baje riksa ghar ke samne laga diya. ghar par lock tha, matlab ki sanjay abhi nahi aaye the.

Billu bola, mai phone karunga.

Maine gussey mein kaha aisi jurrat bhi mat karna, ab tum logo ka koyi naatak nahi chalega, dafa ho jao yaha se.

Vo bola, mai to tere liye kah raha tha, tu to sharmati hai, kabhi khud to bulayegi nahi.

Maine uski baat ka koyi jawab nahi diya aur aagey badh gayi.

Maine dekha ki, ghar ke darvaje par ek note laga tha.

Ush par likha tha ki chintoo mausi ke ghar hai.

kyonki mai ghar par nahi thi ishliye mausi chintoo ko lekar apne ghar chali gayi thi.

Mai tala khol kar jaldi se ander aa gayi.

Maine foran kapde change kiye aur fatafat kitchen mein khana bana-ne lag gayi.

Aaj mai phir se sanjay ko bina lunch kiye ghar se nahi bhej sakti thi. mere saath to jo ho raha tha so ho raha tha, mai apne pati ko koyi dukh nahi dena chaahti thi.

Sanjay 3:30 par ghar aa gaye. Mai chintoo ko bhi mausi ke yaha se ley aayi. Hum sab ne ek saath lunch kiya.

Par sach to ye tha ki khana mere gale se utar hi nahi raha tha, mujhe rah, rah kar, billu ke ghar mere saath jo bhi huva yaad aa raha tha, aur mai guilt se mari jaa rahi thi.

Sanjay ne mujh se pucha, arey ritu aajkal tumhe kya ho gaya hai, kish soch mein dubi rahti ho tum, sab theek to hai naa ?

Mai hadbada gayi aur maine dheere se kaha, haa sab theek hai bas yu hi.

Sanjay boley, agar mom, dad ki yaad aa rahi hai to chali jao, jaakar mil aao.

Maine kaha, nahi aisi koyi baat nahi hai.

Sanjay boley, aur haa tum kah rahi thi naa ki koyi kaam talaash karna, mere dost ne ek company kholi hai tum ish week kabhi bhi, vaha jaakar mil aao, maine baat kar lee hai, manager level ki post mil jayegi, acha lagey to join kar lena.

Mai ye sab shun kar man hi man jhum uthi.

Mai kab se sanjay ko kah rahi thi ki, mere liye koyi kaam talaash karo, meri MBA ki degree bekar jaa rahi hai.

Maine sanjay ko bol diya theek hai mai vaha jaakar dekh aaungi ki kaisa maahol hai phir bataaungi ki join karna hai ki nahi.

Sanjay ne mujhe vaha ka address de diya, vo jagah ghar se thoda dur thi.

Sanjay ne kaha tum car chalana sheekh lo, ek car kharid dunga, filhaal tum bus se chali jana, koyi 40 ya 50 minut ka rasta hai bus se.

Maine kaha theek hai.

Ek pal ko mai saare dukh bhul gayi. Mai bhul gayi ki thodi der pehle billu ke ghar mere saath kya huva tha.

Par Sanjay ke jaane ke baad mujhe phir se dukh ke baadlo ne gher liya.

Mai jab naha rahi thi to mujhe achanak yaad aa gaya ki ashok kaise mujhe apne saamne jhuka kar mere saath……………………….. aur mai gam mein dubati chali gayi.

Mai naha dho kar leti hi thi ki phone ki ghanti baj uthi.

Maine phone uthaya to paya ki ye ashok ka phone tha.

Vo bola, theek se pahunch gayi naa tu ?

Maine gussey mein kaha, “tumhey ish se kya matlab, yaha dubara phone mat karna” aur ye kah kar phone patak diya.

Phone phir se baj utha,

Phir se ashok hi tha, vo bola, mujhe matlab hai, kitney pyar se di thi tune aaj, sach abhi tak mere lund par teri chut ki garmahat mahsus ho rahi hai, tujhe itney dino baad hi sahi, ek baar paa kar man jhoom raha hai, bata phir kab milegi, mai tujhe jee bhar kar chodna chahta hu.

Maine jhat se phone patak diya, par mere pure sharir mein ye sab shun kar ek ajeeb si halchal ho gayi aur na chahte huve bhi mujhe uska meri yoni mein ek ek dhaka yaad aa gaya. Mai guilt se bhar gayi aur phone ko gussey se jor se dur fenk diya.

Mai pachata rahi thi ki aakhir maine billu ko ye number kyo de diya. agar kabhi sanjay ne utha liya to ?

Mai bed par gir gayi aur kab mujhe gahri neend aa gayi pata hi nahi chala. Peechli raat ki neend jo bhari huyi thi aankho mein.

Mein koyi 7 baje uthi. Chintoo ne jor jor se TV par gaane chala rakhe the, shayad ushi ki vajah se mai thoda jaldi uth gayi varna to shoti rahti.

Par uthtey hi phir se purey din ki ghatna mere deemag mein ghum gayi. Aur mein phir se guilt aur sharmindagi se bhar gayi.

Mai ye soch rahi thi ki ab kya karna hai in logo ka, inhone to badi chalaki se phansaya hai mujhe. Maine faisala kiya ki ab chahey jo ho mai in logo ke jhanse mein nahi aaungi.

Agar vo sanjay ko sab bataate hai to bata de, ab mein kisi bhi haalat mein unke haato ka khilona nahi banugi

Par tab mujhe khyaal aaya ki unhone to mujhe kuch karne ko nahi kaha tha.

par ye sach tha ki ashok ne aisey halaat paida kar diye the ki mujhe khud kahna pada ki mein kuch bhi karungi.

Agar mein unki chaal samajh paati to aisa kabhi naa kahti.

Ush raat mein bahut bechan rahi. sanjay chupchap sho rahe the aur mai baar, baar karvate badal rahi thi.

Rah rah kar pura din meri aanko mein ghum raha tha.

Mai samajh nahi paa rahi thi ki aakhir apney man ko kaise shant karu. Itni badi ghatna ke baad shayad ye sab natural tha.

Par tabhi mujhe achanak vo pal yaad aa gaya jab meri yoni ne ashok ke dhako ke kaaran apna paani baha diya tha. mai samajh nahi paa rahi thi ki aakhir aisa kyo huva tha ?

Par jo bhi tha mai ish kaaran bahut guilt mahsus kar rahi thi

Ishi kasamkash mein achanak mujhe college ke dino ki ek ghatna yaad aa gayi.

College mai ek ladki thi, neha bahut hi sundar aur smart. Vo meri ek saal senior thi, aur college ke paas hi hostel mein rahti thi. uske baare mein charcha thi ki ushke peeche kayi ladke deewane hai. par vo kishi ko bhi line nahi deti thi. meri to ush se koyi bolchal nahi thi, par vo meri friend dipti ki achi dost thi.

ek din ki baat hai mai aur dipti college canteen mein kuch snacks kha rahe the. Saamne se neha aa gayi, aur dipti ne ushe bula liya.

dipti ne ush se pucha, aur aajkal kya chal raha hai ?

vo boli kuch khaas nahi, bas time paas.

Dipti ne majaak mein pucha par time paas bhi acha kar leti ho.

Neha ne pucha kya matlab, mai bhi dipti ke ish majaak par hairan thi.

Dipti ne kaha matlab aaj kal tumhara naam rohit se joda jaa raha hai, kya ye sach hai.

Neha ne kaha, yaar ye ladke bhi naa, aisa kuch nahi hai, mai to ushey theek se jaanti bhi nahi.

Dipti ne kaha, oh ha ye baat to hai, ladke yu hi afvaah failate rahte hai.

Dipti ne kaha, par ek baat hai, bura na maano to puch lu.

Neha ka chehra hairani ke kaaran laal ho gaya vo boli, puch naa aakhir kya baat hai.

Dipti ne kaha chal jaane de.

Neha ne chonk kar pucha, kya hai bataao to ?

Dipti ne kaha tumhara naam ush kamine peon ashok se bhi joda jaa raha hai, bata na ye kya chakkar hai ?

Neha ke, ek pal ko hosh ud gaye aur vo gahri chinta mein doob gayi.

Uski haalat vaisi hi lag rahi thi jaisi ki aajkal meri hai.

Neha ne meri aur dekha, dipti samajh gayi aur boli, arey ghabra mat ye meri achi dost hai, bata baat kya hai ?

Vo boli samajh nahi aa raha kaise bataaun, tu jaane de phir kabhi baat karenge, yaha koyi sun lega.

Dipti boli chal phir tere hostel mein chaltey hai.

Main bhi bechan thi sab jaanene ke liye.

Neha ne jheejakte huve kaha chal theek hai, chalo, mera man bhi halka ho jayega, kab se ish baare mein baat karna chahti thi.

Hum 10 minut mein ushke hostel ke room mein aa gaye.

Neha ne pucha, kuch tea, coffee chalegi.

Maine aur dipti ne manaa kar diya.

Neha apne bed par baith gayi aur hum dono ne ek ek chair khiska lee.

Dipti ne pucha, haa bata ab kya baat hai ?

Neha ne gahri saans lee aur boli, par vaada karo tum dono ye baat kisi ko nahi bataaogi.

Dipti boli arey ye bhi koyi kahne ki baat hai, tu dar mat aur bata kya baat hai ?

Neha ne kaha par ye tumhe sun-ney mein bahut bekar lagegi.

Dipti boli, koyi baat nahi tu bata to sahi.

Phir neha ne bataana suru kiya.

“Neha ne kaha, ashok ke baare mein mujhe kuch nahi pata tha. peechle saal ki baat hai, ek din mai kuch kaam se principal se milne gayi thi, darasal mujhe ghar jaane ke liye leave chahiye thi, ishliye principal se milne gayi thi, unki sanction milni jaroori thi.

Principal ke gate ke bahar, ashok khada tha.

Maine ush se pucha, principal ander hai kya?

Vo bola, ji madam abhi to vo kahi bahar gaye hai.

Maine man hi man kaha oh no.

Ashok ne pucha madam kya kaam hai.

Maine na jaane kyo bata diya ki mujhe leave sanction karvani thi, unse milna tha.

Vo bola, madam ji aap apni application mujhe de do main sanction karva dunga, aap jao.

Maine kaha, theek hai, aur apni leave application ushey de aayi.

Agley din vo mujhe canteen ke baahar mila aur bola, madam ji aap ki leave sanction ho gayi hai.

Maine khusi mein ushey kaha thankyou.

Uske baad vo jab bhi kahi college mein kahi takarta to bolta namastey madam ji, koyi kaam ho to bataana.”

Phir neha chup ho gayi aur kisi gahri chinta mein doob gayi.

Dipti ne pucha, bas itni shi baat thi ya kuch aur bhi hai.

Neha ne gahri saans lee aur boli, kaas bas itni hi baat hoti.

Dipti ne kaha, to phir aage bata na kya baat hai ?

Neha ne phir se bataana shuru kiya.

“ ek din ki baat hai college mein chutti thi. mai subah 11 baje akeli hi market chali gayi, mujhe kuch samaan khridna tha. kharidari karte, karte 12:30 baj gaye.

achanak aasmaan mein baadal chaa gaye. Maine socha jaldi hostel chalna chahiye. Mai kisi auto ya riksa ka wait karne lagi.

tabhi achanak ashok vaha aa gaya, vo apni bike par tha, vo bola, madam ji aap kya apne hostel jaa rahi hai.

maine kaha haa.

Vo bola, agar bura na maano to mai aap ko chod dunga, mausam kharab hota jaa raha hai.

Maine kaha nahi koyi baat nahi mai auto lekar chali jaaungi.

Vo bola, madam ji mai ushi taraf jaa raha hu, aap baith jao, jaldi se hostel chod dunga.

Mujhe laga chalo theek hai, kisi bhi vakt baarish aa sakti hai baarish se pehle agar ye mujhe hostel chod dega to acha hoga.

Mai uski bike par baith gayi.

Thodi der hi huyi thi ki bahut tej baarish hone lagi.

Ashok bola, madam ji thodi der ruk jaate hai aur ushne ek ghane ped ke niche bike rok di.

Hum dono utar kar ped ke niche khade ho gaye.

Vo bola, madam ji achanak kitni tej baarish aa gayi, mausam ka kuch bharosa nahi hai.

Maine kaha, haa.

Mujhe bahut hi ajeeb lag raha tha ki mai apne college ke peon ke saath vaha ped ke niche khadi thi.

Vo bola, madam ji bura na maano tu ek baat kahu.

Maine kaha, haa kaho.

Vo bola, college mein aap sabse sundar ho, saare ladke aapke baare mein baate karte rahte hai.

Mai ye shun kar thoda sharma gayi par hairan thi ki aakhir vo aisi baate kyo kar raha hai.

Vo bola, aapko meri baat buri to nahi lagi ?

Maine jheejakte huve kaha nahi nahi koyi baat nahi.

Phir vo bola, aap mujhe bhi bahut achi lagti ho.

Ab mujhe kuch ajeeb lagne laga.

Mai bilkul chup ho gayi aur baarish ko dekhne lagi.

Tab ushne kuch aisi baat boli jishey shun kar mere pairo ke niche se jamin nikal gayi, vo bola, madam ji, aap bura na maano to mai vaha peeche jaa kar, thoda pesab kar lu.

Maine koyi jawab nahi diya, ab uski baato se mujhe dar lagne laga tha.

Vo thoda ghum gaya, aur apni zip kholne laga.

Maine kaha, arey ye kya badtamizi hai ?

Vo bola, madam ji vaha baarish mein bheeg jaaunga aur ye kahte huve vo meri taraf ghum gaya.

Mujhe to viswas hi nahi huva, uska vo meri aankho ke saamne jhul raha tha, maine apni aankhe band kar li.”

Tabhi dipti bol uthi, oh my god uski itni jurrat.

Mai bhi sab hairani se shun rahi thi.

Dipti ne pucha phir kya huva, tune ushe thappad mara ki nahi.

Neha boli, yaar mai kuch nahi kar paayi.

Dipti boli, tujhe kuch to karna chahiye tha.

Neha boli, yaar maine pehli baar aadmi ka penis dekha tha, mai samajh nahi paa rahi thi ki kya karu.

Dipti ne pucha, to kya tune phir aankhe khol kar dekha.

Neha ne dheere se kaha, haa.

Dipti ne ushey daantatey huve kaha, arey tu paagal ho gayi thi kya ?

Neha ne jawab diya, par maine ushey bol diya tha ki please ishey ander kar lo, koyi dekh lega.

Dipti boli, vah ye acha kiya tune, tujhe to ushey ek thappad marna chahiye tha, aur tu ushey request kar rahi thi.

Neha, bilkul chup ho gayi.

Dipti ne pucha, acha phir kya huva aage bata.

Neha ne phir se bataana shuru kiya.

“ ashok bola, madam ji, ped ke peeche aa jao, vaha koyi nahi dekh paayega.

Sadak par baarish ke kaaran sunshan tha, par phir bhi kabhi, kabhi ek do gadiya gujar rahi thi.

Maine kaha nahi, yahi theek hai.

Par ushne mera haath pakda aur mujhe ped ke peeche ley gaya.”

Dipti phir se cheenkh padi, oh my god ye kya kiya tune ?

Neha boli, tu samajhne ki koshis kar mai, kuch samajh nahi paa rahi thi ki kya karu, uska vo dekh kar mere hosh ud gaye the.

Dipti boli phir kya huva.

Neha ne bataaya,

“ vo bola madam ji yaha theek hai, aap aaram se dekh lo.

Mujhe na jaane kya ho gaya tha, mai ushke penis ko ek tak dekhne lagi.

Ushne pucha, madam ji aapne kya kisi aur ka bhi dekha hai.

Maine dheere se gardan hila kar kaha naa.

Tab to aapko pata nahi chal payega.

Maine madhosi mein pucha kya ?

Mai samajh nahi paa rahi thi ki kya kahu.

Vo bola, madam ji, kya aap ishey choo kar dekhna chahogi ?

Maine kaha, nahi ?

Par ushne mera haath pakda aur apne penis ko mere haath me thama diya.

Dipti phir cheela padi, kya tune uska pakad liya ?

Tujhe bilkul sharam nahi aayi kya ?

Neha ne kaha, yaar mai kya karti, pehli baar maine penis dekha tha, ushe choo kar dekhne ka man to mera bhi ho raha tha, par mai dar rahi thi, par jab ushne khud mere haath mein apna penis thama diya to mai ushey mahsus karne lagi.”

Dipti boli, par tujhe aisa nahi karna chahiye tha.

Mai sab kuch badi hairani se shun rahi thi.

Neha ne kaha, yaar mai madhosh ho gayi thi, aisa sab kuch mere saath pehli baar ho raha tha, mai sahi galat ki paribhasa bhul gayi thi, mai ye bhi bhul gayi thi ki vo mera boy friend nahi balki mere college ka peon hai.

Dipti boli, hmm, acha aage kya huva ?

Neha ne bataaya,

“ashok ne mujh se pucha, madam ji kya aapko pata hai ye kish kaam aata hai.

mai sharma gayi

vo bola, lagta hai aapko sab pata hai, achi baat hai in baato ki jaankari honi chaahiye.

Maine apni najre jhuka li

Phir ushne mere haath ko pakda aur ushe ache se apne penis par phiraya, aur bola, aap ache se choovo sharmaao mat.

Mai phir ushey theek se charo aur se choo kar dekhne lagi.

Vo bola, madam ji aap bahut sundar ho, aaj tak aap jaisi ladki college mein nahi dekhi.

Maine kuch nahi kaha.

Vo bola, madam ji bura na maano to kya mai aapke boobs dekh sakta hu.

Maine kaha, nahi mai aisa nahi kar sakti.

Vo bola, madam ji yaha koyi nahi hai, baarish bhi tej hai, koyi nahi dekhega.

Aur ye kahtey huve ushne apne dono haato se meri breasts ko tham liya, aur unhey masalne laga.

Mai koyi virodh nahi kar paayi. Pehli baar kisi ne meri breasts ko chuva tha, aur mujhe kuch kuch ho raha tha.

Mere hosh ud gaye aur mere haato se uska penis choot gaya.

Ushne meri shirt upar utha di aur meri bra ko sarka kar mere nipples ko muh me lekar suck karne laga.

Mai nahi jaanti thi ki breast par kisi ke honto ka aisa ahsaas hoga.

Mai madhosh hoti chali gayi.

Vo bola, madam ji aapko dar to nahi lag raha, aap kahey to mai ruk jaata hu.

Mai kuch bhi kah paane ki situation mein nahi thi.

Tabhi achanak vo mera naada kholne laga par maine ushey rok diya.

Maine kaha, bas ruk jao.

Par vo nahi maana aur bola, madam ji kya aap apni nahi deekhaaogi, maine bhi to aapko apna deekhaya hai.

Aur ek jhatke mein ushney mera naada khol diya aur meri salwaar nichey sarka di.

Vo neechey baith gaya aur meri panty neechey sarkaane laga.

Mai aankhe band kar ke khadi ho gayi.

Vo bola, sabse sundar, maine ek se ek, chut dekhi hai par aapki to bas pucho mat, jo bhi aapse shadi karega ushey to jannat mil jaayegi.

Maine apne chehre par haath rakh liye.

Phir mujhe mahsus huva ki vo mujhe vaha chum raha hai.

Maine aankhe khol kar dekha to paya ki vo bade pyar se meri yoni ko chum raha tha.

Phir ushne apni jeeb bahar nikaali aur meri yoni ko chaatney laga.

Mujhe bilkul nahi pata tha ki oral sex aisa hoga. Mujhe bahut acha lag raha tha. mai jaanti thi ki jo bhi ho raha hai galat hai par mai sab kuch bhula kar apne pehle sex ke anubhav ka maja ley rahi thi.

Meri yoni kab andar tak gili ho gayi pata hi nahi chala.

Achanak ashok upar utha aur apne penis ko meri yoni ke paas ley aaya.

Maine kaha, please ab ruk jao, mai virgin hu

Vo bola, madam ji, ishey bhi aapki chut ki ek kiss ley lene do, ye inni sundar chut choom kar dhanaya ho jayega.

Aur ushne apne penis ka muh meri yoni ke hole par rakh diya.

Vo bola, dekho madam kitne pyar se dono kiss kar rahey hai.

Maine nichey jhaank kar dekha to paya ki uska penis meri yoni par bilkul sata huva tha.

Maine kaha, bas ab hata lo, koyi dekh lega.

Vo bola, yaha koyi nahi hai, baarish bahut tej hai, koyi bhi hame yaha nahi dekh payega.

Maine kuch nahi kaha aur ushke penis ko apne vaha feel karne lagi.

Vo bola, madam ji thoda andar lekar dekhogi.

Maine kaha, nahi mai apni virginity nahi khona chaahti.

Vo bola, bas ek inch se kuch nahi bigdega thoda sa
ander ley lo naa.

Maine kaha, nahi ye nahi ho sakta, meri virginity chali jayegi.

Vo bola, madam ji mera vishwas karo aisa kuch nahi hoga, bas thoda se ander ley kar to dekho.

Aur ye kah kar ushne ek halkaa sa dhaka mara aur ushka achanak mere ander ghuss gaya, mai cheela uthi aaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyyyiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii

Mujhe yakin ho gaya ki ushka vakayi mein bada hai, kyonki itna dard chote se nahi ho sakta tha.”

Ye sab shun kar dipti aur mai hairan rah gaye.

Dipti boli, badi chaalaki se ushne tere andar daal diya aur tu khamoshi se khadi rahi.

Neha boli, yaar mujhe kuch nahi pata tha ki aisa ho jayega, mai to bas ek ajeeb se nashey mein thi.

Dipti ne pucha phir kya ushne nikaal liya ya phir……..

Neha ne kaha,

“ thoda sa daal kar vo ruk gaya aur bola, bas madam ji thodi der mein dard khatam ho jayega.

Maine kaha please nikaal lo ishey mai mar jaaungi.

Vo bola, aaj tak koyi nahi mara madam ji aur dheere se thoda sa aur andar sarka diya.

Mai phir se cheekh uthi aaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Bas ruk jao, aur nahi

Vo bola, madam ji kuch nahi hoga bas thoda sa aur jaane do.

Ye kahtey huve ish baar ushne pura mere andar ghussa diya.

Mai jor se cheela uthi aaaaaaaayyyyyyyyiiiiiiiii… nahi ruk jao,

Vo bola, bas thodi der mein sab theek ho jayega.

Maine kaha, tumne pura kyo daala.

Vo bola, madam aapki bahut chikni ho rakhi hai, ushi ne mere lund ko kheench liya.

Mai sharama gayi aur boli tum ek number ke jhute ho.

Vo bola, madam ji kuch paane ke liye kayi baar jhut bhi bolna padta hai.

Ab mujhe apne vaha dard mahsus nahi ho raha tha.

Vo bola, madam ji aap kahe to mai ab aapki maar lu.

Maine kaha tumne sirf kiss ki baat ki thi aur ab ye pura mere andar ghussa diya, jaldi nikalo.

Vo bola, theek hai madam aur apne penis ko bahar nikaal liya.

Par phir ek jhatke mein phir se pura ghussa diya.

Mai phir se cheenkh padi.

Vo bola, ab mein aapki maare bina nahi rah sakta, aap jaisi sundar ladki roj kaha milegi.

Vo ab pure josh mein aagey peechey hone laga.

Mai pehle sex ke khumaar mein khoti chali gayi.

Maine ushey phir rokne ki koshis nahi ki.

Maine ush se pucha agar mein pregnant ho gayi to.

Vo bola, ek baar se kuch nahi hota madam aur dhake marta raha

Vo bahut der tak laga raha aur aakhir mein tej, tej dhake maar kar ruk gaya. Ushne mujhe andar se aur jyada gila kar diya.”

Dipti gussey mein boli, to tu ush kaminey ashok ko apna sab kuch de baithi.

Neha ne dheere se kaha mai kya karti mai bahak gayi thi, sex ka ye mera pehla anubhav tha.

Dipti ne pucha, to kya ushke baad bhi ushney kabhi tere saath kuch kiya.

Neha boli, ek baar sex ka maja paa kar meri baar baar icha hone lagi, aur vo to har vakt taiyar rahta hai. vo aksar mujhe apne ghar le jaata hai.

Dipti boli, aur ti chupchap ushke saath chali jaati hai.

Neha ne koyi jawab nahi diya.

Thodi der baad neha boli, ek din ashok jab mujhe raat ke 11 baje college chodne aaya to, hostel ke watchmen ne hame dekh liya, shaayad ushi ne hamare baare mein afvaah failayi hai. mai ab pareshan hu ki kya karu.

Dipti ne kaha, karna kya hai phoran ush kaminey se peecha chuda aur apni padhayi par dhyaan de”

Ush raat ye ghatna ish liye yaad aa gayi thi kyonki neha ki tarah mai bhi ashok ke haato loot chuki thi.

Par mai neha ki tarah majboor nahi ban-na chahti thi ishliye maine faisala kiya ki ab ashok ki koyi chaal kaamyab nahi hone dungi.

Ye sab sochtey sochtey mujhe kab neend aa gayi pata hi nahi chala.

Agle din mai dil mein ek nayi umeed ley kar uthi.
Mai sanjay aur chintoo ke jaane ke baad mausi ke yaha chali gayi taaki mera dhyaan peechley din ki ghatna se hat jaaye.

sara din shanti se beet gaya, koyi bhi aisi vaisi ghatna nahi huyi.

Mujhe khayal aaya mujhe sanjay ki bataayi company mein jaa kar dekhna chahiye, aur maine faisala kiya ki mai kal subah vaha jaa kar dekh kar aati hu.

agley din mein subah sanjay ki bataayi company mein jaane ko taiyar ho gayi.

Sanjay ne kaha, mai tumhe bahar bus stop tak chod dunga.

Maine kaha theek hai.

Sanjay ne mujhe bus stop par chod diya.

Mai bus ka intezar karne lagi. mujhe ye acha lag raha tha ki aaj bahut dino baad kuch acha hone jaa raha hai.

Apne pairo par khade hone ka mera bahut dino se sapna tha. mai pray kar rahi thi ki sab kuch theek nikley.

Mai peechle dino ke dukh bhula dena chahti thi.

Par abhi bus 2 minut hi huve the ki sab kuch phir se bigadta huva deekhayi diya.

Samne se vahi cycle wala aadmi aa raha tha, uski najar mujh par pehle pad gayi aur ushne mujhe pahchan liya, varna mai pehle hi vaha se hat jaati.

Mai sochne lagi ki ish kambakhat ko bhi abhi aana tha, kish manhus ki shakal dekh lee, jaane meri naukri ka kya hoga ?

Ushne apni cycle ek taraf khadi kar di aur bus stop par mujh se thodi duri par khada ho gaya.

Maine man hi man sukar manaya ki acha hai yaha aur log bhi hai varna ye mujhe pareshan karta.

Achanak vo meri taraf badha, aur mere samne se shiti bajata huva nikal gaya.

Maine man hi man kaha, kamina kahi ka, aa gaya apni aukat par.

Vo ab dusri taraf khada ho gaya.

Maine uski aur teerchi nazar se dekha, to paya ki vo ek tak meri taraf hi dekh raha hai.

Ushne mujhe ushe dekhte huve dekh liya aur jhat se apna ling masalne laga.

Maine foram apni nazre ghuma lee.

Tabhi mujhe dur se ek bus aati huyi deekhayi di.

Maine paas mein khadi ek lady se pucha, ye bus kya MG road tak jaayegi ?

Ushne kaha haa jaayegi par thoda vakt legi.

Maine socha yaha rukna theek nahi hai ishi bus mein chal deti hu.

Jaise hi bus ruki, logo ne bus ke gate ko gher liya, mai sab se peeche rah gayi. Maine peeche mud kar dekha to vo aadmi muskura raha tha.

Mai har haal mein bus mein chadhna chahti thi. mujhe lag raha tha ki yaha bus stop par rukna theek nahi hai, ye aadmi be-vajah pareshan karega.

Jaise taise mein bhi bus mein chadh hi gayi, aur chain ki saans lee.

Par pareshani ye thi ki mai sabse aakhir mein gate ke bilkul paas khadi thi, aur bus khachakhuch bhari huyi thi.

Bus chali hi thi ki vo aadmi bhi bus mein chadh gaya aur mere bilkul peeche sat gaya. Mujhe yakin hi nahi huva.

Vo apni cycle chodh kar bus mein chadh jayega maine socha bhi nahi tha, varna mein ish bheed bhari bus mein kabhi na chadhti

Mere aagey kaafi log they. Mein bus ke bilkul gate par thi aur mere peeche vo ghinona aadmi. Bahut hi bekar situation thi vo mere liye. ek pal ko to man huva ki bus se kood jaa-oon, par phir socha ki shayad thodi der mein kuch log utar jaayen to koyi sheet khali ho.

Vo dheere se bola, kya baat hai meri jaan aaj akeli kaha jaa rahi ho, vo tera yaar kaha hai.

Maine koyi reaction nahi kiya.

Vo bola, aaj mere saath chal, tujhe khus kar dunga.

Maine peeche mud kar gussey se ushey dekha.

Par ush par koyi asar nahi huva.

Vo bola, tu gussey mein bahut pyari lagti hai par kabhi meri taraf pyar se bhi dekh liya kar, mai bhi tera ek deewana hu.

Maine kaha, tum yaha se dafa hote ho ki nahi.

Vo badi besharmi se bola, “nahi meri jaan aaj tu nahi bachegi” aur ye kahtey huve mere nitambo ko daboch liya.

Maine uska haath vaha se jhatak diya.

Mai kisi aur musibat mein nahi phansana chahati thi. mujhe khyaal aaya ki mujhe kisi tarah se vaha se aage chalna chahiye, par aage jaana aasaan nahi tha.

Mai ye sab soch hi rahi thi ki mujhe apne nitambo par ushka ling mahsus huva. Mai hadbada gayi.

Mai bahut koshis karke logo ko peeche hataatey huve vaha se aage chali gayi, aur jish lady se maine bus ke baare mein pucha tha, uske paas aa kar khadi ho gayi.

Mujhe yakin tha ki ush lady ke saath mein surakshit hu.

Tabhi vo bhi bheed ko cheerte huve mere paas aa gaya.

Mere baayi taraf vo lady khadi thi aur mere peeche koyi mota sa aadmi khada tha jo ki dekhne mein bhale ghar ka lag raha tha, kyonki vo bilkul mujh se thodi duri banaye khada tha.

Vo cycle wala, mere paas khadi lady ke peeche khada ho gaya.

Mai pehli baar bus mein aisa maahol dekh rahi thi.

Achanak mere paas khadi lady thoda aage badh gayi.

Ye saaf tha ki vo ush cycle wale se pareshan hokar hi aage badhi thi.

Par vo cycle wala bhi uske peeche peeche aage badh gaya. Ab vo dona bilkul meri aankho ke saamne the.

Mere peeche vahi mota aadmi khada tha.

Mujhe koyi takleef nahi thi bajaye ishke ki vo cycle wala, ush lady se chedchad kar raha tha. par meri tarah aur log bhi ye najara dekh rahe the, koyi kuch nahi bol raha tha.

Mujhe afsosh ho raha tha ki meri najah se vo lady musibat mein fans gayi thi.

Mai apna dhyan vaha se hata kar apni job ke baare mein sochne lagi ki kaisi hogi ye naukri, mujhe achi lagegi ki nahi.

Achanak maine paya ki vo cycle wala, ush lady ke nitambo ko badi besharmi se sareaam masal raha hai, aur vo lady chupchap sab kuch sah rahi hai.

Mujhe bahut gussa aa raha tha, par ush bheed mein jab sab chupchap tamaasha dekh rahe the to mein bhi aisey mein kya kar sakti thi.

Vo cycle wala, ush lady ke nitambo ko masalte masalte meri aur sar ghuma kar bola, tu kahe to tere peeche aa kar teri seva bhi kar du.

Maine apni najre phira lee.

Vo apne kaam mein laga raha.

Mai soch rahi thi ki aakhir ye sab aurat ke saath kyo hota hai ?

Mai in sab vicharo mein khoyi thi ki mujhe mere nitambo par kuch mahsus huva.

Maine peeche mud kar dekha to paya ki vo mota aadmi mere bilkul karib aa gaya hai. mujhe pura yakin tha ki abhi jo mujhe mahsus huva vo ushka vo tha.

Mai ab aur jyada pareshan ho gayi. Jishey acha aadmi samjha tha vo bhi ek number ka kameena nikla.

Maine gussey mein uski aur dekha to vo thoda peeche ho gaya.

Maine dubare apne saamne najre utha kar dekha to paya ki vo cycle wala apni zip khol raha hai.

Mai hairan rah gayi ki aakhir sarey aam vo aisa kaise kar sakta hai ?

Ushne apna ling nikal kar ush lady ke nitambo mein phansa diya.

Mai sab kuch dekh kar hairan ho rahi thi.

Vo phir meri aur muda aur bola, dekh ye kitna maja le rahi hai aur ek tu hai jo mujh se dur bhaagti hai.

Ushka ling ab meri aankho ke saamne tha.

Jaisa ushka chehra bhayanak tha, vaise hi ushka ling bhi bahut bhyanak tha, vo bilkul ashok ke size ka lag raha tha.

Ushne phir se ush lady ke nitambo ke beech apna ling phansa diya aur halke halke dhake maarne laga.

Maine ush lady ko dekha to paya ki vo aankhe band kiye chupchap khadi thi. mujhe nahi pata ki vo sab kuch enjoy kar rahi thi ya nahi. ye baat uskey alaawa koyi nahi bata sakta tha.

Tabhi achanak mujhe apne nitambo par phir se kuch ahsaas huva.

Maine peeche mud kar dekha to paya ki ush mote aadmi ne apna haath mere nitambo par rakh rakha tha.

Maine uska haath dur jhatak diya aur vo meri aur dekh kar muskura diya.

Ush mote aadmi ki himmat badhti ja rahi thi.

Mai soch rahi thi ki kya karu ab.

mujhe khyaal aaya ki mujhe bus se utar jaana chahiye.

Achanak vo cycle wala muda aur ushne ush lady ka haath pakda aur apne ling par rakh diya.

Mai hairan rah gayi ki ush lady ne chupchap ushke ling ko haath mein thaam liya. mujhe samajh nahi aa raha tha ki aakhir uski majburi kya hai, ye sab karne ki.

Phir mujhe khyaal aaya ki shayad vo bahak gayi hai. jaise mai bahak gayi thi billu ke saath.

Vo mujh se bola, meri jaan chupchap kya dekh rahi hai tu bhi pakad ley.

Maine apni najre jhuka lee.

Mai bas hairani se sab dekh rahi thi mujhe vaha kuch acha nahi lag raha tha.

Achanak bus ruk gayi, vo lady jhat se aage badh gayi aur bus se utar gayi. Cycle wale ne jhat se apna ling ander kar liya. sab kuch ek majaak sa lag raha tha.

bus turant chal padi.

Maine apne peeche khade ek dusre aadmi se pucha, MG road kab aayega. Vo bola, ji vo to abhi der mein aayega. Ye bus bahut ghum kar vaha jayegi, aapko koyi dusri bus leni chahiye thi.

Mai vaha se hatna chahti thi par samajh nahi aa raha tha ki kaha jaa-oon. Koyi sheet bhi khaali nahi ho payi thi.

Mai ishi kasamkas mein thi ki vo cycle wala mere peechey aa gaya aur mujh se sat kar khada ho gaya.

Vo mota aadmi mere daayi aur aa gaya.

Mujhe ahsaas ho gaya ki ab vaha rukna theek nahi hai.

Cycle wale ne mere kaan mein kaha, jaise ushne maja liya, tu bhi le, le.

Mai soch rahi thi ki ab kya karu. Mere aage peeche har taraf aadmi the. Mai na peeche ja sakti thi na aage.

Phir bhi maine ek koshis ki. mai thoda aage badh gayi.

Par sab bekar raha vo cycle wala bhi bilkul mere kadmo se kadam milaata huva mere saath saath aa gaya aur mere peeche sat kar khada ho gaya.

Vo mere kaan mein bola, kab tak tadpaogi meri jaan. Thoda ruk jao, yaha sharam aati hai to mere ghar chaltey hai, kasam se teri jawani ki puri tassalli kar dunga.

Maine gussey mein kaha tumhe koyi galat fahmi huyi hai, mai koyi aisi vaisi ladki nahi hu.

Vo bola, tu jaisi bhi hai mast hai, mere saath chal tujhe khus kar dunga, agar paise ki baat hai to vo bata, mai 1000 dene ko taiyar hu.

Mere dil par ye sab sun kar kya beet rahi thi mai hi jaanti hu.
Billu ke kaaran aur meri khud ki bhool ke kaaran mujhe ye sab sunana pad raha tha.

Charo aur log pehle ki tarah tamasha dekh rahe the.

Balki ab to sabhi logo ki aankho mein havash utar aayi thi

Ushne mera hath jor se pakda aur bola, ab teri baari hai ye lund pakadne ki, aur jhat se mera haath apne ling par rakh diya.

Mere sharir mein beejli ki leher daud gayi.

Maine badi muskil se vaha se haath hataaya.

Mai bheed ko jaise taise hata kar gate ke paas pahunch gayi aur driver se bus rokne ko kaha.

Driver ne bus rok di aur mai foran bus se utar gayi.

Par jaisa ki pehle huva tha, achanak vo cycle wala bus se kood gaya.

Maine charo aur najar daudayi to paya ki mai bilkul sunsaan sadak par utar gayi hu. aas paas kuch nahi deekh raha tha.

Tabhi maine apne peeche dekha to paya ki mere peeche ek garden hai. garden mein kuch log bhi najar aa rahe the.

Mai jhat se garden mein ghus gayi.

Vo mere peeche peeche aa gaya.

Mai bahut ghabra rahi thi. garden mein log to the par bahut kam the.

Mai jaldi se garden ke dusre gate par pahunch gayi.
Dusri taraf acha khasa traffic chal raha tha.

Ek auto khali khada huva deekhayi diya. maine ushe mere ghar chalne ko kaha, aur ush mein baith gayi.

Mujh mein ab MG road jaane ki himmat nahi thi.

Ghar pahunch kar maine chain ki saans lee, aur maine faisala kiya ki aaj ke baad bus mein kabhi nahi chadhungi.

Shaam ko sanjay ne pucha ki kya bana vaha.

Maine kaha kuch nahi mai galat bus mein chadh gayi thi. ushne mujhe bilkul opposite direction mein utar diya.

Sanjay ne pucha fir tum ghar kaise aayi.

Maine kaha, maine ek auto kar liya tha.

Mai sanjay ko koyi bhi baat bata kar pareshan nahi karna chahti thi, aakhir sab kuch meri apni bhool ke kaaran hi to huva tha.

Maine sanjay ko kaha mera man itni dur job karne ka nahi hai, mai bus mein nahi jaana chaahti.

Sanjay ne kaha theek hai, jaisi tumhari marji.

Sanjay bedroom mein chale gaye aur mein kitchen mein aakar kaam karne lagi.

Achaanak phone ki ghanti baji. Maine daud kar phone utha liya, mujhe dar tha ki kahi sanjay na utha ley.

Ye billu ka phone tha.

Vo bola, aaj kaha thi din bhar tune mera phone nahi uthaya ?

Maine kaha, tumhe kishne yaha phone karne ko kaha hai ?

Vo bola, dekh ab jyada nakhre mat kar, aur meri baat dhayan se shun. Mai tujhe kal subah lene aaunga, 11 baje tak taiyar rahna.

Maine kaha, tum bhaad mein jao aur ye kah kar phone patak diya.

Abhi mein bus ke gam se ubhari bhi nahi thi ki ab ye nayi musibat aan padi

Maine bedroom mein jhaanka to paya ki sanjay bathroom mein naha rahe hai.

Maine faisala kiya ki mai ab sanjay ko sab kuch bata dungi.

Maine ek paper liya aur jaldi jaldi ab tak ki saari baat ushmey likh di aur paper ko sanjay ke takiye ke niche rakh diya, aur chupchap apne takiye par late gayi.

Mera dil dhak dhak kar raha tha, ki sanjay sab padh kar kya kahenge.

par vo bathroom se nikal kar bedroom mein aaye hi the ki maine foran vo paper utha kar fhaad diya aur ushey dustbin mein daal diya.

Sanjay ne pucha, vo kya tha ?

maine kaha, k…k..kuch nahi yu hi bekaar ka paper tha, kitchen ke saaman ki list likhi thi ush par.

Sanjay ne mere paas aa kar mujhe baaho mein bhar liye aur mujhe bed par lita diya.

Maine kaha chodo, chintoo abhi jaag raha hai.

chintoo bahar tv dekh raha tha.

Sanjay ne kamra band kar liya aur vaapas aa kar mera naada kholne lagey.

Mai chupchap leti rahi.

Unhone naada khol kar meri panty niche sarka di aur meri yoni ko haath se masalne lage.

Mai madhosh hone lagi.

Mere muh se achanak nikal gaya ishe chum lo na.

Sanjay ne hairan ho kar pucha, kya kaha.

Mujhe hosh aaya ki mai kya bol gayi thi.

Maine kaha, kuch nahi.

Mai samajh nahi paa rahi thi ki maine aisa kyo kaha,

Mai vaha pade, pade khud ko kosane lagi.

Mujhe ye bhi pata nahi chala ki kab sanjay ne mere ander ling daal diya.

Jab mujhe hosh aaya to sanjay jor jor se kar rahey the.

Mai unke nichey padi padi madhosh hoti chali gayi.

mujhe achanak ye khyaal aaya ki kaas unka ling aur jyada gahrayi tak pahunch pata.

Aur phir se mujhe khud, apne aap par sharminda hona pada, aakhir mai aisi baat kaise soch sakti thi.

Mai phir sab kuch bhula kar sanjay ki baaho mein kho gayi aur ush pal ka aanand lene lagi.

Par mujhe rah rah kar ye khyaal sataa raha tha ki mai kal billu se kaise niptungi.